u/Due-Experience-878

got reddit during my a levels and have to leave just as i entered 😭😭

i will miss all the rants before and after papers lmao, and i wish all the outgoing yr 13s all the best! see u guys soon on the uni sub now 😭😭😭

i'm gonna be moving into uni accoms this sep and honestly i think abt this a lot.

because let's face it - if you keep food in the common kitchen someone will probably eat it and there's nothing you can do abt it 😭

so what do you actually do?

to all the dumpees out there who are struggling, just remember that your soulmate would NEVER give up on you.

you are worth loving, and if someone left, it's because they couldn't see your value 🩷

don't let someone who couldn't see how amazing, perfect and awesome you are ruin your day!

keep going guys 🥹

i wish things were different for us.

i wish my family accepted you and your family.

i wish you wanted to be a better Christian.

i wish you didn't give up on me.

i wish i could stop loving you.

it's been a month since my ex broke up with me and honestly I've reached a point where everything feels unreal

it feels like i've woken up after watching a long movie and the rs feels like it happened YEARS ago instead of one month ago 🌝

does anyone else feel this way at times?

me and my ex are currently on no contact (for 6 months atm) but he asked if we could remain friends after the 6 months are up

i honestly think being friends with him isn't a realistic endeavour but i am genuinely curious about people who have cultivated healthy friendships with their exes.

genuinely even though he dumped me 2 weeks ago i still crave him physically and i still find him hot and perfect and it kills me every time.

i feel weepy/sad after because I know I can't touch him or have him hold me or tell him how handsome he is because we're broken up.

how do I let go of the physical attraction?

I know God looks at the heart its not about impressing others, however I hate how nervous I get when asked to pray on the spot.

I freeze, and end up saying generic things that don't feel very powerful.

I also stutter a bit during these, and my mind blanks - is there any way to become more confident and better at praying?

i was dumped by my boyfriend of 1 year today 💔💔 it hurts a lot and i feel so overwhelmed. he was my first ever boyfriend too.

i miss him already. he was a sweet guy, with lovely blond curly hair and blue eyes. he was so handsome and it just HURTS.

it hurts to imagine a world where i won't be in his life anymore, and he won't be in mine.

i keep jumping between complete calm to random crying and it's just horrible.

he was my first love and my first ever relationship. can you truly come back from this? i really want to get over him but damn it's painful right now.

DO NOT CRAM.

if you crammed at gcse and got away with it, you will NOT get away with it at a-level.

the sheer exhaustion of answering papers will leave you with zero energy to even do minimal revision. and then it will hit you how cooked you actually are.

don't be cocky and think you can get away with it the day before or pull an all nighter. you're not gonna survive it.

revise from day 1. do your work in chunks, and be committed. your effort will pay off.

i do ocr so i've already lowk accepted my fate.......

#cooked

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it's really draining. i don't even have any real desire to, because i know life is worth way more than just constantly pleasuring myself.

i hate it. i do it at least twice a day, once a day if i'm lucky, and i really hate it.

it doesn't make me feel good afterwards, and i feel like it's dragging me down.

genuinely - how do i stop?

i'm also a spiritual person so i feel hella guilty about the fact that i'm doing this, because my religions states its wrong. i hate it so much.

how do i stop and get my life in order? because i feel drained and tired afterwards, and i'm in the middle of exam season.

my papers haven't gone super well and i feel like my mind is being clouded by my desire to pleasure myself - i really want to get a handle on this and do better as a person, especially for the sake of my future.

how do i stop?

we've been dating for almost a year and it's been so amazing.

that is, until he started to grow distant.

it started near the beginning of may. exam season was looming and it was suddenly like i didn't exist. he was gone for hours, we had no set time for each other in the midst of this.

i am not saying i wanted him to lavish me with all his time. i just wish he made a little bit of time to talk to me. i say this because it would've felt nice to have his support in the midst of exam season, and also to give HIM support throughout it as his gf.

we've fought about it at least four or five times - him being really distant. he kept apologising and promising he'd make time but then nothing would change. absolutely nothing.

i eventually couldn't take it anymore and genuinely got really upset at him but then he got equally mad at me saying he just wanted to study and i was making things difficult.

that genuinely hurt me because i just wanted a small bit of time. and by small, i mean like 1 hour a day. just to check in on each other, and etc.

it got so bad he started considering a breakup and i was so dead on the inside after that. just because i wanted a LITTLE bit of his time during what can be a stressful situation.

i'd just been getting 15 minutes a day or a text if i was lucky. i felt pathetic because i would send him some texts during my study breaks and checking on him but i got nothing from him at all. he's going through a lot at the moment but it just feels cruel. i burst into tears on the phone once and he just didn't care at all. the guy who would once comfort me and worry just gave up.

i've tried my best to support him too but it just hurts so much. i just wanted a little bit of his time and affection. i feel pushed away, even though i feel like i'm being a big baby about it.

we ended up taking a break because he was "sick of my complaining". i just wanted his love and support during this time and i wanted to give him mine 😞

he ended up texting me first a few days ago but tbh i feel really empty on the inside. do you think the relationship has run its course?

paper 1 was genuinely buns

a level exam boards just genuinely HATE us all (side eye to ocr chem p1 and maths edexcel p1) but don't let the first papers make you lose sight of the remaining papers you have left.

guys we CAN do this and we have worked so bloody hard. don't lost hope, and chin up everyone!!

WE will be meeting our uni offers trust 🥹🥹💗