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I'm ( M22 ) and unemployed

I don't even know where to start I just have so many thoughts in my head and nowhere to express them so I'm just throwing random thoughts here so I used to be good at studies I actually had potential, but bullying slowly took all of that away i got bullied so much in school that I started hating it sometimes I'd hide my own shoes or pretend I had a fever just so I didn't have to go every day I'd lock myself in my room and cry at night eventually I went from being a good student to someone below average after that i failed and left school and completed it through open schooling but by then the bullying had already affected me so much that I never started college i ended up wasting three years and now I'm finally in my first year honestly i still don't know what I'm going to do with my life I'm also living in an abusive household my dad drinks a lot and the house is always chaotic we're still a family but I wouldn't call it a happy one i don't really have the option to move out right now so I'm just here

A few months ago things were actually getting better I joined the gym and stayed consistent with my diet and started feeling like i was becoming a better version of myself then suddenly I just went back to being the same person again I don't even know why i still dk what's going to happen with me i dk what my future looks like every day just feels like the same day on repeat

I have a girlfriend She's nice kind loving and caring but lately I feel like she's losing interest in me It's not her fault though

I also have a frnd who's like a brother to me but he's changing too we barely talk anymore

Sometimes I feel like I'm just dying for someone's attention i just want someone to make me feel important but I guess that's not how life works If life gave us everything we wanted it probably wouldn't be called life

So yeah that's my story or at least a part of it

Life is still going on there's still a future ahead even if I can't see it right now

I just hope one day I get the things I've always wanted a happy family a good career my girlfriend and my friend

Nothing more than that.

A little about my life

I'm ( M22 ) and unemployed

I don't even know where to start I just have so many thoughts in my head and nowhere to express them so I'm just throwing random thoughts here so I used to be good at studies I actually had potential, but bullying slowly took all of that away i got bullied so much in school that I started hating it sometimes I'd hide my own shoes or pretend I had a fever just so I didn't have to go every day I'd lock myself in my room and cry at night eventually I went from being a good student to someone below average after that i failed and left school and completed it through open schooling but by then the bullying had already affected me so much that I never started college i ended up wasting three years and now I'm finally in my first year honestly i still don't know what I'm going to do with my life I'm also living in an abusive household my dad drinks a lot and the house is always chaotic we're still a family but I wouldn't call it a happy one i don't really have the option to move out right now so I'm just here

A few months ago things were actually getting better I joined the gym and stayed consistent with my diet and started feeling like i was becoming a better version of myself then suddenly I just went back to being the same person again I don't even know why i still dk what's going to happen with me i dk what my future looks like every day just feels like the same day on repeat

I have a girlfriend She's nice kind loving and caring but lately I feel like she's losing interest in me It's not her fault though

I also have a frnd who's like a brother to me but he's changing too we barely talk anymore

Sometimes I feel like I'm just dying for someone's attention i just want someone to make me feel important but I guess that's not how life works If life gave us everything we wanted it probably wouldn't be called life

So yeah that's my story or at least a part of it

Life is still going on there's still a future ahead even if I can't see it right now

I just hope one day I get the things I've always wanted a happy family a good career my girlfriend and my friend

Nothing more than that.

I'm ( M22 ) and unemployed

I don't even know where to start I just have so many thoughts in my head and nowhere to express them so I'm just throwing random thoughts here so I used to be good at studies I actually had potential, but bullying slowly took all of that away i got bullied so much in school that I started hating it sometimes I'd hide my own shoes or pretend I had a fever just so I didn't have to go every day I'd lock myself in my room and cry at night eventually I went from being a good student to someone below average after that i failed and left school and completed it through open schooling but by then the bullying had already affected me so much that I never started college i ended up wasting three years and now I'm finally in my first year honestly i still don't know what I'm going to do with my life I'm also living in an abusive household my dad drinks a lot and the house is always chaotic we're still a family but I wouldn't call it a happy one i don't really have the option to move out right now so I'm just here

A few months ago things were actually getting better I joined the gym and stayed consistent with my diet and started feeling like i was becoming a better version of myself then suddenly I just went back to being the same person again I don't even know why i still dk what's going to happen with me i dk what my future looks like every day just feels like the same day on repeat

I have a girlfriend She's nice kind loving and caring but lately I feel like she's losing interest in me It's not her fault though

I also have a frnd who's like a brother to me but he's changing too we barely talk anymore

Sometimes I feel like I'm just dying for someone's attention i just want someone to make me feel important but I guess that's not how life works If life gave us everything we wanted it probably wouldn't be called life

So yeah that's my story or at least a part of it

Life is still going on there's still a future ahead even if I can't see it right now

I just hope one day I get the things I've always wanted a happy family a good career my girlfriend and my friend

Nothing more than that.

Hey, I'm ( M22 )moving through life and struggling with everything life, relationships, parents, the absence of friends. I don't know where to start, but I'm not here to talk about myself i'm here to talk about everybody

Have you ever stayed in a silent room with music on and felt a quiet, exciting, weird feeling in your chest? You see something, but you don't know what it is. Still, it feels good. It gives you motivation to change yourself. I don't know if this happens to anyone else, but we're all fighting with something, for something.

"acceptance of all those things you can't change" We have nothing but to accept

accept what we had to go through what we're going through and what we can't control

and it's not always going to be alright people say everything's going to be alright, but no it's not until you want to change but for that you have to work very very hard that's how things work.

At the end, don't give up, guys. Stay brave. Stay strong. There's a life ahead of you.

I'm in a relationship with my LDR girlfriend she's a very nice kind beautiful understanding and kind hearted girl and it's been 1 year since we got together but these past few months something feels off she doesn't talk to me properly sometimes talks a bit rudely and isn't giving me enough time to talk to her of course her exams are near and she loves watching movies but this was happening even before the exams she has a lot of guys who like her in college but I still trust her because every LDR runs on trust and she's genuinely a nice person still sometimes my gut feeling tells me weird things and I don't know why

Sometimes she comes home on the bus with her male friend they don't talk much but yeah

One day she told me that there's this guy always has an umbrella but I still share mine with him because he's too lazy to open his umbrella then I asked her if he has his own umbrella why doesn't he just use it she said nah he's just lazy he's not like other boys and he flirts with someone else too we don't even talk much I just said okay. But I don't know these days she isn't behaving like she used to and

I need advice

I'm in a relationship with my LDR girlfriend she's a very nice kind beautiful understanding and kind hearted girl and it's been 1 year since we got together but these past few months something feels off she doesn't talk to me properly sometimes talks a bit rudely and isn't giving me enough time to talk to her of course her exams are near and she loves watching movies but this was happening even before the exams she has a lot of guys who like her in college but I still trust her because every LDR runs on trust and she's genuinely a nice person still sometimes my gut feeling tells me weird things and I don't know why

Sometimes she comes home on the bus with her male friend they don't talk much but yeah

One day she told me that there's this guy always has an umbrella but I still share mine with him because he's too lazy to open his umbrella then I asked her if he has his own umbrella why doesn't he just use it she said nah he's just lazy he's not like other boys and he flirts with someone else too we don't even talk much I just said okay. But I don't know these days she isn't behaving like she used to and

I need advice

I'm in a relationship with my LDR girlfriend she's a very nice kind beautiful understanding and kind hearted girl and it's been 1 year since we got together but these past few months something feels off she doesn't talk to me properly sometimes talks a bit rudely and isn't giving me enough time to talk to her of course her exams are near and she loves watching movies but this was happening even before the exams she has a lot of guys who like her in college but I still trust her because every LDR runs on trust and she's genuinely a nice person still sometimes my gut feeling tells me weird things and I don't know why

Sometimes she comes home on the bus with her male friend they don't talk much but yeah

One day she told me that there's this guy always has an umbrella but I still share mine with him because he's too lazy to open his umbrella then I asked her if he has his own umbrella why doesn't he just use it she said nah he's just lazy he's not like other boys and he flirts with someone else too we don't even talk much I just said okay. But I don't know these days she isn't behaving like she used to and

I need advice

I'm in a relationship with my LDR girlfriend she's a very nice kind beautiful understanding and kind hearted girl and it's been 1 year since we got together but these past few months something feels off she doesn't talk to me properly sometimes talks a bit rudely and isn't giving me enough time to talk to her of course her exams are near and she loves watching movies but this was happening even before the exams she has a lot of guys who like her in college but I still trust her because every LDR runs on trust and she's genuinely a nice person still sometimes my gut feeling tells me weird things and I don't know why

Sometimes she comes home on the bus with her male friend they don't talk much but yeah

One day she told me that there's this guy always has an umbrella but I still share mine with him because he's too lazy to open his umbrella then I asked her if he has his own umbrella why doesn't he just use it she said nah he's just lazy he's not like other boys and he flirts with someone else too we don't even talk much I just said okay. But I don't know these days she isn't behaving like she used to and

I need advice