u/MagneticLampOreo

Woke up this morning aroused because of this dream I had. I was playing with myself and this girl said “you want help?” So I said “sure” (usually faces are familiar in dreams but I’ve never seen her before) she got on top of me, ass facing me and start riding me backwards. Her vulva against mine, her clit stimulating mine. The gushy sounds of us getting so wet sounded amazing. Her moans were beautiful and I remember how she smelled. It felt soo good. I haven’t had a wet dream in a very long time like in years so it kind of surprised me. I also don’t have sexual experience for real so it felt good I guess to feel that in a dream

Many people are alone, they’re not lonely. They will never understand the feeling of just being in public and just being in the presence of another human being ignites a feeling of excitement because you’re just wanting a connection but knowing that you won’t have it. Or lacking human connection so much that when you post something here right on this app and you get a notification that someone replied to you, it makes you feel seen.

Many people say they “have no friends” but in reality will always at least have two people that they converse with daily. I don’t even have that.

When they’re feeling “lonely” they have someone to keep them company or have a listening ear. When I’m lonely, it’s just me in my head, trying to level with myself and tell myself that I’m okay. That this loneliness won’t last forever. That one day I will at least have someone to share my thoughts with.

When I was younger being alone didn’t bother me as much because I would think to myself “At least I’m around people at school” or “I have siblings” ya know just by default of being a kid and being required to be in social settings. When it came to my personal life loneliness barely bothered me because I used to always be optimistic about that changing in the future. That I WILL have friends that I WILL have a social life.

Now as an adult where people have grown apart, moved away, have their own life going on e.t.c. there’s really no requirement to HAVE to be around people and even gain a connection by default unless it’s work or something if that makes sense. And to know that this loneliness actually didn’t change as an adult is disappointing. It even heightened my social anxiety. It’s even worse now than when I was a teen because I legitimately forgot how to operate around people because I’m so used being by myself. This isn’t a depressive post, I just wanted to explain the severity of loneliness because I feel like many people don’t think it’s as serious as it is.

I know many factors can play into this and I know it’s a real thing but I never understood how it happens. I read a post where this lady orgasmed while getting her first Brazilian. Or when someone gets their breast played with they can finish off of just that. Or even if someone is so aroused and they’re rubbing lotion on themselves just the thought of it can make them finish.

Can mental stimulation be that strong? It’s really cool how to human body works. I don’t think I’m ever capable of doing that I just find it fascinating that people can. And how can y’all spot the difference of just being wet and aroused versus actually climaxing? Maybe my lady bits are broken lol

I’m on my period and I feel like a lazy turd. It’s usually not this bad that often but this month my cycle feels like hell. I don’t wanna get up, I’m starving but don’t want to eat because the thought of food right now is nauseating. I’m just laying in the bed while pimples slowly appear because my period also likes to make my face look like a crunch bar. I wish I had a girl to cuddle but I don’t know anyone. And then on the other hand I don’t even wanna be touched. The feeling of blood down there is already annoying enough but I can deal with that if it didn’t come with PAIN and all these other symptoms. Man oh man🙁

Am I the only one who likes the way my titties look when my cycle is a few days away? When they’re all swollen and sore they look the best. I wish they looked like this all the time :( minus the soreness of course

Took myself out to the movies last night and the whole time I was thinking I wish I had a girl next to me🥲 I wanted to come home and have someone to cuddle the rest of the night with. I rarely leave the house so I probably won’t meet anyone LOL but it sounds nice☺️

Of course I will never know what it’s like to not experience having this intense feeling of anxiety while being out of my home, but I just always wonder. How can people just leave the house and not be in their head? How do their hearts not beat a million miles per second when they walk into a store and it’s CROWDED? I’m always too aware of myself. Am I walking weird? Does my natural face expression look off? When that lady just glanced at me what did she think when she saw me? When I couldn’t get the grocery cart out smoothly because it was attached to the other carts now I feel like I’ve embarrassed myself and I can’t stop thinking about it. Living with this is sooo hard and it limits me from doing things. From going to places that I want, even jobs I wanna do, or even socializing in general. I don’t even know how to start conversations or interact with others because I come across as awkward. The other day this girl complimented my pants and I said “thank you!” But I felt like I said it weird and I didn’t even make eye contact with her when I said it so it was extremely strange and I thought about that for the rest of the day. Idk man I just want to know what it’s like to just be you and not overthink it

I’m tired of keeping this in my head sorry. I want to be on top. I want to slowly make out with a girl while I finger fuck her and feel her moan in my mouth. I want to feel her drip all over me with no remorse. I want to kiss softly all over her body letting her know that I cherish every part of her. I want to take my time kissing on her breast, licking around her areola, then slowly take her hard nipple into my mouth and enjoy it. I want her to taste me from licking all over my clit while I try to control my own moans. I wanna examine her body from behind as she’s bouncing on the strap. Her every curve, her every movement, her natural scent. Everything. All her “imperfections” becoming the only thing I identify as perfect in that moment. I want to feel like nothing else matters. I want her squeals to be the only melody I replay in my head for weeks after. I wanna tell her how pretty she is. How I don’t want to be anywhere else but here. I need to see those beautiful eyes struggling to stay open while she’s taking it. I neeed this intimacy. This connection. This vulnerability that I will hold dearly.

I just want a woman to cuddle. Even platonically, but as a woman myself, other women find that to be weird :( I’m in need of human connection so bad and I don’t ever know how to make one or maintain it. I wanna rub on her, smell her, and just feel her body against mine. It’s hard out here as an adult to even make connections in any type of way

Commenting on posts I find interesting. My comments getting removed because I don’t have enough karma. But they won’t let me comment to gain karma???? I’m not a bot 🙄 won’t be surprised if this gets deleted