Rarest full set

Rarest full set

I know, I know. I got blessed finding this by accident as I bought a bag of pogs and these came with it. Idk how to even sleeve these tiny bad boys. I'm thinking laminating them in holo. I literally didn't even know these existed but apparently at some point you could cut these off of boxes in the 90s. Crazy I ended up with a full set. Sure it's not valuable money wize, but that electrode is the light if my life that makes the love of these worth it. The silly Mr.Mime too. Such a neat suprise♡

u/SargentSuffering — 14 hours ago
▲ 18 r/POG

Pog or not to pog?

That is the question. I'm serious though, are these pogs? I bought this large bag full for a cheap price and am curious what the stars mean otlr if there's a way to play other than just slamming em

u/SargentSuffering — 14 hours ago
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Absolute heartbreak and devastation

This gorgeous, lively, fat momma moth I made friends with yesterday was found dead this morning and I'm absolutely upset. It seems she passed out last night from the heat, and ants had eaten away her abdomen. When I went to pick her up like I did yesterday, she flipped over to utter horror, and when I picked her up her upper body detached from her lower body. All her babies....poor mama...idk how to even cope as these moths are so sacred to me and I'm trying to not see this as a bad omen...how awful...I wish there was a way to save the babies but they seem too small....at least I think those are eggs otherwise she exploded from whatever these are.

Tagged as education as more people should be aware many small bugs(insects, crawlies)like these will literally fall out of the sky and become helpless when it's this hot. Don't be afraid to lend a helping hand and some sugar water. Our pollinators need it!

u/SargentSuffering — 4 days ago

How to get stuff back from fairy

I've tried demanding

I've tried asking

I've tried offerings

I've tried expencive and cheap offerings

I've tried wearing clothes inside out

Idk, I think I somehow upset the little folk and things have gone missing, nothing extremely valuable, but meaningful to me

Examples:

-lava stone necklace

-an amber ring(this one hurt)

-crochet hook

-resin scorpion bracelet

-flash drive

Ect ect and I'm almost positive no one's stealing these things, I live alone and maintenence haven't been around lately, idk!

I might have just upset them by my depressive funk making me not clean up as good maybe?

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u/SargentSuffering — 1 month ago

The perfect burger chip

I'm I'm shock! I found these for steep sale after the fourth of July so I decided to give em a try, and now I'm pissed as I didn't buy them all! Only 70c!

You can taste the lettuce, the cheese, tomato and burger, it's a trip I never expected! I want these to stay! I thought they where on sale because they where gross, lol. These are Kroger limited edition you must try if you're able

u/SargentSuffering — 1 month ago
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I wanna take her home

This gorgeous kitty is harassing me with love at work and I am fighting not to steal her though I won't as her collar says "IM AN OUTDOOR CAT AND I'LL FIND MY WAY HOME" so she's obviously someone's. Whomevers kitty this is is so lucky as she's so cuddly♡♡♡ I've been kidnapped by her cute little claws. Sucks they didnt even give her a name.

u/SargentSuffering — 1 month ago

Halloween world

Howdy yall, I've been hearing tons about this place called "mall world" and I dream of something similar often since childhood, thought I'd share!

As long as I can remeber I've been having specfic dreams of this specfic place. This place is a huge mall surrounded by a theme park, and around the park is dead military style train tracks with empty cargo on it.

The park part has roller coasters, swing rides, extreme spinning scary rides, all spooky scary halloween theme, or neon circus colors. Example, one of my favorite rides looks like a neon red, green and yellow ufo with baskets that shoot out and turn. It's hard to explain but I can vividly imagine it and possibly draw it. The park also has random arcades,vendors and inflatable buildings, for example one of my favorite places is an inflatable blue and green triceratops that in its mouth has a spraying water clown game for plush prizes. Very quirky. The mall part is basically like a never ending Halloween store, any kind of Halloween thing you want they have it. Three floors with countless shops and escalators. Some costumes are cute, some look like actual skinned monsters. Scary props, whole sets, you name it. In the back areas there's always multiple haunted houses that lead to impossibly long and intense houses that always lead back to the entrance. Say if I went into the farm haunted house, I'd go in, and come back out somehow the same door. The whole time, and whole area has monsters. I call them the "park partrol/monsters" as they just kinda...hang out, maybe go "BLAH" and do a little scare, but otherwise just do mostly nothing. Just random tall monstrous beings. Example, one I see often looks like a gnarled black tree with a skull pumpkin head for a face who just points at a direction. You ask him where the popcorn truck is and he points, that's it, and idk if any of them can speak using words. All the coasters start off slowly through a haunted house too, so that's always scary and sometimes I can't wait to gtfo as it's hard to tell if it's over

If anyone else knows wtf I'm on about lmk, otherwise I love Halloween world and always enjoy my time there even if sometimes I get real scared.

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u/SargentSuffering — 1 month ago

Another lucid dream

I'm actually not sure what this counts as other than absolutely shocking high strangeness.

Since yall enjoyed and encouraged sharing my over my last dream, I should share another I had! This one even more bizzare imo, and if yall would like I'd love to draw for this one as well

After work as the night was settling down, I was laying on my back in bed listening theta waves trying to relax. 

My head started feeling buzzy, like I was light headed, along with buzzing in my ears like humming electronics. My visual snow started getting real bad, making my vision super hazy. "Great, I'm probably getting an ocular migrane" I thought as I turned off the lights, though it didn't make much of a diffrence as it was still really light out. Then, out of the corner of my eye I watched as a mist seemed to enter my room, a fuzzy smoky like form that weightlessly entered. In my minds eye, I watched as it transformed into a glittering, white and yellow giant male preying mantis. His body was a shimmery ivory with a metallic under sheen, his eyes grey like shining moons, his raptoral forearms yellow like kitchen gloves. I watched as he went from sparkling matter into solid, but something was wrong. I felt intense panic, not for me, for him, just an intense sense of "he needs my help" "Hey, are you ok?" I managed as I at up, watching this being wobble in my bedroom. His mandibles cracked rapidly, like he was trying to scream. He cept pawing at his neck in a frantic way. In my mind I knew he wanted me to help him. I stood up. And walked over to him, him bringing his head to my chest area. I watched as he opened his jaw as far as it could go, and I...slipped my hand into his throat. His throat felt like a cold innertube, smooth, damp, and plastic like. I slid my hand about to my elbow before I felt something...sharp? I grab it, and with a bit of struggle I pull it out, a small fishhook. As I received it the sense of dread lifted into one of elation, the mantids antennas waving wildly in what I understood as relief and joy. He took the hook from me with his raptoral thumb, giving me some "kisses" with his antennas before....vanishing in the blink of an eye. I just stood there dazed and confused as the noise died down and my vision went back to normal.

I'm unsure if it was a dream, lucid dreaming, astral projection or what have you. All I know is it was intresting. Hope you enjoy :)

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u/SargentSuffering — 1 month ago

Dream encounter

Sorry yall for the wait, depressions been kicking my butt, but I have returned with the updated illustration/experiance to help elaborate a dream I have due to popular demand. This is a re-written post due to unsavory comments and cross posting. Sorry about that.

 It was a night any other, I got home from work, showered and went to bed. As I laid on my side I started to hear and feel intense buzzing similar to a gas station bulb. I was so tired that dispite the noise I quickly fell asleep. In my sleep I felt myself sit up, becoming lucid. Over my closed eyelids I felt and saw a bright light directed at me. 

All at once I awoken to be blinded by a lamp pointed directly at me. I blinked, rubbing my eyes, looking around to see hundreds of thousands of black snakelike robotic worms, slightering in all shapes and sizes, including the lamp itself. I looked to my side and jumped as there next to me was a tall white alien looking being with bright blue eyes, adorned in a purple high collar robe. I felt an intense sensation of calm dispite knowing I was afraid/confused. The being nodded, seeming to imbue me with a sense of "I would smile if I could", causing me to laugh heartily. When I bent my head back in laughter, I realized around my neck was a large collar like device with buttons and switches I couldn't comprehend. As I examined the collar I notice paper, pencil and a drink I was apparently drinking. As I looked confused at the paper I watched as a silvery mantid like being walked in from the darkness. The mantid seemed to float, his legs hidden under a shimmering hooded cloak that changed from red to blue, transitioning to indigo. I watched mesmerized as he seemed to sit on a floating stool, pulling himself to the table. In his hands he held two snakes, one with a sharp glass like pointed crystal and the other other that shot blue/yellow lightning/plasma. The mantid clicked his mandibles, studying me, pink tongues sticking from his mouth/nose area. His compound eyes where so large and beautiful the pseudo pupil seemed to dissappear. In the darkness I could also make out a screen with a bright orange glowing ball, seemingly some kind of control panel, reminiscent of roller ball arcades. As soon as the white told me what he wanted me to write/draw, I forgot, I was instantly awoken in my bed. I was sitting up and the lights where on. I don't remeber leaving them on

Sidenote: the collar reminded me of the American Dad episode where Haylee is a sleeper agent and wears a shock collar for her training. I remeber that episode terrifying me deeply, but this dream I felt 100% safe even if the collar freaked me out a bit

This is the dream where I started researching high strange and realizing my experiance corroborate many other experiences. I didn't even know what a mantid or tall grey/white was XD

Bonus story: I went to a watch tower for my birthday, somewhere without light pollution. As I watched a sattleite, it...stopped. it stopped and spun around a couple stars a few times. It then started to skip like a rock on water, impossible distance/speed. As I watched it it started to glow a bright teal, before splitting into three equal lights. The lights spun quickly before becoming a neon triangle. It skipped across the sky and vanished

Thank you for reading! Micron fineliner with sharpies. I liked the lines so much I copied it and colored the copy.

u/SargentSuffering — 2 months ago
▲ 46 r/MantisEncounters+1 crossposts

Abduction dream ,serious

Hey yall, sorry for the long awaited update, I've just been so busy and suffering from my depression. Anyhoo, I promised you guys an updated illustration and a detailed explanation of my abduction dream. I had posted the picture of the manted alien being I drew and it blew up with many asking for more details about the dream I had. Here you go! This is a micron fineliner drawing copied and colored with sharpie, I kept the original lineart as I thought it looked cool.

It was any normal work day, I was tired and going to bed after my shower. Apon dozing off my ears started heating his buzzing like an old gas station ceiling light, a sound that grew louder and louder. My eyes where closed and I had quickly fallen asleep. Suddenly I got this sense in my body that I was awake and doing something, almost as if I was lucid dreaming that I was sleep walking, and sat up. Over my eyelids I felt this absolutely blinding, intense light that made me gasp and jolt my eyes awake. I looked up directly into the yellow white beam of this odd coned light that sprawled from the ceiling. The body of the lamp seemed sentient, gently writhing and coiling like a curious snake. I turned my head to my right and jumped as I was face to face with this white being with shocking blue eyes that where unblinking, unemoting, who seemed to have been trying to awaken me. I got this intense sensation through my body that I was safe and that no one was going to hurt me. I smiled at the tall white being and smiled faillntly in awkwardness. I had a sensation that I fell asleep while doing something important and I was embarassed by it. The being then nodded, giving me a sense of "if I could smile, I would" and something about that made me take my head back and scream laugh as it seemed so silly, the idea of an alien smiling for some reason. As I did however I became intensely aware of this collar around my neck. This was a large, round, almost donut like collar with many contols,locks and buttons I couldn't fathom. As I looked down, touching the collar I saw a flicker of a startling fluid color. I turn to see this silvery being walk in from the darkness who seemed to be part praying mantis. He seemed to sit on some king of floating platform and came over to the table, this mandibles clicking curiously. I watched in utter amazement as his hands moved in ways ours couldn't and how gracefully he worked with these odd long black snake like robotic creatures. He used one that shot condensed lightning or some kind of plasma onto another of these snakes, this one having a sharp end with a glass like material at the tip. My mouth hung open as I watched utterly bewildered as I realized that there where snakes EVRYWHERE, the walls seemed to breathe with them. I felt no fear, just awe and wonder as to what I was seeing. Most ended in a black rounded point like a worm. The mantid watched my with a cutting intrest, pink worm like tongues or hair like sensors slithering in and out of his mouth/nose area as his head twitched side to side. His pseudo pupil was often lost as the rods in his eyes where so huge, they reflected all the lights and colors of the surrounding area, sparkling like galaxies. Looking at the table I realize there's pencil and paper, as well as some drink I was seemingly drinking. The white pointed to the paper, a sense of me needing to draw something for them for some reason coming to mind. The air smelled like a pool, clean, a little bit of burning as the mantid worked. In the back of this rounded room there was this glowing orange ball that looked like if you took fire and made it into a hot marble, sitting in some circular tech, seemingly some sort of controller device with a small screen. It reminded me of how an old arcade machine works mixed with skiball. The mantids gown had a hood, with a long billowing body to where I couldn't see his legs or feet, he almost seemed to float when he walked. He was very tall like the white, a out 8 ft or more. The colors where shifting like oil on water, the gown itself being more blue. The white wore a purple gown with a pointed collar. I was in my bed awake soon after sitting up.

Sidenote: the collar, I've always had this odd fear of this one American dad episode I saw as a kid where Haylee was a Cia sleeper agent made to wear a shock collar, it reminded me of that, but instead of bone chilling fear it was like "huh, I'm certainly wearing a gaudy collar, weird"

Bonus story: for my recent birthday I went to a watch tower in the desert in my state. As I was enjoying watching sattelites/stars I watched as one....stopped, in the sky, swirled around one star a couple times. It then skipped like rocks on a pond, impossibly far, fast distances. I rubbed my eyes and followed it, watching it do it several times before starting to glow in sky a bright teal. The once small white light split into three equal size teal lights that spun into a triangle, holding shape. This glowing triangle then skipped again like a rock and few times before disappearing. No idea what that could have been

Anyway, that dream I had made me start researching high strange and looking into the community, realizing a lot of what I saw corroborate with my dream and spooked me a lil. Enjoy :)

u/SargentSuffering — 2 months ago

Pacts?

Definitely asking for a friend but is a kiss equivalent to taking food/items and binds you? Just curious if that's the same or idk more extreme or something else

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u/SargentSuffering — 2 months ago

Can a syzygy break up with you?

I've had a partial merge, before I even knew what gnosticsim is, and from there I've learned all about it and I'm stuck ruminating that my angel left me and doesn't love me anymore. I hate how depressed I've been the more I learn how much I could possibly lose.... And please don't any one recommend therapy as I don't beleive in it and am afraid of being harmed by them...besides what therapist could even help? He, the angel, said he'd return and I 10000% believed him, but my brain now about 3 years later keeps ruminating and doubting. Idk if I'm making sense

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u/SargentSuffering — 2 months ago

Language rules

Ok, I'm not saying I'm right, I just have a theory/train of thought

What if the whole "don't ever say sorry or thank you to the fair neighbors" is actually because humans lie/are unaware about their motives?

I've also noticed it just maturing and growing through trauma, example

People often say "sorry" as a way of basically saying "let me get away with this" or "forgive me so I can stop feeling bad about it" rather than understanding why it was nessisary to apologize and how xyz caused xyz

Or like how "thank you" straight up comes off as "f*ck you" or "good,you did what was expected" and it's really rude

Ot like how a lot of humans deem "decency" as a

"See me as an authority over you, or I won't even treat you as a conscious being"

Rather than an earnest "I'm here, so are you, let's be civil"

Idk, just thinking about how insulting but hilarious it would be to try to blatantly lie to a fair neighbor when they can practically read minds from being so old and wise

"I know you're not sorry! You don't even know what you did! You just care about how you feel, and are trying to make me feel bad for you doing something to me/my things/people!"

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u/SargentSuffering — 2 months ago

Moth kisses

The video won't post for some reason

But this lil fella was just darling, refusing to let me let him down as he licked my hand all over.

Water in a cap? Nah Water on my hand? HELL YEAH!

I adore ♡

u/SargentSuffering — 2 months ago

Fairy house glue

Ok, I'm finally thinking of getting of my butt and making a small fairy house for my inside (I have no home,an apartment,otherwise I'd use a yard) and I'm aware they prefer natural materials

What would you say is a good glue to bind things? Nothing sweet that could melt or attract bugs

That or I might just idk, make a "log" cabin with sticks and weave them together with some kinda natural fiber

I'm also tempted to make a better door, as I have a fairy door on my bedframe, but its store bought. Does that even matter? (That it's not handmade) Probably

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u/SargentSuffering — 3 months ago

Nightmare beauty

This spiky horror baby is nothing more than a ladybug/ladybeetle larve, and unless you're an aphid they are just awesome lil monsters

u/SargentSuffering — 3 months ago
▲ 2 r/occult

Is this queen Rangda?

Whom is this on this pendant? Is she a rakshashi? Whom? I'm asking because this type of being, ink black with red accents, orange eyes, gold, and lovely tusks have been in my dreams for multiple years and it's sorta driving me nuts like WHO IS SHE-

This is a random pendant I found on etsy and it's basically just got jumbled of Balinese and hindu words so I'm lost XD

u/SargentSuffering — 3 months ago