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When I was a child I used to ask my parents to enrol me for karate, taekwondo, soccer, or piano lessons but they never did. 

Now, ini-encourage nila yung pamangkin ko to take tennis lessons and even said they would sponsor her. Then yung isa ko namang pamangkin binilhan nila ng basketball shoes kasi natuwa sila sa laro nya one time tapos naka-MVP pa. Sabi pa nila maybe someday one of them can make it big one day. Baka maging pride sila ng bayan namin. 

Never felt a twinge of envy for the kids. More on tampo sa parents ko lang. I am happy for the kids kasi kahit ako supportado ko sila. Yung isa kong pamangkin sinamahan ko pa sumali sa bike competition nun tas ako rin nag-coach sa kanya before nung comp. Then ni-coach ko rin sya sa basketball and inencourage na sumali sya sa liga. Ayun sumali sya ngayong summer league and nakakaproud lang.

They never supported me in my athletic endeavors even nung nakapasok ako sa tryouts sa aming university's basketball varsity or when I joined an ultimate frisbee tournament and our team won. They never thought of buying me shoes. They never watched any game. 

Maybe they never saw any potential in me. Minsan tuloy feeling ko ang trying hard ko to prove to them that I am capable. That I am worth investing in to. Kaso nakakaburn out din pala hindi ung training kundi ung thoughts na walang tiwala sayo ung family mo. 

One day di ko na kinaya at nagpaalam na sa team na di na ako tutuloy napagod na ako kakaantay ng approval na mukhang never darating. Maybe someday I will come back to any sports that I like. When I do I will make sure its for the love of the sport and not to seek approval from anyone. 

I hope Saint Alyssa Liu will bless me 🤞✨🥰

Specifically Puregold Jr. sa Parian if manggaling sa Los Baños? Isang sakay lang ba? Di pa kasi ako nakapunta doon and need ko pumunta sa Monday.

Wala na ba tayong maggagawa kung sinong pwede paalisin sa mga gaging yun sa senado? Grabe nakakagalit mga nangyayari! 🤬😡

I brought it to a repair guy but when he plugged it on it charged so he didn't see any problem thus, didn't even check the internal wiring and thinks I'm just crazy. Now I'm alone with the laptop and it won't charge. I tried plugging it to other outlets and wiggling the charger on the port but to no avail. Idk whether the problem is the laptop or the charger. I'm thinking of looking for a new charger but what if its the laptop that's broken? What can I do to know what is broken if the repair guy thinks I'm just crazy? 😭

I brought it to a repair guy but when he plugged it on it charged so he didn't see any problem thus, didn't even check the internal wiring and thinks I'm just crazy. Now I'm alone with the laptop and it won't charge. Idk whether the problem is the laptop or the charger. I'm thinking of looking for a new charger but what if its the laptop that's broken? What can I do to know what is broken if the repair guy thinks I'm just crazy? 😭

Legit kasi everytime nagbubukas ung tv namin may something sa eyelids ko na nagtutwitch. As in may nakikita akong black something sa corner of my eye na biglang nagbi-blink/flash.Then when I go sa living room, may nagbukas sa tv. Legit I'm not kidding!

As in nangyayari talaga sya idk why. Pero nung tumagal at iba na tv namin nawala na yun. Come to think of it baka sira lang ung tv na yun and im secretly grounded to the tv? Damn I have superpowers LOL!

Nagkaron ng kabit ung isa ngayon wala nang tiwala ung isa kaya lagi na silang nag-aaway every night for 3 yrs. Hindi ko na makita ung love pero ayaw pa maghiwalay ng mga kupal nakakairita na sila pareho. They are my parents btw.

Damihan ko daw baka bitin lang ako. Pag dinamihan naman sinusuka ko lang. Antok na ako pero as in I can't sleep. Eto lang problema ko talaga kaya ayaw ko na mag-inom.

Am I the only one bothered when Howard started calling Bernadette "Bernie" after he met her ex-boyfriend? Would u call your girlfriend the nickname her ex gave her?

Like movies/series/songs na gustong gusto nung friend tapos irerecommend sayo pero ayaw mo lagi. Pero after some time, pagsisihan mo kasi gusto mo na din pero ung friend mo ayaw na.

I had this workmate na same age as me. Meron syang baby but single mom sya bc ayaw panindigan ng tatay yung bata.

She keeps on shaming me for being a virgin. Na di ko daw na-experience tong ganto ganyan. Di ko daw ma-gets mga sinasabi nya kasi wala pa kong exp. Basta ang baba ng tingin nya sakin. Di ko lang masabing I had exp naman with a guy pero takot lang talaga ko mabuntis. Di ko lang masabi un baka itwist nya pa ung sinabi ko at kung ano pang makarating sa pamilya ko.

Sa work namin lagi pa yang nagrarant about dun sa lalaking yun na di man lang nagsusustento. Gusto ko sana sabihing gets ko ung guy.

Ganyan sya saken pero pag uutang bait-bait. Lagi pang dinadahilan ung bata, na wala na daw gatas. Gusto ko sana isumbat yan sa kanya na karma nya yan kasi sama ng ugali nya.

Ayun di ko pinautang kahit meron naman akong extra. Kung mabait lang sana sya baka sinobrahan ko pa yun sa inuutang nya pero wala eh sama ng ugali. Gipit ka na nga sa life di ka pa bumawi sa ugali.

Yung pangarap mong buhay, tingin mo finally magiging masaya ka na?

I'm planning to get checked but I have limited budget. How much ba kadalasan need i-prepare para mapag-ipunan ko na? Baka may suggestions rin kayong saan maganda magpa-checkup either online or F2F. I tried na sa Nowserving app but I'm not that satisfied. Baka may kilala pa kayong maayos na clinic/doc. Preferably Laguna location but ok lang anywhere.

Problem/Goal: My father cheated on my mother 3 years ago. They fought a lot during those times but they never separated because ma-pride sila pareho (idk, kahit pwede naman sila maghiwalay di nila ginagawa siguro takot sa mga judgemental na neighbors). Inamin sa amin yun ni papa at apologetic naman sya but my mother is not convinced hanggang ngayon. We can't blame her kasi syempre mahirap na maibalik yung trust na yun kaya kahit kami ay hindi rin gaanong convinced sa mga sinasabi ni papa. Every now and then sinusumpong si mama, bigla-bigla na lang siyang nati-trigger (naalala niya yung babae ni papa kahit wala na naman daw sabi ni papa) kaya lately mas madalas na naman ang away nila and its been happening for days na.

Context: Alam kong may ginawang mali si papa and kung ginagawa niya pa rin hanggang ngayon ay wala na akong pakialam basta nagagawa niya naman duties niya dito sa bahay. Wala na rin akong pakialam sa kanya at I don't see him as a father anymore, just someone who lives with us cause we need his services for free. Pero sa case ng mama ko, kung ayaw niyang hiwalayan si papa bakit gantong ginagawa niyang miserable ang buhay nila pareho? Its harming her more than she's harming him.

Previous Attempts: Pinag-usapan muna namin na doon muna si papa mag-iistay sa farm namin or uwi muna siya kila lolo o kaya naman doon muna siya matulog sa kwarto ko para hindi na sila muna mag-away. Pero ayaw ni nanay. Na-paparanoid siya na baka daw kitain lang ni papa yung babae niya o kaya naman kung sa ibang kwarto si papa di niya mababantayan sino kausap niya sa phone. IDK what to do. Hindi naman ako makapagsabi sa mga kapatid nila kasi ayaw nilang sabihin sa mga yun. Wala akong ibang mapagsabihan kaya I'm trying my shot here.

Bigla ko lang naisip kasi kapag nagrarally/strike tayo-tayo lang rin ang nahihirapan habang ung mayayaman or ang gobyerno di naman ganung ka-apektado. Gusto ko rin tumulong kaya minsan di na ko nanghihingi ng sukli sa driver. Pero ano pa kaya pwede?

Lets go April 28th soulmates 🥰🥹

Hindi naman ako nag-eexpect ng kahit anong gifts or celebration. I just want my friends to greet me.

Maybe its too much to ask for just a simple birthday greeting to make me feel like they remember my special day?

Kaso wala talaga, nakalimutan ata nilang lahat. Ang yabang ko pa na ang dami kong circle of friends pero ni isa doon wala atang nakaalala.

Dami kong iniisip na baka busy lang sila sa work and sa life nila. For sure oo pero alam mo un hirap bang magchat ng kahit hbd lang.

O kaya naman baka nag-usap silang lahat tapos i-surprise nila ako? Char ahhahaaha ayan na naman sya expect na naman kaya nalulungkot lang sya in the end.

Dun ako pinaka-nahurt sa ka-talking stage ko. Akala ko pa naman sya unang babati sakin. Kaso anong oras na wala pa rin lol. Kaya siguro ako badtrip buong araw 😅

Haistt foreshadowing ba ito ng the next few years before ako magtrenta? Dami na tayo mas importanteng dapat isipin pero alam mo yun kahit once a year lang I just wanna feel special and I matter to them.

I-remind ko ba sila or wag ko sila lahat pansinin? Ang desperate ko ba if i-remind ko sila? HAHAHAHAHAIST kawawa naman aku.