u/HeadPossibility2347

i do very much believe in the law of attraction and law of assumption and everything to do with the universe and it’s power, which i innately feel a strong connection too.

but i’m feeling defeated and confused right now. i followed the techniques i favour the most. i visualised with so much excitement and gratitude throughout my body, i repeated positive affirmations and listened to subliminals etc. i felt certain, without a doubt and in my bones that i was going to win the lottery. however i didn’t. i had such a feeling of certainty and calmness, like if someone said i wasn’t going to win it, i would genuinely be confused. but i didn’t win anything? i don’t understand what i am doing wrong?

for context, if this helps, i definitely have a lot of fear and uncertainty around money. i would say money is something i’m scared of to be honest and a great source of my anxiety. so when i say win the lotto, and win money what i want is the security and freedom that comes with money. i feel trapped right now, having money would allow me to escape and connect more, would grant me greater opportunities.

only including the mains not characters that appear on individual cases. i mean more so the prosecutors and assistants etc. like apollo and trucy and not lotta hart or dr hotti for example! tho they appear in recurring cases i rly mean the main characters!

so i’m wondering what main characters you enjoyed the most and the ones you dreaded when they were on screen. from all games!

want to preface strongly this is no hate towards sakura at all.

genuinely what is hybe doing, the decisions they’ve been making are horrible and the final piece just topped it off for me. why are we letting a 16 year old girl debut into the entertainment industry? not to mention where the group is heavily based on kpop methodology which is known to be intense. a 16 year old should not be experiencing that?! i know it’s getting common to debut minors and i will never understand it. can we think about the impact on her mental health? she should be at school and living her teenage years, not faced with so much scrutiny from the public eye especially after all the hate comments about her. the other members are 20/21, the age gap is way too large i don’t see how this is fair towards sakura or the girls, really is just opening the door to more exploitation. example yoonchae from katseye, as soon as she turns 18 they have her mimicking a cowboy(if you see pinky up yknow what i mean), and the whole thing is just icky and gross and quite honestly felt like i shouldn’t be watching it. she deserves so much better.

i don’t understand the decisions hybe is making. like with manon too, making zero statements and leaving literally everything up to speculation which is only making the fans turn on the girls? it’s just opened up so much more hate towards the girls it’s so upsetting to see. why aren’t the just making a statement and giving the girls grace, instead of allowing all this speculation and hate towards them.

also the whole premise of the group feels off. once again no hate towards the girls this is mainly at hybe, but we are we debuting the runner ups from dream academy? yes they are all extremely talented and deserve recognition, but how they’re going about it all feels weird. i don’t think this was the right decision at all. and i definitely agree with many comments saying they don’t look like they fit together and i agree, they have no chemistry and its baffling to watch. also lexie has been doing this really annoying high pitched baby voice that is really weirding me out like why are we doing that 😭 i know she has a high pitched voice but this baby tone is pushed wayyyy too much and genuinely making me cringe.

im the best at getting things started, but most if not all of the time i wont finish it. i get really interested in things and then it fizzles out or i move onto the next thing. my laptop constantly has a million tab open, so many things i want to learn and try and start. but as soon as i find the next thing or my emotional connection to it is changed, its dreadful to continue the task i once was so excited for.

i think this is probably bc of my mars gemini, aries sun and no earth placements  😭 i have so many things i want to see through, it makes me so frustrated i cant stick to it without feeling like im forcing myself and draining the life out of what i once found enjoyable. how do i work with this?!

this is more with ideas and hobbies and interest more than it is anything else!

i’ve been depressed pretty much my whole life and battled with suicidal thoughts on and off. i don’t see anything worth in my life, i don’t see a point for living, all i feel everyday is sadness and a deep desire to not be here and for everything to stop. my friends are out and living and earning money and getting degrees and travelling and i can’t do anything. i’ve spent my whole life watching everything pass by me, watching every good thing mean nothing bc i can’t feel happy. my family berates me bc i am not like everyone else studying and working which makes me want to die because of the constant reminder of how worthless i am. i’m struggling and there’s no one i can talk too. i’ve attempted before. and i want to try again. i don’t want to be here anymore, i cant deal with this. i want all my pain to be gone. i’m screaming for help and it’s like no one can see it. i’m sad all the time and i want it to stop

and i mean more mainline! like phoenix, franziska, nahyuta, pearl etc!

extremely new to eq and struggling to do this!

i have been diagnosed with ocd for about 3 years now which i am taking medication for. i would say my ocd has been pretty much nonexistent for 2 years. however it has lately come back in a very strong burst.

a lot of my ocd is if you don’t do this then this will happen, as in somehow fate or whatever will make the consequence happen because i didn’t do what i was meant to do.

this has now come back but the consequence will be someone i love dying or myself dying, or something horrific and tragic and painful happening to me or my loved ones. i get intrusive thoughts that people are waiting to hurt me, broken in my house, etc, watching me when i can’t see them and i am going to get possessed. these thoughts repeat over and over again and its so terrifying bc i feel real and genuine terror through my body. even if logically i know its not real, the fear is so crippling. i feel as though im being watched even though i know i am not. i’m so scared everyday. i want to stop being terrified and fearing for my life everyday. i feel so scared and so alone and i can’t talk to anyone about this.

how do i work with this? does anyone else relate?

i have been diagnosed with ocd for about 3 years now which i am taking medication for. i would say my ocd has been pretty much nonexistent for 2 years. however it has lately come back in a very strong burst.

a lot of my ocd is if you don’t do this then this will happen, as in somehow fate or whatever will make the consequence happen because i didn’t do what i was meant to do.

this has now come back but the consequence will be someone i love dying or myself dying, or something horrific and tragic and painful happening to me or my loved ones. i get intrusive thoughts that people are waiting to hurt me, broken in my house, etc, watching me when i can’t see them and i am going to get possessed. these thoughts repeat over and over again and its so terrifying bc i feel real and genuine terror through my body. even if logically i know its not real, the fear is so crippling. i feel as though im being watched even though i know i am not. i’m so scared everyday. i want to stop being terrified and fearing for my life everyday. i feel so scared and so alone and i can’t talk to anyone about this.

how do i work with this? does anyone else relate?

i don’t see a point in life anymore. everyday i am miserable. i feel such a intense hatred internally towards myself, i hate myself and my mind so much i can’t stand it. i hate that im here and i’m like this. i’m at the age where i should be working towards my career and going to school, but i just can’t do any of it. everything i had passion for is gone, there’s nothing i want to pursue, i feel like i don’t have anything left, like all the energy is gone from my body. everyday is pointless, i don’t see a future at all. i don’t see the point. all my friends are out there working, making friends, getting degrees, building relationships but i can’t do any of that. i feel so utterly and completely alone and it’s so painful.

i’m not at school and to my friends i act fine, say im taking a year off happy and act happy and never talk about my problems bc opening up to friends is just something i cant make myself do. i hate talking abt my feelings and find it so deeply shameful to open up about my mental state. logically ik have people i can talk too. but if i was honest about how i feel, who would want to be friends with someone who is constantly depressed, constantly wanting to die. that’s not fair on them. i don’t want them to be sad or worried about me. but even then i don’t think they can understand how truly painful and hopeless it is. to say they care and they’re here for me but just never talk about it.

i’ve had depression and suicidal thoughts pretty much my whole life and am taking medication for it. i was suicidal last in the past and attempted, but the thing in my heart i genuinely wanted to die. then felt better but im back here now. what makes now so horrible is that i’m scared to die, before i had no hesitations and no fear, now it frightens me. ik this sounds backwards bc at least before i felt happy and hopeful i could end my suffering and find solace in that. now i’m stuck, everyday constantly hating myself, watching my life slip away from me, having my friends live and travel and i’m stuck. i wish i wasn’t like this.

i’ve started partaking in dangerous behaviours, putting myself in unsafe situations where i can get hurt. i want to get hurt, i want people to hate me and hurt me, im sick of hating myself and doing nothing about it. i want sth to hurt me i want sth to push me over the edge. ik this is wrong, but this is so all consuming

i’m tired of being tired, so tired of being misunderstood and so tired of having no support and feeling so completely alone. there is no meaning for me, no point for my life, i want everything to stop

i downloaded sims and am starting to get bored pretty quickly :( i have some mods and am trying to use my imagination to build stories within the game, but its so difficult like when trying to get 2 sims to have a deep conversation together and one of them keeps walking away to watch tv. or when i create a group to do something together and half of them leave 😭 it makes it so frustrating bc i rly want to play and enjoy the sims more.

am i playing it wrong? how do u guys like to

play?!