Movement 3 months after the breakup
Hello! Taking this movement as a small success, considering that my specific person and I are long distance, and our last contact has been a pretty hurtful message on his side. Long story short (in case anyone happens to be in a similar situation), I broke no contact about two weeks ago and he answered me with multiple paragraphs on why he needs to pull away now in order to work on himself. Of course he isn't neutral about me, if he felt the need to avoid me for a while and then send me a message that probably took him almost an hour to type out. In it, he said things like "I can't talk to you after what I've done to you", but then he would say "I didn't block you or remove you anywhere and I won't do so either, life is short but it passes by slow and I can't be sure of the future". I took the fact he didn't slam the door closed as a positive sign and have been pretty consistent with my manifestation state. I rarely waver and just try to remain positive overall.
I haven't been putting a lot of conscious work into manifestation lately since I've been pretty caught up with my own life. I've been protesting a lot since my country is going through a sensitive period politically, and after being very inactive on Instagram, I reinstalled it to repost some educative content on my stories. He had never clicked on any, something that my friend and I think that it's just because he was scared of seeing me and feeling more hurt. He did say he hasn’t answered to my texts after the breakup because he was afraid. But today that changed! He viewed my latest stories!
This means there’s been a shift in circumstances. He’s engaging with something connected to me that he had previously avoided. He may be becoming more willing to expose himself to me emotionally, and curiosity about me may be overcoming his inclination to maintain distance.
The change happened without any conscious work to produce that particular event. I’ve just been living in the end as much as I can.
I’ll see this as part of the bridge of incidents and move on to continue keeping myself in my sabbath. Very happy and very grateful!