u/SacralChakras

How much I use to go through on a daily basis. The torture I suffered from one place to another . The amount of people I "thought" cared. To come to the realization of everything almost broke me. Lol 🤣 y'all were really close . Guess you didn't bet on me being so strong . My life was literally conceived from trauma. I was born into this world with a lighting bolt of a stroke. The moment my path was written I was already going to survive everything you ever tried to do. Was it fun while it lasted ? Because it's my turn now !

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You didn't just betray me.
You corrupted the timeline of my life.
Now I can't trust my own memories, because every beautiful moment feels like it was staged-carefully built on a truth you were already dismantling in silence.
It's not just betrayal. It's a psychological ruin.
Because while I was collecting moments like proof of love, you were quietly proving how easily love can be faked. And the worst part isn't that you lied to me. It's that you made me live inside those lies so deeply, I can't even tell where sincerity ended and performance began. So now, I don't just miss you.
I just question the entire reality I shared with you.

So me and this guy met and kicked it off really cool like literally strictly platonic friendship right . He had some crazy situation with a girl he was messing with he would tell me about and I had a bf .....time goes by he cuts the girl off (she became a stalker lol) and I ended up leaving my bf due to DV . So after that he told me he's done with dating and sex for awhile says he wants to be a better person attract better people in his life be better for his son . And I understood that. I was basically on the same thing I am on the same thing just trying to better myself as a person and you know focus on loving myself and choosing myself so time goes on and him and I get closer you know we'll conversate sometimes all night he helped me move into my new place. Then he starts to come over more stay the night more and it ended up getting physical and then we started spending more time together we went out on a date we run errands together and he basically has moved in. Now him moving in basically was because I understand his situation I feel like he's a good person and he works hard and he just needed somewhere where he could have some peace to focus on his son's school work and I also needed somebody around for a little help so it was kind of a win-win we can help each other kind of thing. Now because he already told me before we even ever got involved that he was kind of not wanting a relationship for a while you know honestly in my opinion I feel like he's still working through hurt from his last serious relationship she really hurt him and that was his first and only serious relationship. So now fast forward months go by and we're living together we were sleeping in the same bed and we were still kind of having sex on and off I ended up expressing my feelings to him telling him like I'm falling in love with you and I want to be with you . He says that he doesn't want to get in a relationship with me because he doesn't want to hurt me due to his insecurities of not trusting anyone especially because of his last relationship and what happened and I understand that. I guess my main question and please please I need a couple of opinions on this because I'm a loner I have nobody to talk to if this man really wanted to be with me even with these trust issues and all of that wouldn't he be with me I feel like the only thing that's really stopping him from being with me is because he may still have feelings for his ex.