u/Mysterious_Sector310

يعني controller holders و الكلام دا منين؟ فأمازون ب٧٥٠ غير التوصيل هيخليه ١٠٠٠ و انا استحاله ادفع كل دا

عندنا جروب شات صغير و عايزين ناس بس مش كتير عشان ميكبرش مننا، عايزين ناس رايقه و مبتشتمش و بتفهم فلالعاب و تلعب معانا و كدا

انا و صحابي بنشوف حد يلعب معانا و احنا الاتنين حمير طبعا مش بنعرف نلعب مش لازم نفوز المهم نستمتع

حرفيا بقينا نظام عسكري و محتكر ابن ** خلاص

عاملينلك باقع ٥٠ جيجه عشان قال ايه الفقير يعرف يشترك

يا ولاد ال** تعالو بقى اقولكو على حاجه، انا الحمدالله عيلتي شبه غنيه يعني فوق المتوسط و قادرين نجيب اكل و شرب و هدوم و نصرف و الحمدالله الذي رزقني بمعيشه مريحه و يارب يكرمنا كلنا

و تيجي دي بقى المشكله، ماما، مش مستوعبه الي بيحصل، كانت بتدفع ٨٠٠ كل ١٥ يوم يعني الف و نص فلشهر و دلوقتي بقو الفين، عشان النت، انتو متخيلين؟ انا جيمر، و اخواتي عندهم دروس اونلاين، و بيحبو يلعبو و يتفرجو عااادي جدا، احنا ذنبنا اييييه

اتزفتنا عملنا ايه غلط يا ولاد ال**، انا ذنب امي ايه تتضغط كدا من المصاريف بتاعت النت، انا تعبت اقسم بالله ماما مش قادره على الارقام دي و بقولكو احنا اغنياء شويه، يعني تخيل المصري الشغال هيعمل ايه

انا حتى الكونفج الي كنت بعملو من مصروفي اتنيل غلى، اتزفت اعمل انا ايه دلوقتي، الله ياخد we و كل الشركات الي بتبيع جيجات مش خدمه

Genuinely, I find orders stupid and useless, and fixed schedules weird, whether its my mom telling me to do stuff, or my friends making a schedule for our video games, I dont like following things I I wanna do my own pace, this also killed school as a whole for me it really pisses me off I just absolutely hate receiving fixed orders.

I saw it in the new trailer on 24th of May, I looked it up on Google with no leads.

I have a class, I didnt go to it, I wandered random streets, watching a dirty country, a filthy place, a scummy home, he was speeding, i could've just jumped there, it would've all ended, I would've been dead and satisfied, im scared of death, what if I go to hell, I didnt jump, I thought, I want to cry, but a man cant cry, I wish I got hit, would've been much better, I would finally do what my mom wanted, that I leave her life, im useless, I wish I died

I know this post is useless, im not benefiting anything off of it, im still young, a teen, and nothing in my life is good, my mom wishes she was dead so she doesnt have to raise me, none of my siblings love me, my dad doesnt consider me a man, my entire family considers me a funny guy when im not happy at all, my economy is going down in shambles, its a matter of time before I have to find a home, but with the current state, I just cant, no matter how much I study ill still be a failure and a loser, I cant study, I cant do anything right, my mom wishes even i weren't born, I dont have any friends, absolutely 0, I look weird, I dont like myself, i dont like pain, this is too much, and I already take medicine for some conditions I have, some of its side effects is increasing negativity as a whole, sounds fake, its true.

I wish I was dead, I wish I was dead, I wish I was dead, I am a worthless idiot, I wish I was dead.