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so hi everyone a post that I saw on subreddit made me question myself and I wanted to ask you guys

So for short in this post i saw that this person who really hates being a female and wanting to become a male angry.. and then I asked myself...huh I'm not feeling that angry I'm more like sad and melancholic.. I'm a fake so it's living rent free on My head and I saw already questioning myself and feeling My self like lying to myself and feeling like a froud...so for short I'm asking feeling sad and confused is making me fake? Should I be angry? Does everyone feel anger??

so hi everyone a post that I saw on subreddit made me question myself and I wanted to ask you guys

So for short in this post i saw that this person who really hates being a female and wanting to become a male angry.. and then I asked myself...huh I'm not feeling that angry I'm more like sad and melancholic.. I'm a fake so it's living rent free on My head and I saw already questioning myself and feeling My self like lying to myself and feeling like a froud...so for short I'm asking feeling sad and confused is making me fake? Should I be angry? Does everyone feel anger??

Hi so i... don't know how to explain it but for short...my mother cried today...twice at first when we were doing to work she cried and she Said...we always have to deal with you since your childhood because of that your twin brother raised alone because we're constantly dealing with you... and even how your acting shellfish, childish(and stuff like that) and when she second cried is a few minutes ago when I go to her office to ask her what i can do to help her... when I go to her room she gets up and holds My hands and i notice her she's crying when I asked why she Said she was soory for the morning and she Said shes questioning herself for how i did end up like this(it's complicated).. when I Said her she didn't do anything wrong and i was always like This just didn't show outside she said no she said she would noticed if I was like this From the start and she said.. that My life is gonna be so much worse when I trun into a woman and that she was sorry and didn't know what to do help me and that it's hurts her so much..

After that.. and on top of the morning argument... I'm feeling like I'm the problem here and I'm basically people who care about me suffer..i don't know what to do... but I'm feeling horrible and I can't focus on work..i just feel and thinking about.. that I'm the problem and thinking how it will be there's lives if i wasn't Born in the start... Sorry for the wall of text but I really need to get This off My chest

Son bir kaç gündür Bir şey hissetmedigimi fark ettim...yani hiç Bir şey... gülsem bile gülmem boş hissettiriyor

Hi I'm M18 and recently I noticed that I really hate being masculinity It feels like wet feces to me and thinking about me being masculine is feels like steeping İnto wet feces and when I think deeply about this topic.. my stomach feels bad..i Start to feel like I'm gonna puke My Head is starting to spins..i can't focus..i can't breath normally.. i feel like I'm gonna pass out.. this morning i woke up with a tribel mood my stomach was bad and I'm feeling like I'm gonna poke... and feel disgust about having balls and looking like a guy not a girl and this start to feel after My therapist i can't do hrt because I'm not trans.. because I don't have the qualifications of trans people and convince me I'm not trans I just don't have the right friend group i can feel masculine... and This is temporary because if i was trans that either My family or her figure that out and helped me and stuff like that... but I want to be look like a girl i don't want to have balls..i want to dress like a female..i don't want to be masculine.. I'm feeling lost.. I'm just tripping!? Or it's just something else?? I need help and I feel lost ..if there is anyone who can give me advice And help me to figure things out.. I'm willing to listen and I can't talk to my therapist because she's on vacation for 2 weeks right now and I'm not feeling good..i want to cry.. but I can't because I'm not sad enough? Or i don't actually want it? I don't know

İ like femboys, trans woman, flurry's and stuff.. but when I use grindr or any darting app i don't feel anything but when I see a guy(mostly having muscler body) in irl i feel My chest tightness and I feel even a small bit of attraction (I'm 18 male i this is happening since I'm middle school)

So.... I'm thinking of giving up

Hi I'm a 18 year old Male From Türkiye I have always liked femboys woman clothes ( wich i never try expect a panity i bought secretly and I do really like it it's make me feel comfortable and relaxed) since middle school and wanted to become one but never tried (my stupidity) until this summer i desaite to become a femboy when I talk to My family about this they said My body is not for being a femboy and it's too musclean but I refuse to believe them and i keep trying for like 3 weeks until today... after I measure My body (My back is 40 cm and My shoulders 45cm My rib cage is 86 or 90 my waist is 88 my pelvis is 93 My hips are 99 or 100 and My thighs are 57 or 58 ) when I make a research about this (Wich i made a lot more researchs not just once but like a lot because I turn it İnto a obsession) and I find out that My body is really not good for this My shoulders are broad, wide and straight and stuff like that so... I'm thinking about giving up and making a masculine body (even though i don't really want it) and maybe searching for a femboy boyfriend... so yeah this like that it was a fun time ..if anyone has any suggestions.. I'm open to it .. sorry for the depressed wall of text

So hi! I'm an 18 year old man who's trying to become a femboy .. but when I say this to My family at first they didn't say anything much and they just said it's a period and So hi! I'm an 18 year old man who's trying to become a femboy .. but when I say this to My family at first they didn't say anything much and they just said it's a period and it's gonna be done soon.. well but it didn't stop and i keep pushing it.. and somehow this makes My family scared?? And upset...so cut to a few days ago I was walking with My dad and I want to talk about this with him (because before I told this about My family me and my dad are very close and always talk) so I open This conversation i was just wanting to talk about my body and how i can shape it... but things didn't go as I think when I start to talk with My dad he keep saying 'why don't you train your upper body? You can be more musclean if you do that ' and I Said Him 'but dad then i can't archive My goal' my dad raised his eye brow and said 'what body?' i responded shyly 'a feminine body ' then my father rolled his eyes and said 'why are you keeping trying that? ... your body is the ideal male body why are you trying to be feminen you can't achieve that body your body is not have that soft bone structure and your testesron level is higher than normal!' and then he started to talk about how trans people and femboy boys are actually problematic, broken and wrong and then he said something that really made me sad 'even if you get that body because of your biology and bone structure you will look bad and ugly.. why do you think trans people and transvestites are always suing drugs? Because they actually don't like their bodies so they use drugs to feel better ' and when I argue that he just Said "i have more life experience than you..i have experience and I know more than you ' i was shocked, felt sad and hopeless so after Walk i didn't talk with My dad in 2 days ( and when yesterday day I say that to my dad and he laughed and he say things he said before! Now I don't talk with my dad and his keep asking what's wrong) i told all of this because i want you guys to know what makes me even sad about the things that my mother said to me today in the bus to cut to today My mother was have a lot of work so I go to work with her to help her and when we enter the bus i wanted to talk about the things that My father told me and when i said she said no his wrong his right at what he Said.. and if you keep like this you gonna be end up as a transvestite ... when she said that i lose My mind and I start to yeel and argue with her loudly.. and she just try to shut me with saying "shh don't yell This kind of stuff where in public" ..so for short I'm starting to lose My self conscious and My blive in becoming a femboy and feminine

I'm sorry for the wall of text..i just wanted to get rid of this feeling in My stomach from all of this it's gonna be done soon.. well but it didn't stop and i keep pushing it.. and somehow this makes My family scared?? And upset...so cut to a few days ago I was walking with My dad and I want to talk about this with him (because before I told this about My family me and my dad are very close and always talk) so I open This conversation i was just wanting to talk about my body and how i can shape it... but things didn't go as I think when I start to talk with My dad he keep saying 'why don't you train your upper body? You can be more musclean if you do that ' and I Said Him 'but dad then i can't archive My goal' my dad raised his eye brow and said 'what body?' i responded shyly 'a feminine body ' then my father rolled his eyes and said 'why are you keeping trying that? ... your body is the ideal male body why are you trying to be feminen you can't achieve that body your body is not have that soft bone structure and your testesron level is higher than normal!' and then he started to talk about how trans people and femboy boys are actually problematic, broken and wrong and then he said something that really made me sad 'even if you get that body because of your biology and bone structure you will look bad and ugly.. why do you think trans people and transvestites are always suing drugs? Because they actually don't like their bodies so they use drugs to feel better ' and when I argue that he just Said "i have more life experience than you..i have experience and I know more than you ' i was shocked, felt sad and hopeless so after Walk i didn't talk with My dad in 2 days ( and when yesterday day I say that to my dad and he laughed and he say things he said before! Now I don't talk with my dad and his keep asking what's wrong) i told all of this because i want you guys to know what makes me even sad about the things that my mother said to me today in the bus to cut to today My mother was have a lot of work so I go to work with her to help her and when we enter the bus i wanted to talk about the things that My father told me and when i said she said no his wrong his right at what he Said.. and if you keep like this you gonna be end up as a transvestite ... when she said that i lose My mind and I start to yeel and argue with her loudly.. and she just try to shut me with saying "shh don't yell This kind of stuff where in public" ..so for short I'm starting to lose My self conscious and My blive in becoming a femboy and feminine

I'm sorry for the wall of text..i just wanted to get rid of this feeling in My stomach from all of this

Hi I'm an 18 year old man and recently I finally got confined enough and decided to become a femboy but when i say this to my family they said my body is not good enough to have a feminine body and I'm never gonna be able to have feminine and even if I try I'm gonna be look wired and ugly and people will bully me... what should i do? They're starting to get into my head and I start to believe that I can't be able to do it and I'm starting to feel hopeless and My mood is going down and every time I look at my body i hate it even more (and the reason why I started to hate my body is what My dad said to me this morning you only see want you want to see if you want to see your body feminine you see your body feminine even when your body is your not feminine at all)