me when my doctor tells me to stop abusing laxatives and just eat more fiber

like dude i fucking tried that already

u/Far_Guava_5632 — 14 days ago

some of my gorgeous things

1 sweet potato soup + egg & mushrooms

2 broccoli rice tuna bullshit bowl

3 cannellini beans and tuna

4 boiled haricot verts in homemade broth

u/Far_Guava_5632 — 17 days ago

finally gonna give recovering from my bulimia a try. sweet potato soup w soft boiled egg & seasoned mushrooms & glass of blueberry juice

u/Far_Guava_5632 — 20 days ago

how it feels to try to drink my calorie supplement drinks right after listening to my mom lecture my dad about how liquid calories are the worst and will clog our arteries

u/Far_Guava_5632 — 1 month ago

my mental state has never been lower and my heart is close to giving out because of my self destructive behaviors. cheesecake

u/Far_Guava_5632 — 2 months ago

i’m so tired

i hate walking i hate eating i hate forced treatment i hate that nobody is noticing my walking obsession and they’re just seeing the weight changes as symptoms that’s all they see they weigh me so often but refuse to let me tell them my actual weight they weigh me with clothes and water in me it’s hell it’s hell i hate seeing the wrong number on the scale they think i’m so huge

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u/Far_Guava_5632 — 3 months ago

trying my best

relapsed yesterday, but getting back on track today by starting out my day with a long walk and my safest protein shake (barely ever triggers binge urges)

we got this gang

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u/Far_Guava_5632 — 3 months ago

new milestone, 5 days

five days binge free today, and i feel so much clearer than usual!!! i have not gone more than circa 36 hours without binging for over a year, so this is pretty huge for me

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u/Far_Guava_5632 — 3 months ago