u/Hungry_Tip_5822

NOTE: This fic has multiple continuations and is split into parts due to separate relationships, long-term setting changes, etc. The full story is an alternate telling of my full Hazbin AU, The Fight from Heaven.

NOTICE #1: This fic is Oc x Canon. It talks about Lute's journey from grief to revenge to healing and how her environment restricts it. This fic is dark in terms of mental health, self-injury, SI, Cult Survivors, etc.

Synopsis:

Adam had died a month ago. Lute watched as the life drained from his body and she was forced to return to Heaven without her purpose, nor the one who gave it to her. According to the Seraphim, redemption was proven possible, and she was a victim of it.

No one acknowledged her. She became a shadow of who she once was, hiding in the presence of Adam's Hallucination for her own comfort. Drawing the blood of others turned into her own, while Heaven adapted to a world they had sworn off.

When a "redeemed sinner" finds Lute after Pentious's trial, she is instantly interested in the girl. She begins to advocate to help her in any way she can, even willing to defend her against the Seraphim.

Though Lute does not understand nor want it, she is grateful, and despite everything, she is glad to not be alone. But at the end of the day, Hell is forever, and any admiration she develops for Staria is doomed to fail.

!!THIS IS EXTREMELY SLOW BURN!!

Updates every weekend in the evening PST. Currently 22 chapters published and 25 in drafting. At Chapter 25, I will be taking a hiatus before returning for part two.

Link: "Hell is Forever," or so she was told

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The art trend in question ^^

I yume with Cassandra from tangled the series, and since me and Lute have broken up due to a trigger, I wanted to do this trend with her instead. I do not see a problem with it as in this case, it would be me who's being drawn. However, it seems quite odd for me specifically to make this art for Cass. She is legal age, and her show isn't inherently for kids, but it still seems odd imo. Anyone else think this way?

I'm trying to make an art portfolio for my commission site and I need refs! Comment you or your f/o and I'll draw you! Maybe only one or maybe together. Just depends on what i think will look best!

You can still request, but this is primarily closed once I get my full list!

QUEUE (I will be doing ten every week ideally. Some will be colored some will be rendered, etc.)

u/Some-Helicopter-8996 [Rendered, separate portraits]

u/Strong_Equivalent_44 [Rendered, just ur F/O]

u/feixshal [Rendered, Separate portraits]

u/Ok_March5498 [Rendered, Separate Portraits

u/Galaxy-Dragon-Soul [Colored, Just your F/O]

u/Winter-Detective2488 [Colored, Just your F/O]

u/UwUStormp [Colored, Just one of you (Undecided because I'm going to try either)]

u/Itz_My_Cheesecake [Colored, Just your F/O]

u/XxThe_HumanxX [Colored, Just your F/O]

u/JubileeJaxLee [Rendered, Just your F/O]

Verse One:

How long have I got
In the hot light, till the shine rusts
I’ve been thinking through the hard
Over light drugs, like every night 
No, you don’t need to come over 
Cause I’d crowd please and I’m tired
Slowly morphed into a poser
Barely know her anymore
Do I look high functioning or
Is my facade crumbling
No God, don’t actually answer me Caroline

Chorus: 

But oh well, look at my life
Bet you can’t tell but it’s kind of a bad time
A new spiral every night
Bawling my eyes out
No, but I’m so fine
Yeah, I might just shut up and drive
Hope I don’t crash and burn out the headlights
My nightmare actualized
Got what I wanted, it doesn’t sit right

Verse Two: 

I just got to the party
With the big shots and the barbies
Empty talk and talk and talk until my ears bleed
He’s holding  a pill
He thinks that I should take one
But I’ll raise him to the whole bunch
I’m kidding
God, he thinks I’m stupid
What a gut punch but then we go
Downtown there’s no medicine
I’d spit it out if it promises
Slowing down voices
Don’t want to hear a sound

Chorus: 

But oh well, look at my life
Bet you can’t tell but it’s kind of a bad time
A new spiral every night
Bawling my eyes out
No, but I’m so fine
Yeah, I might just shut up and drive
Hope I don’t crash and burn out the headlights
My nightmare actualized
Got what I
What I

Bridge: 

Maybe if I smile enough
I’ll get away with giving up
I’ll move across the country
Just to judge myself like just as much
As I do you when I’m sitting here
I miss my friends
I disappeared 
And haven’t seen them in a year
Oh God what am I doing here

Chorus: 

But oh well, look at my life
Bet you can’t tell but it’s kind of a bad time
A new spiral every night
Bawling my eyes out
No, but I’m so fine
Yeah, I might just shut up and drive
Hope I don’t crash and burn out the headlights
My nightmare actualized
Got what I wanted, it doesn’t sit right
Got what I wanted, it doesn’t sit right
Got what I wanted, it doesn’t sit right

Here is every line/sound she makes in the show:

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Overture (S1, Ep1)

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-Got a good 275 this year, sir

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-They are not the same. They had their chance and they earned damnation

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-Angels don't make mistakes

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-I know that

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-The only reason you're still here is because Daddy gave you and your Hellborn kind a pardon from an Exorcist blade. How does that feel? To know how little you matter?

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-We found the body, sir. They've never managed to kill one of us before. We should just go down there now and destroy them

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Welcome to Heaven (S1 Ep6)

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- What is she doing here? How did she even get up here?

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-Wait! You want to start a fight on the promenade in front of everyone?

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-SHHH. Sir, what was the Seraphim's one rule?

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- Your highness, forgive me, but what are the hell-spawn doing here?

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- Sinful filth like you has no place in Heaven!

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- Their love is vile and blasphemous

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-WHAT ARE WE EVEN TALKIN ABOUT SOME CRACK-WHORE WHO FUCKED UP ALREADY? HE BLEW HIS SHOTS LIKE THE COCKS IN HIS MOUTH. THIS DISCUSSION IS SENSELESS AND PETTY! THERE'S NO QUESTION TO BE POSED, HE'S UNHOLY CASE CLOSED, DID YOU FORGET THAT HELL IS FOREVER?

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-Guess the cat's out of the bag~

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-HAH, She should know~

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The Show Must Go On (S1 Ep8)

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-Destroy that ass!

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-RIP VAGGIE'S CUNT MOUTH OUT HER ASS!!!

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-They appear to have some kind of shield, sir!

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-RAAAAAAAHHH

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-The traitor came to die!"

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-Before I take your life, I'm going to tear that other eye out of your face!"

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-You always were weak So, I'll spare you the pain of seeing your demon bitch die."

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-Do it, then. Correct your mistake!

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- AAAAAAAHH (Or misc arm tearing noises)

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- NOOO! Sir! SIR! Stay with me, sir! ADAM!

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-Retreat! All exorcists fall back

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-Adam is dead. Your deal is done, and I'm in charge now. Your brat is threatening the very foundation of Heaven, and if you want to stay here, you're going down there and stopping that bitch! Do you understand me, Lilith?

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Storyteller (S2 Ep2)

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- We don't need answers, we need action. He killed Adam. That's an act of war. We need to go down and-

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-This is the room of the Speaker and I will use my voice. With all due respect, Seraphim, I was right about them. Adam was right about them. This demon filth is not to be trusted. He and his kind should all be dead, and I will make that happen. Just let me-

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- Shut up, Abel. Adam didn't even fucking like you

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-No! You are not really buying this shit? He was a spineless coward who let people be murdered, but then he attempts a murder himself and he wins a ticket to Heaven? Bullshit

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-I cannot believe this. Your Highness, I know you are wise. Far beyond me, but this beast came from the dark pit, sent by the princess of Hell herself. We cannot fall for his lies

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-He was under the command of the Morningstar, the first fallen angel and his daughter. It was her who called for redemption and then somehow found it through the death of one of us. That cannot mean nothing to you

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-I... Sera. Y-You know more than anyone here how much Hell has tried to gain power for an uprising. It's only a matter of time. Adam knew it and now he's dead

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-As head of Heaven's exorcist army-

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-As head o-

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-WHAT?

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-But I was his right hand!

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-Shut up, Peter, you're just a glorified mascot

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-Your Majesty, please. I cannot hold my tongue when I have seen firsthand the destruction that demons have caused us, the threat they pose. I have lost so much. I have endured. I am willing to give my life for Heaven to stop those filthy FUCKING MONSTERS

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-DONT...YOU DARE...

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-What is wrong with all of you? They hit us back, and we just pussy out? We need to go down and-

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-Your Highness, you why you allowed the exterminations. Because you knew Hell was a threat. Now the know they can bring down an archangel. Now Heaven is in very real danger, and you-

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-It changes NOTHING. Some slimy fucker tricks fate into allowing him here, it means nothing.

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-But-

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-Please, you know I'm right deep down. Please Seraphim, I already spoke to Lilith. YES, Please, I told her to go down there and STOP HER BITCH DAUGHTER

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-Yes

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-*Cries* RHAAAAAAAAAGHH

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-Adam? You're alive?

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-Nobody's listening to me

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-They don't care

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-I KNOW

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-Yes sir, it is

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- miscellaneous sounds of Lute breathing

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-get out...

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-GET OOOUT!

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-He's weak

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-And now, I have to answer to him. He's nothing like you

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-I never got to tell you that-

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-Did you?

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-I'm going to kill every last one of them

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-Does no one know who they're dealing with? Think I'll let it go, forget and forgive? The rage in me, is terminal, there's no remedy but to burn em all. I still got a job to do my mission's incomplete. Only a traitor could consider making peace The princess has to pay, for what she did that way, for what she took awaaayy

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-STORM'S COMIN, I CAN SEE THE CLOUDS. NO RUNNIN'S GONNA SAVE YOU NOW AND HAAAARD RAIN IS GONNA FALL DOWN LIKE GRAVITY. LIKE GRAVITYYY EYE FOR AN EYE SAYS YOU OWE ME A DEBT, BLOOD DEMAND BLOOD GONNA GET MY HANDS WET THE FLOODS COMIN AND NOW YOU CAN BET ON TRAGEDY, LIKE GRAVITYYY

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-You think you're Hell's great savior? Will you still when I return the favor? Take the one you need, make you watch ‘em bleed. Will you break thinking how you couldn't save her!? Wishing you were there when they needed you, the only soul who's ever completed you. Maybe then you'll get a little heated too, and understand why this is what I need to do

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-STORM'S COMIN, I CAN SEE THE CLOUDS. NO RUNNIN'S GONNA SAVE YOU NOW AND HAAAARD RAIN IS GONNA FALL DOWN LIKE GRAVITY. LIKE GRAVITYYY EYE FOR AN EYE SAYS YOU OWE ME A DEBT. BLOOD DEMANDS BLOOD GONNA BET MY HANDS WET THE FLOODS COMIN AND NOW YOU CAN BET ON TRAGEDY, LIKE GRAVITYYYYYYYYYY

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- *deep breathing noises*

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Scream Rain (S2, Ep6)

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-What is he doing here?

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-How dare you, fucking demonic filth?

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Weapon of Mass Distraction (S2 Ep7)

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-You need to give the order Sera

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-It's time for our troops to go down there and wipe them all out for good

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-Leave no soul standing in all of hell

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-The threat Adam warned you about is greater than ever, and we have a duty to the people of Heaven. You need go make this decision now

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-You're infecting your sister with your weakness. The answer here is clear

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-NO SHE DOESN'T

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-It will be my pleasure

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-WHAT?

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Curtain Call (S2 Ep8)

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-They're about to know, who they're dealing with, every one of them, no one gets to live

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-What the fuck is wrong? This battle is our chance

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-STORM'S COMIIIIIIIIN

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- YOU DON'T DESERVE YOUR DAD'S CROWN

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-AND HARD RAIN IS GONNA FALL DOWN LIKE GRAVITY. LIKE GRAVITYYY

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-Hehehehehehe...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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-I'm here to finish what I started

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-And so be it, don't resist

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-I'll take your other eye

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-Shut your mouth, abomination

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-ENOUGH! AAAAAHHH

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Thank u for reading 😂

I mean LITERALLY anything. You could ask me what temperature she likes her water and I would have an answer. TEST ME. Lol im bored.