u/Exciting_Skirt_6998

Idk what to say, I still remember when I was just a small kid maybe something around 10 or 11, I was really very unaware of this world, I used to think that ppl really care for me and understands me

It was only after some incidents (which literally traumatized me for years) I opened my eyes and accepted the truth that no one actually understands me even some ppl hates me, it was never really easy to accept this truth, I kept crying the whole nights, lying to myself for years but at the end I have to accept this harsh reality

Like idk why but when it comes to me no one is even close to understanding me, most of them think literally complete opposite of me

(also idk but just in case if u thinks looks also matters, I look good)

Also.i am a type of person who can tell how is someone feeling just be talking or looking into their eyes but when it comes to me, boom I am alone now, no one knows me and no one even bothers about that

It literally makes me cry a lot sometimes

Even when I was at my worst, I used to cry every night all alone still no one even noticed that (once my mom did but she just ignored me)

Even while writing this I am in tears😭

is there anyone here who feels the same way

I was really very afraid go ghosts when I was a kid but then I all of a sudden developed a strange fascination towards it, I have been to abandoned colonies (a completely abandoned colony of radius 5km, abandoned since 1998) all alone, waiting with all lights off in the dark, standing in front of mirror in complet darkness (my blood also come somehow, that's a long story), even tried Ouija board with my siblings one night during a wedding (we were 3, completely alone in a dark room with just 3 candels)

I have even experienced stange things sometimes, like someone is trying to get into my bed, I can say this with pretty good certainty as there are nails in my bed as it's an old one kept as a memory so basically it's like if anyone disturbs the bed, mattress, or try to climb up, there is a pretty clear voice of it, ofc I was scared at first and this happened for 2 days, at the same time I could clearly hear a woman walk in my room (this happened for 14 days straight), on the last day when this happened, while I was making my bed and was facing my back on towards the door, I hear someone call my name (now it could be a pretty common mind made up thing, right?) Obv I turned back and saw that the mattress behind me was not in the order I left it in just now before turning and surprisingly I heard no other sound other than someone calling my name, that tho even from the mirror-basin area

This overall incident just made me so fascinated towards paranormal stuff and ghosts, that I even did the things I mentioned in para 1 but never ever found any

What do u think could be a possible reason for this?? Also will I ever be able to interact with one??

I was really very afraid go ghosts when I was a kid but then I all of a sudden developed a strange fascination towards it, I have been to abandoned colonies (a completely abandoned colony of radius 5km, abandoned since 1998) all alone, waiting with all lights off in the dark, standing in front of mirror in complet darkness (my blood also come somehow, that's a long story), even tried Ouija board with my siblings one night during a wedding (we were 3, completely alone in a dark room with just 3 candels)

I have even experienced stange things sometimes, like someone is trying to get into my bed, I can say this with pretty good certainty as there are nails in my bed as it's an old one kept as a memory so basically it's like if anyone disturbs the bed, mattress, or try to climb up, there is a pretty clear voice of it, ofc I was scared at first and this happened for 2 days, at the same time I could clearly hear a woman walk in my room (this happened for 14 days straight), on the last day when this happened, while I was making my bed and was facing my back on towards the door, I hear someone call my name (now it could be a pretty common mind made up thing, right?) Obv I turned back and saw that the mattress behind me was not in the order I left it in just now before turning and surprisingly I heard no other sound other than someone calling my name, that tho even from the mirror-basin area

This overall incident just made me so fascinated towards paranormal stuff and ghosts, that I even did the things I mentioned in para 1 but never ever found any

What do u think could be a possible reason for this?? Also will I ever be able to interact with one??

I am 18 btw

It's been more then a month since I last watched corn, I was getting a lil bit addicted to it and I realized that was just slowly slowly killing my desire to love someone and just making me make distance from the person I used to like, then I read somewhere that watching it more then a certain limit does makes u feel like that and it just completely changes your definition of love, I even started fantasizing a lot, like I couldn't sleep before fantasizing, life was becoming more like a trash and I was becoming more animal then human (not exactly in that wild way which u might think of, but was just not getting the exact same love feel which I used to get before)

So then one random day I thought that its enough now and from now on I won't watch it anymore

And trust me it feels way more lighter inside now, I really think of fantasizing as a disgusting thing now, like I am like... eww I don't even wanna do that in dream now🤮

I am really grateful that I realized this in time before loosing anything serious, tho it did caused some permanent harm in my situationship with my crush but that's ok as it could have been worse

Now all I wanna do is to experience true love in my life and to live some beautiful moments with someone

At last I would like to say a big thanks to.all the ppl here who did some posts which made me take this small but big step before it's too late, thank u community!!

Heyy I am 17M, from india ofc

Looking for someone to talk about love, life, life lessons, their pov, struggles.... etc

Nothing creepy or weird, just a pure platonic (sfw) convo

About me : i well....... i like to draw and sketch, reading, cooking, adventures, motivate ppl, help others, travelling, badminton.. etc

**Context**

So let's start from the very beginning, about 40km from my house we have a completely abandoned colony (got abandoned smt around 1996-1999) me and 3 of my friends used to go there in the dark for fun but last time when we went there (about a month ago) idk but I got curious and too fascinated about it and decided to go inside of one of the house all alone with a horror music playing in the phone, and I just went inside, upstairs and I felt nothing strange about it but since then I have been feeling too...

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Tbh idk how to explain this feeling, I have been jus feeling too much attracted towards dark, like when I am about to sleep I just close all the lights and stand in the middle of my drawing room in complete darkness, I don't feel any fear not even a lil fear but I feel the complete opposite, like this is where I belongs to, peace, comfort, it just feels so good in the darkness

**the blood part**

Yesterday I was telling the same to my friend with who I used to go there(he never went inside btw)

First of all he was like that, that place itself is very scary and no one lives around in a radius of about 5km so he still don't get it how I got the courage to do so

Then he says that you should just suppress this feeling or whatever it is and then he jokingly said

"maybe you should offer your blood to whatever is calling you in the darkness"

And now idk how but last night when I turned off my lights my hand got hit on the door and blood came out of it (this isn't something common with me as it's my house and ik where the Door and my hand is) I just turned on the lights saw the blood, surprisingly it was damn thick

Again when I was going to the bed I felt that same feeling, that I should go into the dark and sit there for sometime instead of sleeping

Also off of this stuff is around 12:30-2:00 AM

I seriously have no idea about it please help me out guys 🙏🙏

i love adventures, talking, vibing.....well....... i like to draw and sketch, reading, cooking, motivate ppl, make others smile, help others, travelling... etc, i just hate rude ppl, ppl who tries to ignore me for no reason, ppl who are stick with smt without any valid reason... etc

would prefer to make a female friend from India, tho everypne is welcome

DMS open for both casual convs and long term friend friendship

i love adventures, talking, vibing.....well....... i like to draw and sketch, reading, cooking, motivate ppl, make others smile, help others, travelling... etc, i just hate rude ppl, ppl who tries to ignore me for no reason, ppl who are stick with smt without any valid reason... etc

would prefer to make a female friend from India, tho everypne is welcome

DMS open for both casual convs and long term friend friendship

i love adventures, talking, vibing.....well....... i like to draw and sketch, reading, cooking, motivate ppl, make others smile, help others, travelling... etc, i just hate rude ppl, ppl who tries to ignore me for no reason, ppl who are stick with smt without any valid reason... etc

would prefer to make a female friend from India, tho everypne is welcome

DMS open for both casual convs and long term friend friendship

Hey everyone,

Lately, I’ve been thinking about how heavy things can get for us. Between school, family stuff, future stress, or just those random waves of loneliness, being a teen is honestly exhausting sometimes.

I wanted to put this out there: if you're going through a rough patch, need to scream into the void, or just have a massive rant bottled up, you don't have to deal with it by yourself.

Whether you just want someone to quietly listen while you vent, or you're looking for some honest advice, I’m happy to be that person. If you ever need a safe, zero-judgment space to talk about things you can't say out loud, my chat is always open. You know where to find me.

would love to hear them out

would really appreciate any response

hello there, 17M, i love to make ppl smile, motivate ppl, help others, cooking, drawing, sketching, adventures, talking, vibing.....

i would love to meet you...... be with you in your bad times, support you when you are at your lowest, fill you up with positivity......

well....... i like to draw and sketch, reading, cooking, adventures, motivate ppl, make others smile, help others, travelling... etc, i just hate rude ppl, ppl who tries to ignore me for no reason, ppl who are stick with smt without any valid reason... etc

WILLINGLY WAITING TO MEET YOU THANK YOU FOR READING THIS