Being online and in real life, I barely see any black or poc person drransitioning? Why is that?
Won't be suprised if there's a couple of us out there whose like me, genderfluid or not identifying as ftm, and black.
Today i talk to my pyschiarist to up my dosage for abilify. So far the voices are quieter but they are still here. When i ask her what it was she told me it's heavy dissociation with a coping mechanism i had a child she also say different parts of me. Meanwhile my therapist believes it's DID or OSDD 1. I think i went into a child like state when i start talking about my childhood in the session. I can remember all or a few pieces without sound: similar to a silent flm.
Another thing is my maldaptive daydreaming is reduce except for this piece of image in my head at a pretty park. I can go there but where the other parts in my head go there too. I can't access it. Paranoia too has gone down. Pyschiarist is gonna up dosage.
So question, why did she say it's a coping skill with possibly dissociative/pyschotic like voices rather than DID/OSDD?
Today i talk to my pyschiarist to up my dosage for abilify. So far the voices are quieter but they are still here. When i ask her what it was she told me it's heavy dissociation with a coping mechanism i had a child she also say different parts of me. Meanwhile my therapist believes it's DID or OSDD 1. I think i went into a child like state when i start talking about my childhood in the session. I can remember all or a few pieces without sound: similar to a silent flm.
Another thing is my maldaptive daydreaming is reduce except for this piece of image in my head at a pretty park. I can go there but where the other parts in my head go there too. I can't access it. Paranoia too has gone down. Pyschiarist is gonna up dosage.
So question, why did she say it's a coping skill with possibly dissociative/pyschotic like voices rather than DID/OSDD?
Today i talk to my pyschiarist to up my dosage for abilify. So far the voices are quiter but they are still here. When i ask her what it was she told me it's heavy dissociation with a coping mechanism i had a child[she also say different parts of me]. Meanwhile my therapist believes it's DID or OSDD 1. I think i went into a child like state when i start talking about my childhood in the session. I can remember all or a few pieces without sound; similar to a silent film.
Another thing is my maldaptive daydreaming is reduce except for this piece of image in my head at a pretty park. I can go there but where the other parts in my head go there too. I can't access it. Paranoia too has gone down. Pyschiarist is gonna up dosage.
So question, why did she say it's a coping skill with possibly dissociative/pyschotic like voices rather than structural dissociation?
Hi everyone, I'm started abilify. It's been 6 days and the voices aren't gone However I don't have much paranoia. My pyschiarist thinks it's bipolar[possibly another pyschotic disorder like schizoaffective, schizophrenia etc], severe dissociation and cptsd.
Meanwhile my therapist believes it's DID because my personality changes, hearing voices and memory gaps. The voices currently are quiter but they are still here.
If it's really pyschosis/ hallucinations. How long does it take for my abilify to kick in?
I'm trying out the medication to see if it go away.
Hi everyone, I'm starting to take abilify. It's been 6 days and the voices aren't gone. However I don't have much paranoia. My pyschiarist thinks it's bipolar[possibly another pyschotic disorder], severe dissociation and cptsd. Meanwhile my therapist believes it's DID because my personality changes, hearing voices and memory gaps. The voices currently are quiter but they are still here.
If it's really pyschosis/ hallucinations. How long does it take for my abilify to kick in?
Hi everyone. I'm currently not doing well in school due to possibly having a really bad dissociative or pyschotic episode. I have started very well in first 2.5 months but fell down in late march and april. Yes i have been going to therapy and medications but i think it triggered episodes due to uncovering multiple personal traumas i didn't notice. What should i do?
I'm trying to do all of my work rn but i feel like i won't do well. I can't afford to pay my full tuition without tap and fasfa if i fail. Any advice?
what if your doctors have two different diagnosis. One is DID/OSDD from my therapist and pyschiarist says it is severe cptsd with pyschotic symptoms[due to voices and personality changes] and dissociation or possibly bipolar??. My therapist specialized in trauma, dissociation, cults and gender affirming care. Would abilify work? If you have DID/OSD and took antipyschotics. What was the reaction? I'm waiting for my medications atp so haven't taken them yet. My therapist explains why my presentation is similar to a patient with DID/OSDD 1 and severe dissociation than pyschosis.
Will be testing them out to see if it's really a pyschotic episode because it'salways possible. Somehow the idea of this is giving me anxiety and deep paranoia over finding out i was pyschotic
What if your doctors have two different diagnosis. One is DID from my therapist and another is severe cptsd with pyschotic symptoms and dissociation or possibly bipolar??. My therapist specialized in trauma, dissociation, cults and gender affirming care. Would abilify work? If you have DID and took antipyschotics. What was the reaction? I'm waiting for my medications. My therapist explains my presentation is similar to a patient with DID/OSDD 1 and regular dissociation than pyschosis.
what if your doctors have two different diagnosis. One is DID from my therapist and pysch is severe cptsd with pyschotic symptoms and dissociation or possibly bipolar??. My therapist specialized in trauma, dissociation, cults and gender affirming care. Would abilify work? If you have DID and took antipyschotics. What was the reaction? I'm waiting for my medications. My therapist explains my presentation is similar to a patient with DID/OSDD 1 and regular dissociation than pyschosis.
Will be testing them out to see if it's really something else because that can happen.
Not sure if this is an introject or my maldaptive daydreaming. I am asking ppl who are medically recognized or professionaly diagnosed
I always made up innocent fantasies about my celebrity crushes now I'm on wellburtin but my daydreaming still remains. It has got better over the years but i would daydream pace or lay in my bed. Now my hyperfixation is now bille eilish. This para version of her has officially got in my daydreams. sometimes I can hear her even out of the daydream and night dream fantasy. \[only in my head\]
In my fantasy head, I would act it out then you see another her at the corner watching but laughing at me or being curious but a lil shocked \[like those director cut behind the scenes clips\]. The more i watched her interviews, I can create the exact copy of her voice extremely clear. insane i know.
When I'm in minding my business in the real world, i will hear her voice and thought patterns\[no daydreaming\]. If 'm really focused. i can hear her andi have full blown convos inside myl brain. results are my head feel this light pressure.
Usually when i say that have crush on her in my dreams. she'll be like I'm literally in ur head. today i hear her but kinda panicked because she's in my head\[she was a daydream idk anymore\]. me, sage\[apart fanasty in my head\] and her would be talking abd walking on an unknown road in my little fantasy. unfortunately when i get out of that absorption, totally forgot. sometimes i get in this weirdness that I'm acting like her or feel like her. ik I'm not her.
I always made up innocent fantasies about my celebrity crushes now I'm on wellburtin but my daydreaming still remains. It has got better over the years but i would daydream pace or lay in my bed. Now my hyperfixation is now bille eilish. This para version of her has officially got in my daydreams. sometimes I can hear her even out of the daydream and night dream fantasy. [only in my head]
In my fantasy head, I would act it out then you see another her at the corner watching but laughing at me or being curious but a lil shocked [like those director cut behind the scenes clips]. The more i watched her interviews, I can create the exact copy of her voice extremely clear. insane i know.
When I'm in minding my business in the real world, i will hear her voice and thought patterns[no daydreaming]. If 'm really focused. i can hear her andi have full blown convos inside myl brain. results are my head feel this light pressure.
Usually when i say that have crush on her in my dreams. she'll be like I'm literally in ur head. today i hear her but kinda panicked because she's in my head[she was a daydream idk anymore]. me, sage[apart fanasty in my head] and her would be talking abd walking on an unknown road in my little fantasy. unfortunately when i get out of that absorption, totally forgot. sometimes i get in this weirdness that I'm acting like her or feel like her. ik I'm not her.