Wanted to post a video of Clive again but realised the video I sent ti my friends I didn’t save. Stupid Snapchat.
Anyways here’s Clive and his friend (gf?) after I stopped feeding them.
They so stroppy
I just redid it today using bits and bobs I found in the woods
Look at that lichen 🥹
Recently got over a ed and have started eating more “light” food.
Light being not very filling so I can eat more (the fruits)
The cheese is a weird addition I know but I love cheese lolllll
In the sandwich is hard boiled egg and mayo
I found a badger pelvis and a PERFECT peice of wood to mount it on
Still trying to figure out how without damaging the bone.
Probably just use hot glue
So for context (I’m dyslexic and don’t know what the word is for this so excuse me if I say it wrong) I am studying spiritualism and my mum is a reseller so often brings random vintage items into her home, sometimes I feel something attached to them but it’s never been a negative encounter. she does not believe in all the “spiritual hooha” btw and does not know that I practice because I am scared of being judged by her. I study with my haunted dolls so I somewhat know what a spiritual presence feels like. I often feel the same feeling when I go thrifting with my mother. However I have not been thrifting with her lately as I am broke lol.
More so to the point, I’ve been staying at my mums the last few days as I am broke and she feeds me lol. My mother struggles with anxiety attacks every now and then and she had one the last night. The same night I also got sleep paralysis which I haven’t got since I started studying. It seems the longer I stay away from my haunted dolls the more unsettling I feel which is quite strange.
But anyways! I was scrolling on tt as I usually do in the evenings saw some vids about mother Hecate and foraging ect ect my usual stuff, and I felt something behind me (I was sat in front of the glass garden doors with the curtains open) and I know better then anybody not to look when I feel a presence behind me. But it got to the point where it felt really heavy and like it was flowing over me and consuming me so I got up and walked to the kitchen at normal speed and tried to ground myself, it took a while but I eventually did it. I am still quite frightened as I write this. And it feels harder to text my brain is not thinking straight. As I was in the kitchen I still felt the presence but not as much as before so i continued scrolling and cut myself an apple and ate it as something to distract me.
After a while my brother came downstairs to go to the loo and not long after the feeling went.
But now he has gone back upstairs the feeling has returned but not as intense but I am sat where I was in the beginning and i can hear tapping on the glass of the door it’s more so light tapping like it you were to lightly tap with your nail.
My heart also hurts quite bad like something is pressing on it.
I don’t know if it’s nothing and I’m overreacting or maybe I am to open with my energy.
Also my sisters lamp toy thing keeps lighting up and it’s off.
I’m trying to look around the room for anything new that my mum has brought into the house that may be haunted but I can’t see anything. The feeling feels like it is coming from outside
Sorry if I made some spelling mistakes and/or lack of punctuation. Also sorry if I added the wrong flair
I’m not seeking for answers but anything is appreciated.
Also none believers please don’t comment on this, this post is not for you. Thank you.
Comment what you want and what your trading/selling
Sorry buddy you ate everything else
Clive warmed up to me VERY quickly now he comes over everyday for dinner at around 5-6pm
He’s chill but I’m lowkey scared he’s going to nip my finger off sometimes so I don’t think I will be doing anymore hand feedings like ones in the vid
Please ignore my toe
Cage is bucatstate 120x60
Yes she’s a she 😭😭 can you tell?
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