Feel like im behind and missing out
hey guys. I'm a freshman, and I feel like im missing out on a ton of shit, it's just I dont have the ability to do it. I'm talking about competitive maths/programming, like kids my age be winning insane competitions, or others are doing research by a prestigous program, others are varsity sports etc. Like I personally dont have the resoucres [money, connections, the opportunity itself]. I compare myself a ton to them because like why am I not doing anything good yet impressive in my teenage years? I'm trying to learn and develop skills but it's not enough.
I'd like some advice, and not letting me down, like most people do when I vent, please.