u/GORGEOUSRACHEL

I don't know why, but I don't crave music like I used to, it's still playing in my ears cuz I always have headphones on whenever I'm outside, it's playing when I'm in the shower and getting ready for work, but it's the same stuff that I always listened and feels like it doesn't give me the rush I used to get from it, I still practice but I skip days in between which I didn't do before and I just want to get it over with so I can relax. I have a job so I'm not free all the time, but when I am free in the evening, I don't crave guitar or music. Whenever people ask if I play guitar, I just say sort of cuz feel like I'd be lying if I did say I play.

Calculator says 30C UK but the local brands I've looked at have size charts that don't match at all.

Loose underbust: 29.5 inches

Snug underbust: 29 inches

Tight underbust: 28.5 inches

Standing bust: 32

Leaning bust: 32.5

Lying bust: 32

I'm not sure what size to get and I'm like 4 months into hrt so they'll grow more over time I'm sure. The first few bralettes I got feel really tight on the band and the cup. Help.

I found quite a few amount of single string shredding among the artists I love so I've been practicing that, but with a pattern like 3213 or 3123 (as in scale degrees), ascending seems pretty natural but descending is very difficult cuz my pinky feels a bit weird when doing that. All of it is done on high e, do you guys ever use these two patterns to descend? If so, let me know if you found it harder at first too.

My senior has been pretty rude to me since 1-2 months, it's really affecting my mental health. I live alone so after I go home from office, it's just me and my thoughts, it just feels very suffocating. I don't know why he is so rude to me, everyone makes mistakes and even when I'm not making a mistake, I'm still being talked to harshly, it's only just that one person, no one else there has a problem with me, I really don't understand it since I'm supposed to work closely with that person. He says he wants me to talk openly and speak clearly but he makes my anxiety worse by being so rude to me, I can barely get my voice out after being talked to like that, I cry frequently and even more after going home, I don't know what to do.