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Apologies if this has been posted before, I know this isn’t an original thought.

But if we are to take the trinity as true, that Jesus was fully God, that means he was omnipotent, and would’ve had 100% foresight of his death and crucifixion. By choosing not to avoid that fate (within his power since he’s God), Jesus is choosing to commit suicide, or at the very least is engaging in some sort of willful euthanasia of his human form, since he knew his death was coming and chose not to avoid it. If you knew that if you stood in a certain spot in your backyard on a certain date in the future , that you would be struck by a piece of satellite equipment and killed, you choosing to not remove yourself from your own death to avoid it is basically suicide.

I’m sure lots of Christians won’t say suicide is a sin or an issue, but I know many evangelicals who would say suicide is a one way ticket to eternal Hell, no ifs ands or butts. I just think it’s silly. That for someone to end their life due to suffering or whatever other issue they’re dealing with, and people will say yeah that sucks but your body is a temple and suicide desecrates that.

I know Lahey IS the liquor, but some guys can drink and drive and some guys can’t. I mean what is drunk?

Serious note- I think Lahey likely has a little more spending money and has access to more booze. But he has way overdone it several times to where he can’t function. I can’t recall a single time Ray ever got to where he couldn’t speak or do anything. And the fact that Lahey has real periods of sobriety and Ray doesn’t, tells me Ray could run laps around Lahey.

I had successfully quit 7o before, then relapsed after about 4 months and escalated into taking several hundred mgs a day these past 6 months.

The first week was horrible. It felt worse than I remembered. Several days of literally zero sleep. But the last 2 days, I’ve noticed a significant shift. Please push through the initial suck and keep going. If a dysfunctional bum like me can do it truly anyone can. Embrace the suck and beat this shit!

Everything this band does is special to me but this song hits different.

Just looking for some encouragement. The really bad “flu” like symptoms are gone, though I still have the chills constantly. My stomach is better and so is the restless legs. But my sleep is still shit. I have to go into work tomorrow and have a productive week. I’m worried.

Am I close to pushing through?

So I’m currently on day 4 CT off a heavy 70h habit and I’m just posting here to vent. I was taking 7-10 50 MG tabs a day before I quit. The reason I’m quitting now is because I know it’s gonna be unavailable in my state soon and I don’t wanna further delay the inevitable.

I’m just mad because I thought I beat 7oh last summer and had around 4 months sober. But I started using again for these past 6 months.

I got literally zero sleep last night, had to leave work early today because I felt so out of it. I’m worried I won’t recover in time and that I’ll lose my job.

I hope that I’m through the worst of it by Monday morning but I’m doubtful.