u/Puzzled_Butterfly814

In today's world we are the loneliest generation and this shows what hard work looks like when you're all alone.

Be happy. Be happy and fuck it all man. Try your best and if you tried your hardest and did your best. That's all that matters at the end of the day.

At the end of the day nobody is coming to save you, no angels, no pure hearted good people, no cavalry charge that's correct and you only got one life. However, you don't need to let yourself down just always remember you had control over most of the actions in your life.

One day you will look back at your death bed and say fuck man I should've traveled more, made more friends, asked out that girl, and started that business. One day everyone including myself will die and our memories will flash one last time.

However the problems always come when you stop and think that you can never get over something and that life is over because you can't say it's over it's one life so just live it to the fullest and don't beat yourself over it.

So, whenever you feel defeated and in the dirt remember it's all meaningless and shit doesn't matter just live your life and don't over regret shit because at the end of the day nobody will give fuck all or remember you eventually.

TLDR: Don't overthink and don't overbeat yourself in life, just take a deep breath and enjoy the time you have.

Since 11 till 25, no girl has found me attractive or even looked my way. They've called me cute but short.

Many girls used to say they'd rather kill themselves than date me, and I've only gotten guys asking me out; however, I've never been into dudes. Nobody in my life told me I look bad; many said I look cute and above average, but those were dudes.

I never had a girl as a friend growing up. I tried to make myself look good, accomplish goals, make sure I was stable, make sure I became stronger, faster, smarter, and achieved goals in my life, and I've achieved many.

However, I couldn't stop jacking off and going to strip clubs and going to hookers. I never had a girlfriend, but I've done well in my career and even handled multiple other problems and things, and I got up like it was nothing for me and I kept going. I've survived thousands of bad things in my life all alone since a kid. However, I couldn't deal with getting a girl. I had to talk to probably a thousand girls and got rejected each time, and it would always be I have a boyfriend, so I found it easier to work on myself with skincare, and I just ended up making my brain think real-life girls are robots and nothing sexual should connect me with them, so now I keep strictly professional and I just jack off daily.

Eventually I stopped strip clubs and brothels, as I found them too dangerous in case of STIs and a waste of money, and masturbating was an inexpensive hobby and made me feel a relaxation, stimulation, and happiness.

I made sure to keep myself tested and haven't gotten any STIs, and after the last encounter I had, I've completely stopped, as I can't keep my dick hard anymore.

So did I fail or am I ok? I'm able to talk with women and men alike due to my career and jobs and businesses I've taken, and also because I've just continued with this mindset.

I'm most likely going to die alone, but that's fine with me; I'll just keep working on myself and trying, and I know eventually I'll reach my goal of a dog and a house and a car. I don't need anything crazy.

In my opinion and mindset, I don't really feel like I failed, and now I can't even feel anything with girls, and even if a girl touches me, it makes me feel like it's wrong somehow, and I have an instance to jolt back, as I've kissed girls but never held hands with one before.

I want them to keep hurting me. Not because I like to get hurt or enjoy it. When I analyzed and looked back in my life at every action since a kid and some even tried to hurt me badly. However those challenges I look back on every single bad thing and bad thing that happened to me and that pushes a fire. I write every brutal hard thing that happened and it pushes me over the edge on things. Every bad thing and when I was fully isolated fully without help.

It makes me think things are an illusion and challenges are not challenges but things I can eventually beat and conquer. Knowing I'll be alone forever and all I will get are challenges that shape me and my hardship, it will make me only stronger and be able to withstand them all alone and eventually come out on top.

I'm 24 right now but I'm going to keep climbing up I've done already so much but I want to keep going. I've been burnt out multiple times, ended up in the hospital due to overworking in business, jobs and degrees. I hit many other things other people simply back out due to the mental stress and physical hardship that I just think all the way back in my life.

I've recorded it all and will keep recording anything that's really harsh and especially where groups attack me at once mentally or physically. It'll keep me going upward.

I will keep winning, and even if I get old I have the same hardships, mentally and physically since a kid which will motivate me to keep pushing harder until I have left this planet. No matter how weak or overwhelmed I feel I'll push until it make it and I will owe nobody anything except God.

Like I gave up I tried and did different methods and now I just focus on getting a home and a dog and that's it.

Didn't I say go all in a bit ago. Got downvoted like hell in the comments by a little pep.

Btw little perma bear even my google buy that you said is different is fucking up. Why because fucking AI is the future with much profit coming in both software and chips.

It's bull season baby!! This shit is going to the fucking moon! 200 here we come. Especially with AMD er and SNDK.

The bears know with capex spending still high it's going to be a beat out for sure! Remember the posts I made even before the last one. How lower can it go if earnings keep doing huge beats more than analysts expect.

This buy was common sense. The easiest money you could've made! Driven by pure fud and speculative of he said she said with no backed numbers whatsoever. And now where are the perma bears.

I sold soxs right before the pump, if you think I'm lying go look at my previous posts. There is a bull rush coming sure there is a war but how lower can semi stocks be driven when demand is high and even Apple projected will stay high or higher pricing at least for many years. Just yesterday axti another semiconductor company reported blockbuster earnings. So ask yourself if earnings keep coming high these companies accumulate so much cash and the stock keeps driving down what will happen eventually.

Saw this guy who shorted the market in 2022, https://www.instagram.com/reel/DbdJgFpgRZD/?igsh=eXY0cW02NzgxY3A0. No offense to him but this is what happens when you go perma one way or the other while companies are reporting stellar earnings. Even he knows not to short AI stocks as I'm telling you again they have much to run if earnings keep coming out well.

Semiconductors are down however the earnings are coming in hot and there is no slowdown YET. Companies with cash can buy back stocks if they go too low especially if they believe the price gets too low. Much fud is being spread around uncertainty like China stocks and war will never end but unlike earnings which have solid backing this is not a GUARANTEED fact. So aren't earnings but there is HIGHER chance that earnings don't stop to be high.

NFA, do what you'd like not SOXL to 500 though that price is crazy.

Don't short the bottom, short the top. I've made this mistake before.

With semis stocks going down like hell and no indication of a future reversal coming. What stocks are going to drive up the SPY in the future it's almost three months and it hasn't made a new all time high.

Which sector?

Also, looks like semis might never come up again properly so it might be a good time to start shorting them?

If you never had a good moment or peak in your life and you felt it never worked out. If you felt like a loser throughout your whole life.

Would you just let it all go. If you felt forced to live in this life and didn't want to but had to be forced. If you had nothing to lose and nobody to lose and never felt a connection with people. And you just didn't like people in general throughout your life because whenever you sought connection or tried to get connection from them you got more hurt than anything else since childhood.

If you didn't want to be good anymore because being good never brought you anything meaningful, happiness, and feeling safe but it did bring you a lot more pain.

What would you do in this situation?

Just wondering.