Wanna end a 5 year relationship
I don't know how to explain this but i want to stay, i want to keep being her bf but it's just not what it was before. It's hard to explain, it's like the zing is gone. Ang hirap bitawan kasi buong family nya and family ko is like one na, theyre really supportive and ako madalas nag r run ng errands ng fam nila kapalit ng sobrang daming gifts from them. Bukod sa fam namin super sya mag effort para sakin to which sya madalas gumagastos para lang makapag date kami lalo na kapag wala akong budget, she also loves spoiling me. Kaso para sakin mabilis ako ma attract sa iba, gusto ko mag explore I'm only 22 and gusto ko magkaron ng mga boys night out, maka experience pano maging wild and all and makakilala ng mga confident and outgoing na tao. Ndi ko alam kung libog lang ba to or ano. the worst part is she has depression. She is very timid and shy and ako lang nalalapitan nya para sa mental health nya. Alam kong masasaktan nya sarili nya pag umalis ako kaso parang it's either that or i am facing the fact that i myself know that im too weak to keep myself from cheating. This is all like a perfect mirage, the ideal relationship, kaso ako yung problema.