Look what I got in the mail it's a box with materials for cat related crafts including a mask and ears I'm super excited to get going with the craft supplies I also got a few more masks and glue and a big pack of felt with 60 sheets with 3 of each color in natural and rainbow shades
Here's my newest piece of werewolf gear I'm super happy with how it turned out I followed the dog mask tutorial on YouTube by Birdy Dogs
Here's my first watercolor painting featuring a slightly darker Christmas theme (I love a dark mysterious vibe) with muted green trees a grey dark sky and of course Rudolf himself I call this piece "blood moon in the snow" I made it just now it's not perfect but I like it I always say "it's not about being perfect it's about having fun"
So this is me getting ready to binge the books over the next few days and I'm excited to read them again also I'm wondering what you guy's favorite moments are either from the books or show and even while reading/watching the series mine is that I found by chance the first book (that's why the title is Danish) in a now closed down bookstore because I forgot to bring a book to read in the hotel room while everyone else was at a family party (I'm autistic and hate crowds so I used the hotel room as an escape the whole day) and was obsessed and read the whole thing in one day it was dark and raining loudly outside while I was reading and years later when I had learned enough English on my own I got my mom's help to order the rest of them I was a very happy kid I'm now 23 and still as obsessed as when I first read them
So I want to customize my LPS but I don't know where I should start I only have the ones shown in this post and the last picture is my only custom ever painted I also would like color inspiration for each LPS I prefer fantasy colors but natural is also good so everything is great much appreciated
I'm looking for some Christmas songs for my Spotify playlist "alternativ jul" I have songs and music like "cry Christmas by mother mother" "krampus by feuerswanz" and lastly "jul det cool by MC Einar" if you have a couple of suggestions I will happily accept them and I will see if I already have one and if not I will add them to my playlist it's a little under two hours long now but I'm trying to get it to three or four hours (which is the average time I spend on decorating the tree) it can be any language I have songs in Danish English and German as shown in my examples
So I have this playlist on Spotify called "alternativ jul" where I put songs and other music most people think isn't traditional for Christmas but actually is related to Christmas so I'm looking to expand it I will give you some examples of what is already on it "krampus by feuerswantz" "snowball fight by two steps from hell" and lastly "cry Christmas by mother mother" I would dearly appreciate if you kind people of this subreddit could help me out
So first off a detail that adds context to what I'm about to say is that I'm trans FTM specifically and I constantly have a feeling of I will never get top surgery which is my greatest wish in the whole world and I want to bite my arms and cut my chest because I can't stand the sight of my breasts in order to escape this shitty existence that I'm in I have not showered in weeks and I wear sports bras constantly for days I just want to hurt myself in order to make these thoughts disappear any help on alternative options my go to thing like eating super sour candy doesn't help anymore I'm desperate I'm in the bathroom considering cutting myself on the chest help I'm so close to doing it
My sweet Karla has just joined starclan a few hours ago and she needs a good name (possibly a backstory too?) she was wildly caring and sweet and she was also like most all white cats a little bit weird and by some miracle she wasn't deaf like many cats of her kind her eyes were two different colors one eye was golden yellow and the other was the brightest sky blue she was twelve years old (don't know how many moons that is I'm new to the fandom) and she had been becoming gradually more and more sick the past couple of weeks so me and mom (mostly me) took the decision to let her go to the other side (I wonder if people can join starclan or something that will let me be with my Karla again in the afterlife)
Acrylic painting of a beautiful baby. Looking into making prints! Dm if interested
Me and Karla are both a little bit cold so we are keeping each other warm right now but I want to play on my computer but as the law demands I can't move unless she gets off of my lap
So this just arrived at my door a few minutes ago and it's another one centered on one of my interests which is Minecraft this one contains a piece of stationery (I'm obsessed with pencils and stuff like that) each day it's going to be a great december I can feel it in the air
As you can see I'm a big DND miniature nerd so of course I had to get this advent calendar containing one miniature each day that I can paint as a little treat and don't worry I'm getting tons more calendars once more become available in stores
So I just found out that super salty and sour candy works as a coping mechanism for me (don't know if it works for others) so every time I get the urge to SH I eat a couple pieces of candy that are either super salty or sour until I feel better enough to find something to do instead of SH there's even sugar free options for those who don't/can't eat sugar (I'm sorry if this post doesn't make sense I'm not a natively English speaking person) so I'm super happy about this the candy has the same effect as when I SH
So I'm a trans guy and my gender dysphoria is over the roof right now and I just want to cut my breasts off but I have to lose weight before I can get top surgery and my binder doesn't help anymore and my mom is not helping either (she usually is great at helping me out) and currently both my arms are covered in my bite marks due to me being so stressed about my life I even slammed my head against a wall (not hard though) and everything and everyone else around me doesn't help not even listening to my favorite musical soundtracks (which are Jekyll and Hyde and the second soundtrack is Jesus Christ superstar) or even my favorite TV shows or books they just piss me off even the thought of my cat Karla that lives at my mom's house doesn't help so please any advice on how to get help or to get better also to end off this post I'm in the process of getting psychiatric help and this thought don't help either
So here I am writing a letter to santa in july just to have something to do it's really nice to write to him even though it's not December yet it's going to be multiple pages long describing my life as of now and what I want for the Christmas season even though I am 23 I still like to do things to heal the inner happy child inside of my heart
So I just got Sunburst I've been wishing for him for a long time now and now I finally got him
It came off Vinted,
The seller I got it from:
https://www.vinted.co.uk/member/232776408
(I'm unsure if they have more in stock or not)
As the title says I don't want life anymore I'm currently waiting to see if I'm unwell enough to get admitted to the appropriate section of my hospital I actually wanted to write a note in case that I wouldn't get admitted and I think I still do even if I do the only thing I can do is be a tiny bit happy that I'm getting help but it's not enough to keep me going in life I'm not even sure I want to get better but I can at least try something
I just put up and decorated my first tree that is 100% my very own Christmas decoration featuring my own decorations that I bought myself but my mom thinks it's too early to decorate for Christmas but she has no idea how much Christmas means to me and how much it helps me mentally