u/Far-Concentrate-2647

for starters im 16 and started doubting when i was like 12+ accepted that I've left Islam at like 14ish i assume. anyways. so ive a diverse group of friends jo ke itna zada religious nhi hain like they'd smoke date n wear the clothes of their choice but they pray and they fast blah blah, toh naturally i didn't ever talk about religion w them(except my queer ex)lekin a few months back i decided to tell two really close friends of mine and dono ka same sawal tha eventually ke what if god does exist, what will you do then?

i hate that question. firstly im not five i made the decision to disbelieve w reasons and secondly, even if your god fucking does exist then I'll proudly accept my fate and rot in hell for treating love as love, children as children and not as sex toys, for having morals for treating people equally and for being myself, and besides if your god did exist idt you're going to his soamazing heaven yourself:)

this was so random and lowk the backstory is kaafi extra but khair

hey! im 16F from karachi, im bi(in a rs!) and wou1ld love to meet new people (below or 18) here considering that i haven't ever opened up about my sexuality and my agnostic views infront of my irl friends that much. i like writing, listening to songs, baking, cricket, reading and ofc watching series esp bl and gl haha. ps i dont mind irl hangouts and thats why specified karachi, warna toh anyone can hmu<3

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I've been studying since Ramadan started, all nighters n shit, mocks ache gye, pre mocks bhi, also gave coaching me and they too went well, till nothing was well, caies were in a week and i felt drained, book nhi kholi jarhi thi and somehow teen hogye hain, they didn't go that bad, isl was vvv dicey baaki do ache thay lekin i genuinely feel like ive forgotten isl p2 completely and my geo ke pp ki book has ended idek how to study it anymore (itna krne ke baad bhi i do make mistakes in it) and yesterday i couldn't get anything done, kal urdu hai pm wo thora hojayega but idk how to manage uske baad ke din i feel so tired i feel so out of place and so not in touch w anything happening around me, poori zindagi sirf parha hai ive always gotta As ans A\* and suddenly im messing my caies up. whats the point of it all

ps writing this to js vent, ill manage. i always manage. who am I without managing?

compulsory me 7 marker was why yahya came into power and 14 was ke how successful was his attempts to bring democracy aisa kuch

q2 a maratha

b shah waliullah

c british expansion

q3 a outcomes on 1937 election

b congress rule kiu hate

c partition problems

q4 a simla agreement

b languages ka kuch

c yaad nhi

q5 reaction of pak on Musharraf ki coup

b why one unit

c how successful was nawaz in solving pak ki problems

i did 3 and 5,lowk fumbled 5C a bit lekin guys it wasn't that hard😭