u/Ok-Height1308

I'm trying to stabilize my life more and put together a routine but the sign rulers for my 6th are basically complete opposites, aqua and capricorn. I don't know which one I should model after for trying to structure things... i have no real routine but I crave (or idealize it) having that perfect put together schedule and everything but it just doesn't work out ever.

My parents have eachothers sun sign as their venus (Pisces x Aquarius). I always think its very cute

after several failed iron wolf runs on challenging, i had lost hope. famine. pestilence. moose. every horror. i cried out, how much longer must i suffer? when will these aches and pains no longer beseech me?

then, I made MAN. WOLF MAN. His name is Wymet

at first.. Wymet got his tail beat too. probably starved or something idk. Then he found love, but then a moose found her so Wymet went and got with her sister...

Nikol

She was special, more special than I ever knew. When Nikol barks, I listen. When she jumps headfirst at a bear, I jump with her. Nikol knows no fear, self preservation is beyond her great mind, whatever option Nikol chooses its probably violent. When i get jumped by the bull elk i tried to hunt cuz i was kinda desperate? telling my wife on them.

the kids are crazy too. so crazy. please stop trying to bite the coyotes too.

i shed my lifelong propagandas of being the one to go hunt, direct the pack..... WRONG!!! SIT DOWN!!!! my wolf wife got it DONE. even if i hunt, she carries food back with me, shes a forward thinker.

picture #1 - my son dying

picture #2 - my son also dying

picture #3 - mcdonalds run

gem moon, aries venus, aqua mars

I like ambers, coconuts, musky vanillas, sandalwood, white florals, Arab scents, black musk, "churchy" grandma scents are super sexy to me. I like strong smells that project. No signature scent, I just wear what I feel like and I get bummed out only being able to wear one thing. I hate green/grassy scents, and gasoline smell

i dont think im actually depressed (like not gonna kill myself) but ive been depressed for such a long time its hard to push out of the behaviors that just make everything worse off. My whole family is really dysfunctional as a whole when it comes to keeping any routine. its to the point where im so lazy and tired half the time that i dont take my medication. school and work forces me to do the bare minimum kind but i feel like im living just for that sometimes, I do really bad when im not working.

Any advice? For some reason i've been pressed about the saturn cancer especially but for the dysfunction id assume aqua in 6th feeds into it. Literally any advice from spiritual like crystals or practical areas to work on is helpful.

nostalgic and cozy asf

wear enough gold cuffs you could probably rob me

I want to create a style book for potential clients to look through that would have relatively quick (1hrs or less) but beautiful and princess-like styles. The goal are styles that would not need much added hair, could be done without blow-drying, to be accessible to the kind of person that just wants a cute style for awhile. The images are not exact styles but just examples for the kinds of arrangements, in reality there's not many images to actually find online that showcase 4c and other kinky hair.

It'll be awhile before I can properly get people to practice on for better examples but how much would you expect to pay for something like this? I'm aiming for beautiful and affordable.

I dont have ANY nude pallets so im in the market looking for one...

I am brown/medium skin tone so i HAVE to have something with actual pigment in it. Originally I was looking at Noods and Jill Leen but the ND pallet kind gagged me. I don't mind paying for a more expensive pallet because I tend to use my makeup for a long time but I'm torn on what to settle on.. I really want something that has actual neutral tones in it. I also don't buy from Loreal, Estee, Uniliever, etc etc