So I've been told I'm larping because I identify with satanism as more of a philosophy than anything, and I couldn't directly reference the tenets off by heart.
Is this true, and if so how do I correct being a "larper"?
I'm seriously considering leaving The Satanic Temple and leaving my Satanist journey behind because this has happened so frequently with me.
Hiya
I'm having a bit of a crisis rn...
I've been told I'm "Larping" my interests etc because they're boring, basic OR because I can't tell someone every little detail and it's starting to get to me.
So I was wondering if someone could suggest some rather obscure hobbies that don't interfere with my spiritual connection to nature?
Thanks <3
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I apologize if this post sounds slightly emotional, it's probably because I am very upset about what's just happened.
So I was in one of those podcast ROBLOX games and there was a guy talking to a girl about makeup being a way to catfish (it's not really important) and he was in the middle of the conversation where he had said to the girl that if somebody has an ED then they should die to help society. Eye of course got murdered this and said to him that he is privileged because he's a white man and Roblox has in the past the known to hire misogynist/sexists, racists and just terrible people.
Guess what happened.
Yep I got banned. It kind of proves the point that I was making which I think is ironic, but I'm still mad about it. How is somebody allowed to say the words that came out of his mouth and walk away free well I'm left with a temporary ban for discriminatory behaviour?
If this ban doesn't go through my appeal successfully, I truly will be quitting Roblox. I don't see a point in playing a game that doesn't have the same ideals as me and punishes me for having different ideals. I've spent so much money on this game so I have been slightly deterred from stopping playing however it's got to a point where I'm not comfortable staying on a platform like this. If ROBLOX does not appeal my ban successfully and I find out this guy hasn't been banned I will be quitting unfortunately.
(I used the microphone for this so it might not be completely punctually correct I apologize)
I apologize if this post sounds slightly emotional, it's probably because I am very upset about what's just happened.
So I was in one of those podcast ROBLOX games and there was a guy talking to a girl about makeup being a way to catfish (it's not really important) and he was in the middle of the conversation where he had said to the girl that if somebody has an ED then they should die to help society. Eye of course got murdered this and said to him that he is privileged because he's a white man and Roblox has in the past the known to hire misogynist/sexists, racists and just terrible people.
Guess what happened.
Yep I got banned. It kind of proves the point that I was making which I think is ironic, but I'm still mad about it. How is somebody allowed to say the words that came out of his mouth and walk away free well I'm left with a temporary ban for discriminatory behaviour?
If this ban doesn't go through my appeal successfully, I truly will be quitting Roblox. I don't see a point in playing a game that doesn't have the same ideals as me and punishes me for having different ideals. I've spent so much money on this game so I have been slightly deterred from stopping playing however it's got to a point where I'm not comfortable staying on a platform like this. If ROBLOX does not appeal my ban successfully and I find out this guy hasn't been banned I will be quitting unfortunately.
(I used the microphone for this so it might not be completely punctually correct I apologize)
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So I'm writing a book, it's a horror-adventure novel about this guy at this agency who has to document his findings in this new universe. The world building is going to be very heavy, and every small detail matters.
It is/was going to be in epistolary form, which is becoming a problem for me as I'm unsure of how to get across a sense of urgency or a chase scene for example in past tense. I'm thinking of writing a voice recording or two, or maybe having chunks in between that are present day... My problem is I'm worried it'll feel clumped together and not scary at all.
Basically I'm looking for tips. Should I scrap the epistolary form? What can I do to feel more confident? Any suggestions for any of the problems above would be great. ♥️
So I'm writing a book, it's a horror-adventure novel about this guy at this agency who has to document his findings in this new universe. The world building is going to be very heavy, and every small detail matters.
It is/was going to be in epistolary form, which is becoming a problem for me as I'm unsure of how to get across a sense of urgency or a chase scene for example in past tense. I'm thinking of writing a voice recording or two, or maybe having chunks in between that are present day... My problem is I'm worried it'll feel clumped together and not scary at all.
Basically I'm looking for tips. Should I scrap the epistolary form? What can I do to feel more confident? Any suggestions for any of the problems above would be great. ♥️