u/Legitimate-Jump1285

Sooo the thing is I am bi, and I met a guy on reddit (he was straight).... we started talking and he kept flirtwing w me.... this turned into a wholeazz thing so i asked him out... he said he is depressed and would not want to drag me into it. So I agreed. After some time HE asked me out and I gave the same reason (which was genuine, been depressed for 4 years)

After some time we got together. *He made me delete all my posts on queer subs and my queer flairs too.* During the rsp period, he gaslit himself too much. I told him a lot ki don't say allat about yourself blah blah blah. He also used to say a lot of nsfw things even after promising not to. He also used to manipulate me, using the victim card.. It increased sooo much that I could not bear it and decided to break up. Then came the blocking and all. He dmed me from another acc, stating he misses me or smth. so we started texting again. I still loved him so after some time I asked him out again... he said he won't like to hurt someoe who he loves.. then I asked him if he was sooo sure that he would deffo hurt me. He said 'I am not rejecting you, im rejecting myself' (fym by that)

So we continued being friends and he continued saving pins of love and all. also I had a VERY strong gut feeling during our rsp that SOMETHING is deffo wrong

Yesterday... i took the courage and finally blocked him.

My heart has never been so free since then

(Please excuse my grammar)

Yeah that's it!

I'd like to share an advice: If your partner does not accept you as you are and you get a feeling of smth wrong, leave them ASAP. Please, better than destroying your whole life...!