u/ResearcherSingle1190

Some people may have dama height but definitely apear taller while some appear shorter

I feel like a soul can be masculine and feminine soul

And I also feel like it’s has preferred gender

And a part of it that why trans people exist I’m trans since the age of 3 unconsciously acted like boy and knew I was one just trapped in wrong body

I choose probably female body in this one to know what it’s like to be a female and learn lesson on that matter

The discouragement is killing me

But I also know mans don’t have it easy but trans man have it worse

At least cis man are born cis without complications

Like us most of us are short mans because we didn’t got lucky to start puberty blocker at very young age
Most of us get sexualized very young age endure sexisme misogynie a lot more

Some of us are born in transphobic country some of us don’t start until later :(

Did you loosed family when you transitioned

Did people treated you differently
Was it hard for you in school college work

Or daily life socializing

Did people like you more or less ?

Do you still get job opportunities if your trans

Sorry to ask this ? Did you get more hate and discrimination

Okay so i be adult soon 18 Im pre everything from transphobic country so I don’t really know much I have no trans friend or support

Just because we gained weight and acted as if everything alright doesn’t mean anything , it never go away we just move on and shut the noise down , sometimes it isn’t as worst as it was ofc , but the voice aren’t loud anymore

Doesn’t mean we’re not sick doesn’t mean we’re not it traumatized it doesn’t mean it left our body without other complications , our bones hurt even after recovery our guts our metabolism is mess up and more other things

So mtfkrs who never trought this need to shut tf up

But I wish I could be reborn in my desire reality my desire body ect family

Today I walk past tolder s .. they make me believe in reincarnation

But every time I’m thinking about death I’m afraid to be born In Worst Case Scenario again

But I don’t want to leave this life either I don’t feel pleasure no matter what I try

Im 17 i haven’t been growth since 16 soon i be 18

I hate it when my mom telling about how my younger cousin is bigger than me and taller I hate it around when I walk outside and see other kid whom are taller than me, I feel so insecure and sad

The teasing my growth has stoped due to an illness and stress during my teen years and lack of nutrition lack of activity

They make every possibility either impossible or expensive I really wish things could be easy of us but instead we seen as mental illnesses

The girls were cute lol they were holding hands my gay radars catch them from far lol anyway I feel like one of them was kinda afraid I just saw like the panic

And the boys didn’t held hand but I knew it was mlm because they were like 4 people 2 boys 2 girls to make it less obvious

Honestly it make me happy to see gay couple it make me also feel less alone in this shitty hole

Yall have that one uncle or far family member who married their cousin

No because this sht it’s disgusting

I also noticed pattern of that inbreeding

Like the kid isn’t healthy when they born

Now I’m so glad new generation isn’t like that ewwww

No seriously if you have crush on your cousin or you wanna marry them go to therapy

I have brother up so Jalous of him I get gender envies everytime
I wish I could just die and reborn into a cis guy

No it’s doesn’t make sense can’t we just fkg breath in our own skin we cant even book a psychologist or therapist because they won’t hear us ,how can are we supposed to live in this shitty hole

I really need therapy I can’t go to one because I’m part of lgbtq I can’t come out to anyone not even my mother who birthed me how I’m supposed to live this way I cry every night my throat is sore

This country is killing us :(((( it’s destroying us we’re tired to fkg tired

Whatever your gay lesbian bi trans

It’s gonna end you and left no crumble

I’ve been feeling like a boy since the age 3 now it’s been years now I’m 17

I tried to ignore when I was 13 14 15

But I can’t take it anymore I live in very transphobic country with parents who wouldn’t understand anything since they brainwashed and they think it’s mental illness

I can’t do anything I can’t move aboard now :(

I can’t get access to therapy because they wouldn’t understand since I mentioned how transphobic this country is I can’t do anything :(

But I can’t take it anymore I hate my short statue I hate my boobs I hate period very much I hate hips I hate everything :( I’m dying specifically that time a month when I get period I had my puberty at 11 :( I whole wish I was born at another country I would have been at least saved

I’m … sdl but I also don’t wanna die :(

I know I will die young because I just survived by a miracle I suffer from chronic illness that kill slowly

Im kinda clingly to this life but I try to learn how to let go

God I’m 1.65 😭I wish I wa 1.72 at least

So if your 1.70 be gratefull !!!!

My last way is going to endocrinologist 😭for growth hormones but i should be prepared to evrything

I had Eating disorder I be late boomer

Hello I’m ftm I’m traped

No idk what did I did in my past life to deserve this :(

Im tracking everything in this current one making sure im doing good

I just wanna escape :( i have been feeling sui*dl but I cant do it cause im afraid it will make my next life worst

I hate being trans person i hate being born in a transphobic country

I missing out on life a lot I don’t feel alive I never felt it :( I feel like I grew up in age not because of my trans identity because of everything I never had a chance to feel like teen to have friends I spend my whole years at homes , everything I do doenst workout :(

But I guess it’s better than being born homeless or without legs