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Hi I’m 29 years old so before I get into this, let me give y’all a little backstory. Me and my father never had the greatest relationship, although I always tried to be a daddy’s girl because I was the oldest and his firstborn. He was always harder on me than everyone else.
Ever since I was a baby, he was in and out of prison, and honestly those were probably the most peaceful times for me and my siblings. Because whenever he was out, it felt like living hell. And somehow, every time he came home, it got worse.
I was terrified of this man growing up.
What’s crazy is that everyone who knew him referred to him as “the devil.” Sounds dramatic, I know, but that’s really how people saw him.
So imagine my shock at 2:30 this morning when I was going through my blocked list on Instagram. Randomly, I decided to look through pages I might want to block and ended up finding my father’s page… dressed as a woman, with “ts” in the username.
The same man who terrorized me throughout my childhood. The same man who told me I would never be anything. The same man who never believed in me, only supported me in public for appearances but never behind closed doors… was living a completely different life as somebody else the entire time.
Part of me wants to tell the whole world and hurt him the way he hurt me. But another part of me wants him to know that I support him and his decision, because I can only imagine how hard it must’ve been to live with that and finally make the choice to be yourself openly.
Honestly, I don’t even know how to process any of this.