u/Em0N3rd

I've only met with this endo probably less than 5 times and they do amazing with my HRT..... but really talk down to me about my diabetes now that im sitting at 7.8 for more than 9 months. She keeps insisting im not bolusing when I do and even at our last appointment said "well the numbers say otherwise" when I explained how I bolus then feel sick during the meal even bolusing 30 mins before my meal.

I want to ask the office if I can switch to another endo there but idk if it'll just be as bad? Are they all like this?

Been using search engines but nothing really comes up so idk if these exist

>I live in the USA and really am trying to keep it under $90 but willing to save up to get one around $140

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>used in phone and gaming but it will be an aux plug in as im hoping to get a wired one

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>I dont really leave my house much but a comfortable pair I could wear often would be best

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>Most important when looking for something in sound would be clear audio. I want to be able to hear what people are saying and the lyrics.

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>I listen to many different types of music but lyrics are what I like. I listen to kpop, indie pop, jpop, rock, metal, rap and probably whatever internet song is being passed around for review.

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>Not much- loved skullcandy earbuds in 2015 and had the razer kraken kitty before. The razer was decent but I dont exactly need a fancy mic and I'm trying to avoid that company.

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>Pink..... yes, I'm also hoping to find it in my favorite color.

My most important things in order are

-quality (won't break within a year and can be understood)

-look (pastel- preferably pink)

-lower price (im a parent so I try not to just throw money around, which is why im hoping someone knows a good source for me)

There is just no other way I know how to put it

Started when I was 13 and what's worse is I started substances at 14 and quit that at 15. Cutting however has always been my hardest one to let go. Im 29 now and im in my longest clean streak of a year but the craving to do it again hits so hard.

Just wish I knew how to keep the cravings from getting back or getting so intense

So.... I didnt see anything about the may 11th thing that was advertised other than a post here asking what happened to it? Is there any update to that?

Just feel so fucking dumb. Keep going through the motions of going no contact to low contact to regular contact then looping that over and over through the years.

This time I definitely messed up cause I brought up during low contact struggling with the fact I could become homeless so I took up her offer to help..... now I realize its just a trap like before.

Idk if its possible to go no contact with a cosigner on an apartment even if she doesnt live her but omg does the pressure suck. I want to just tell her I refuse to be like her but sometimes im scares im doing that.

To clarify- I say that because growing up, my family faced homelessness after a hurricane. My mom moved our family up north near her parents, in exchange for them helping her get a house I was to visit my grandparents almost daily..... this led to me being Sexually Assaulted by my grandfather for years and her just yelling at me that "she did the best she could" while still driving me to grandpa. Now im here taking her signature for a place to live....

Just feel shitty cause its that time of year again when she pushes for more contact between herself and me.. let alone the pushes to at least be in the same building as my grandfather....