u/Hummingbird_always17

I'm sx blind but I can confirm I get horny all the time idk why.

I ate the green beans my sister specially asked to be cooked. There is not a single left for her to eat and she is so damn angry. I'm so sorry that I can't confront her.

9 wondering why he has never felt like 6 when disintegrating. That's the feeling I've felt I dunno bout 6s bruh.

Before it was all depressing but super deep and analytical and there were 5s type policing literally everything. Tiktok has taken over. I especially hate seeing emoji users who talk like thissss😭😭😭🤪 And making anything a trend. Cause I'm triple disassociated and hate attention seekers in fact, I hate everyone fuck y'all.

I'm scared to die so I want to leave my mark, create my legacy and become someone not bound to anything but my own decisions and creations.

Some entps are like very rude and they just keep berating you and I don't like that at all when I just want to chill. But I'm enneagram 9 so maybe ur experience with 4 and 6 maybe different.

I goon everyday and then I numb myself and then my emotions overwhelm me a lot. Then I wonder if I am a ghost and everybody has forgotten about me. I fear being left behind. On the surface I do look like a 9, Im lazy, don't talk a lot, just slip by everyone's attention. I first thought that but then I realised I have heavy trauma of losing loved ones making me unable to connect to people normally, fearing commitment and always indulging to relieve stress. But the fact is I hate positive delusion, whatever emotions I have I intensify it be it hope or pain but most of the time I keep my mind distracted with fictional worlds. Keeping me distracted from my mind is also necessary for me as much as ignoring reality. Numbing is only a escape mechanism I developed not my personality but still I think I'm a mix of these types possible a tritype with heavy influence.

Just came here to say that

Broo it's soo crazy man, league is fun man not totally toxic and mindfucking.

If you do what's your main?

Mine's sylas lol, but I'm an infp so playing league is hard like I always int.

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