I am giving you my permission to be bad
I feel like, as I get into DND, I'm encountering a part of the TTRPG community that I struggle with. I'm a creative, I write as a hobby. I'm currently running a heavily rewritten Curse Of Strahd campaign where I rewrite basically everything. Even things I don't take issue with, I might rewrite just to get more of my creativity into the game. I love writing, so any excuse to write, I enjoy, and I'm doing so well, my players are having a good time, everyone's lines and veils are being respected, it's just all around a good time.
Yet, despite me being a GM of 10 years, with tons of experience across a ton of different systems, I am noticing an issue. Everyone is terrified of making mistakes. Every time I ask for advice, I get tons of advice on what not to do, and almost zero advice on what I can do that's new and exciting. No one is helping me write, I'm only getting hit with roadblocks and people telling me what I can't do. And often, what I can't do is different depending on the person.
I chalk this up to the Mercer Effect, weirdly enough. Everyone cautions you against doing something different, because it's not what people insist a DND game is.
I cannot imagine being a new DM who's trying to be, y'know, creative, because all you'll ever get is people telling you you can't do anything, and everything is a bad idea. But like, mistakes are part of the process, y'know? You need to write garbage to be a good writer. HP Lovecraft wrote some of the most influential horror of all time. He also wrote a story where a murder victim turns into a fly and buzzes around a clock and drives a man insane. Writing bad is a crucial step in writing good, and you gotta have games that fail, everyone laugh and you learn from it to be a good DM.
God knows I've run bad games before, but learning from them is what made me a good GM. Now I'm at a point where I communicate with players, I listen to what they want, I make sure everyone is heard and having a good time, and that's only possible because I learned from my mistakes rather than trying to obsessively prevent them.
I am giving you my permission! This goes out to any new DMS out there. Write cringe! Write dumb OCs and AUs so bad that AO3 would call them awful. As long as everyone has fun, who cares if it was dumb and stupid! Be free and be cringe!