u/MetalNobZolid

Currently trying to get into the Elric Saga and been rereading the first short novel, one thing that doesn't fit with me currently is how frantic the pacing is. It feels like it goes too many places and its always dropping new names and lore too frequently, like The God Who Did This and The Place That Looks Like That. I'm wondering if the series slows down a bit later, not to GRRM or Tolkien levels of description, but maybe something more Leiber or even Howard-ian and Lovecraft-ian when it comes to descriptions. Do you think I chose the wrong saga to start?

Do you ever feel at a standstill? Like you just can't keep moving forward?

I feel I suck at my job, I never get any shoutouts for being good and actually each day that passes by I feel my work's actually worth less

I'm not really fond of my body, I've been going to gym for over a year by now and even though there's been noticeable improvement, it doesn't seem enough even for doctora (BMI hasn't gone as down as it should), and going to the gym doesn't help socially either. I go, put on some music, do My reps and go back home.

I have friends that I treasure and appreciate. I know they are real bros. But whenever I feel down in the dumps and want to hang out they're almost never available and i'm never invited to hang-out or do something. It's always me begging to have something to do.

I try having other hobbies, but whenever I go to a meetup I'm never able to connect with other people, and even when I'm able to strike a conversation and have a good time with other people, it never goes beyond that single instance, nobody keeps in touch with me, so I always end up feeling even lonelier.

I have a cat that's the love of my life, but even though I try my best to take good care of her, keep her confortable, buying the best food I can and bringing her to the vet regularly, everytime she seems to have another health issue. I'm afraid to lose her too early (she's 8). I can't really imagine life without her.

I really feel I suck at life. I feel I can't do anything good. At this point I'm just going through the motions, almost rotting on the inside and kinda hoping for it to end, yet too afraid of it doing so, just because that would make me have to face my failures and fall into a deeper loneliness.

Hello, I'm dying to get into HeroQuest, because i'd like a more easy-to-deploy dungeon delving experience, and prepping for TTRPGs has become too exhausting. I'd like to play, not just be Zargon all the time, but when I try to find the HeroQuest app here in LATAM (Colombia, specifically), It just shows as not available for download. Anyone has had this problem? Does anyone know of an alternative?