u/Reza-Alvaro-Martinez

Say,

You devoted as a believer of Religion B, yet you just converted to Religion A because this belief has or has revealed the truth to you. Religion A warmly welcomes you, a new believer as a newborn baby. Yet you learnt that the old faith warned their disbelievers for leaving it, otherwise they shall be punished heavily in the grave to be burdened by sins as vast as the universe. Moreover, the religion you are believing discourages abandonment because it is the truth, and the religion you left proclaimed that it is the truth among everything and the others. Also, religions C, D, E, F, etc. also hates you believers leaving them.

The worry is… which one tells the truth and saves me from damnation they are bepeaking? Should I read both holy books and texts, then compare it to confirm the truest? What if the old religion is all right among all? Is the religion we are believing right because we ignore the others' truth?

And soothly, I feel like to analogize religions as companies that advertise which products you have to follow and which company and products shall not be followed. And if you choose one of the products and follow the company, other companies will warn us for purchasing "wrong".

Thank you.

Do you hate your *Father* who forsook you after He set your house well and maybe He governs you children and people, He may not call or even help you (very often), yet you convince yourself that He, (meta-)physically, exists… only not in contribution or emotion. You want to know yourself that you are from and by Him, and maybe you are happy with the thought of His presence. Your house is built well of Him. Life is tough, and you are born with tough life, you ask Him why you are like this, unanswered. Life is soft, you thank Him, still unanswered.

What do you think?

Since Wednesday 3 June ago, I undercame an overwhelming tragedy in my dysfunctional family which thrusted me to ask my beingness of this nonsense hardship. Then, I fled from Islam after the day and I choose to believe Deism (specifically agnostic deism) to have a better view to understand my crisis here. I learn a bit of Theology and this belief. Although the transition doesn't eradicate my problems, I feel freedom.

Yet, my mother starts to worry my faith for leaving religion. She says things about invisible religious things—sins & afterlife which I have no answers yet. She will consult me for this.

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What do you think? I don't ask to stay believing or have to hate my Mom, but I want to acknowledge better my belief.

So, when I was still leapin' 'round Los Santos where I do some gangsta shit (like robbing, blasting fellow Ballers and Vagos then takin' their territories), my girlfriend always jackd my time mid-blasting or rollin, or even when I was doing no shit she called me for many times. I never missed her dates and also I was tryin to be present. But then I got kidnapped by two damn popos. Then she sought me in the radio like damn shit. What is your advice for this?

Have you struggled to follow what politeness is or how you behave before the elders? Have you acted dumbfound in an event where everyone is busy celebrating it? Have you tried to read the cues that were not written down in your head? Then if you fail to be so, you're weird, rude, naughty, and unsocial. Your parents don't teach these much, right? *Just learn it on your own!—*No, folk, I have convinced myself to be normal—sorry if I half-read your unwritten rules. And after I get taught what to shake your hands to respect is, I go philosophical; what is it for? What else should I follow? Should I do it next time? Is it really important?

Can you teach me what you all want? I know, someone doesn't have to get a small lesson to say "excuse me" in front of people sitting. But, do you acknowledge that I cannot think of this always?—*stigmatized negatively* (Alright)

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Everybody has witnessed some dumb actions for 3.6 years from the first grade of middle school to high school. I got many critics for being too hard to please everyone. Then, I get matured at the second semester of high school. It was late, however without those lessons I will be forever trapped in this imbecility. Long short story I was hyperactive and clownish; I have balls to do everything in public, I felt like I was the unique one. But moving to another peak phase, I realised I was dead cringe.

And now, I get the consequences even I improved; I have guts to talk, to be present, to be there and here. I knew I was behaving wrong, yet my mind sought attention as if it is an achievement. I feel like I'm underestimated and overlooked by peers, I guess that people still stick my old image in their head. I guess it is the time to move onand stick to the one who still is comfortable with me?

I have been religious at a young age and near to approach myself towards higher religious practices, also I grow up with my religious mom and environment. But then it dissonates my belief with understanding for I study philosophy more. I feel like strict everyday religious practices holds me from what I want to do rather than get closer to God or giving me a break from the world because I will post-pone, forget, and get frustrated. Or, it scares me after post-poning for a minute.

Like, can this religion give me some break to really be closer with God? And when I'm about to or have done the practices, I feel like I have just wasted time and broken my routinely rhythm. It turns out that ADHD is less "religious" for the reason that they are busy with their mind and how to work their life properly twice or thrice than the others. And from this standpoint, I will either go

More religious or Detach myself from religion. 😮‍💨🫩

>Word stress is a weight put on a specific syllable in a multisyllabe word. Making it louder, longer, and higher in pitch.

That's it, it influences the pitch. So when I sing, the stress always brings down the pitch mid-phrase. And it sounds fine at first, but as recordings or listening repeated, it sounds off. For that habit, I don't know how to overcome and let it flow.