u/SargentSuffering

Sorry yall for the wait, depressions been kicking my butt, but I have returned with the updated illustration/experiance to help elaborate a dream I have due to popular demand. This is a re-written post due to unsavory comments and cross posting. Sorry about that.

 It was a night any other, I got home from work, showered and went to bed. As I laid on my side I started to hear and feel intense buzzing similar to a gas station bulb. I was so tired that dispite the noise I quickly fell asleep. In my sleep I felt myself sit up, becoming lucid. Over my closed eyelids I felt and saw a bright light directed at me. 

All at once I awoken to be blinded by a lamp pointed directly at me. I blinked, rubbing my eyes, looking around to see hundreds of thousands of black snakelike robotic worms, slightering in all shapes and sizes, including the lamp itself. I looked to my side and jumped as there next to me was a tall white alien looking being with bright blue eyes, adorned in a purple high collar robe. I felt an intense sensation of calm dispite knowing I was afraid/confused. The being nodded, seeming to imbue me with a sense of "I would smile if I could", causing me to laugh heartily. When I bent my head back in laughter, I realized around my neck was a large collar like device with buttons and switches I couldn't comprehend. As I examined the collar I notice paper, pencil and a drink I was apparently drinking. As I looked confused at the paper I watched as a silvery mantid like being walked in from the darkness. The mantid seemed to float, his legs hidden under a shimmering hooded cloak that changed from red to blue, transitioning to indigo. I watched mesmerized as he seemed to sit on a floating stool, pulling himself to the table. In his hands he held two snakes, one with a sharp glass like pointed crystal and the other other that shot blue/yellow lightning/plasma. The mantid clicked his mandibles, studying me, pink tongues sticking from his mouth/nose area. His compound eyes where so large and beautiful the pseudo pupil seemed to dissappear. In the darkness I could also make out a screen with a bright orange glowing ball, seemingly some kind of control panel, reminiscent of roller ball arcades. As soon as the white told me what he wanted me to write/draw, I forgot, I was instantly awoken in my bed. I was sitting up and the lights where on. I don't remeber leaving them on

Sidenote: the collar reminded me of the American Dad episode where Haylee is a sleeper agent and wears a shock collar for her training. I remeber that episode terrifying me deeply, but this dream I felt 100% safe even if the collar freaked me out a bit

This is the dream where I started researching high strange and realizing my experiance corroborate many other experiences. I didn't even know what a mantid or tall grey/white was XD

Bonus story: I went to a watch tower for my birthday, somewhere without light pollution. As I watched a sattleite, it...stopped. it stopped and spun around a couple stars a few times. It then started to skip like a rock on water, impossible distance/speed. As I watched it it started to glow a bright teal, before splitting into three equal lights. The lights spun quickly before becoming a neon triangle. It skipped across the sky and vanished

Thank you for reading! Micron fineliner with sharpies. I liked the lines so much I copied it and colored the copy.

Hey yall, sorry for the long awaited update, I've just been so busy and suffering from my depression. Anyhoo, I promised you guys an updated illustration and a detailed explanation of my abduction dream. I had posted the picture of the manted alien being I drew and it blew up with many asking for more details about the dream I had. Here you go! This is a micron fineliner drawing copied and colored with sharpie, I kept the original lineart as I thought it looked cool.

It was any normal work day, I was tired and going to bed after my shower. Apon dozing off my ears started heating his buzzing like an old gas station ceiling light, a sound that grew louder and louder. My eyes where closed and I had quickly fallen asleep. Suddenly I got this sense in my body that I was awake and doing something, almost as if I was lucid dreaming that I was sleep walking, and sat up. Over my eyelids I felt this absolutely blinding, intense light that made me gasp and jolt my eyes awake. I looked up directly into the yellow white beam of this odd coned light that sprawled from the ceiling. The body of the lamp seemed sentient, gently writhing and coiling like a curious snake. I turned my head to my right and jumped as I was face to face with this white being with shocking blue eyes that where unblinking, unemoting, who seemed to have been trying to awaken me. I got this intense sensation through my body that I was safe and that no one was going to hurt me. I smiled at the tall white being and smiled faillntly in awkwardness. I had a sensation that I fell asleep while doing something important and I was embarassed by it. The being then nodded, giving me a sense of "if I could smile, I would" and something about that made me take my head back and scream laugh as it seemed so silly, the idea of an alien smiling for some reason. As I did however I became intensely aware of this collar around my neck. This was a large, round, almost donut like collar with many contols,locks and buttons I couldn't fathom. As I looked down, touching the collar I saw a flicker of a startling fluid color. I turn to see this silvery being walk in from the darkness who seemed to be part praying mantis. He seemed to sit on some king of floating platform and came over to the table, this mandibles clicking curiously. I watched in utter amazement as his hands moved in ways ours couldn't and how gracefully he worked with these odd long black snake like robotic creatures. He used one that shot condensed lightning or some kind of plasma onto another of these snakes, this one having a sharp end with a glass like material at the tip. My mouth hung open as I watched utterly bewildered as I realized that there where snakes EVRYWHERE, the walls seemed to breathe with them. I felt no fear, just awe and wonder as to what I was seeing. Most ended in a black rounded point like a worm. The mantid watched my with a cutting intrest, pink worm like tongues or hair like sensors slithering in and out of his mouth/nose area as his head twitched side to side. His pseudo pupil was often lost as the rods in his eyes where so huge, they reflected all the lights and colors of the surrounding area, sparkling like galaxies. Looking at the table I realize there's pencil and paper, as well as some drink I was seemingly drinking. The white pointed to the paper, a sense of me needing to draw something for them for some reason coming to mind. The air smelled like a pool, clean, a little bit of burning as the mantid worked. In the back of this rounded room there was this glowing orange ball that looked like if you took fire and made it into a hot marble, sitting in some circular tech, seemingly some sort of controller device with a small screen. It reminded me of how an old arcade machine works mixed with skiball. The mantids gown had a hood, with a long billowing body to where I couldn't see his legs or feet, he almost seemed to float when he walked. He was very tall like the white, a out 8 ft or more. The colors where shifting like oil on water, the gown itself being more blue. The white wore a purple gown with a pointed collar. I was in my bed awake soon after sitting up.

Sidenote: the collar, I've always had this odd fear of this one American dad episode I saw as a kid where Haylee was a Cia sleeper agent made to wear a shock collar, it reminded me of that, but instead of bone chilling fear it was like "huh, I'm certainly wearing a gaudy collar, weird"

Bonus story: for my recent birthday I went to a watch tower in the desert in my state. As I was enjoying watching sattelites/stars I watched as one....stopped, in the sky, swirled around one star a couple times. It then skipped like rocks on a pond, impossibly far, fast distances. I rubbed my eyes and followed it, watching it do it several times before starting to glow in sky a bright teal. The once small white light split into three equal size teal lights that spun into a triangle, holding shape. This glowing triangle then skipped again like a rock and few times before disappearing. No idea what that could have been

Anyway, that dream I had made me start researching high strange and looking into the community, realizing a lot of what I saw corroborate with my dream and spooked me a lil. Enjoy :)

The video won't post for some reason

But this lil fella was just darling, refusing to let me let him down as he licked my hand all over.

Water in a cap? Nah Water on my hand? HELL YEAH!

I adore ♡

This spiky horror baby is nothing more than a ladybug/ladybeetle larve, and unless you're an aphid they are just awesome lil monsters

Whom is this on this pendant? Is she a rakshashi? Whom? I'm asking because this type of being, ink black with red accents, orange eyes, gold, and lovely tusks have been in my dreams for multiple years and it's sorta driving me nuts like WHO IS SHE-

This is a random pendant I found on etsy and it's basically just got jumbled of Balinese and hindu words so I'm lost XD

Gorgeous moth friend

How pretty ♡

Look at this gorgeous obelisk I found at a thrift! Huge for a great price! I thought it was glass, but it's a beautiful dapple of grey, what did you think it is?

I'm absolutely in love with these beings and these two statues really highlight their majesty but the thing is...where are they? Are they from a Balinese temple? Are these from a hindu place? Are these things I could buy small versions of? Are these rakshasa/shi?

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For me it 1000% without a shadow of a doubt for me the short lived Monster Muel. This drink genuinely tasted like sweetened poison with an after taste of nail polish remover. Very almost painfully spicy, just horrid flavor. I bought it as I thought it couldn't be THAT bad, but...it WAS that bad and the 1$ price tag and instant discontinuation should have been a red flag. One of the only times I couldn't finish something. If this shit is still selling somewhere idk how but keep it tf away from me. Even their hard energy drinks are ok, but this was awwwwwful

I had made this necklace and once I finished it I realized it was far to heavy for the cord I used, I took a picture of it for reference, and then left it in a place. I come back having bought new cord that was strong enough and....it's gone. It's been months and it's just gone as if it didn't exsist. If a person stole it, they couldn't wear it as one catch and it would snap. It was made from lava stone, adventureine (I think?) Labradorite and quartz. I was going for "lightning strike" sorta vibes. Idk what other being could have taken it, but I'm sure they look fabulous