u/Seamoss_kenni27

It’s weird that every single time I talk people laugh or it get awkward. When I get mad it’s funnny. When I answer a question, say my opinion, talk, sit down or do anything it’s funny or I’m weird or everyone side eyes me and laugh. It’s not fair or is it nice. I’m just being me and I want to break down and cry. I feel bad for people who go through this like I do… why do people feel so entitled…? Why? Just why

   In the Art room it's quite different and unique. It has a cool and comfortable setting to it, making me feel allowed in. I step in, to no one in the huge room. Glancing around it looks like the room had never been touched; it seemed new or refreshing. The Space Academy probably just added the room- "A- a girl…" I said awkwardly.

The open window caught my eye, for me to see someone walking alongside the Academy. The season was fall and sadly there were a lot of rainy days. Yet this time it's windy. The clouds over surfaced the earth blocking the sun from shining again for the last time. The wind picks up its pace blowing cool angry wind making me concern for the unknown person.

She has deep dark skin and wears a white top paired with a light brown jacket and a long brown skirt. She also has thin black glasses, and her hair is styled in a long black braid.

She's so gorgeous but makes me curious in a way, she has an umbrella. "You should come in... side” I whispered. I liked her from a glance so I waited for her to come inside the Academy. Starting down the hallway I saw her face clear.

It came to my realization that I know her and that this is a dream.

I remember.

”I know, I know. Your real and that you’re in my dream” I shifted into a chair. As she appeared into the room.

Josephine has the ability to manipulate dreams and memories of people perfectly but the downsides is that she start losing control over her own mind without realizing it—accidentally rewriting her own memories or blending other people’s experiences with hers. Over time, she struggled to tell what actually happened to her. I am the one who can help her and she’s the one who plans to save me.

“Calix. Please remind me of my name” she asked. “Josephine“ I say. Her face is sadden And scared. “We’re on our way to save you… we’re trying…” she kneels down to my hands and comforts them.

”No. I don’t need your help,” I said quietly, my voice steady but strained. “I understand it’s your duty to protect me… but I have to do this on my own if I ever want to reach the others again.” As the dream began to fade she helped me stand up. Before opening my eyes awake I felt a gentle touch on my hand.

15F

I liked this boy since 7th grade but we been in the same class since 4th. We never had conversations with each other never talked… I know “how could you like him if you never talked?” I know it’s stupid love. I remember one day at school recess 5th grade I was having girl beef with my friend and while I was mad my classmate came up to me and said, “Blake (fake name) likes you!” right behind him Blake comes up and say “No I don’t!” smiling and embarrassed.

This next thing I’m going to say is going to make you all understand how I fumbled. When he told me that I forgot it the next day I forgot about it for years up until 7th grade I remembered. To me it was already too late. He showed signs in 5th to 6th but I never considered it. (To let you all know I started liking him in 7th grade and he been liked me before that, what I’m trying to explain here 😮‍💨🥀)

In 7th grade I liked him so I confessed but he rejected me I was so embarrassed and confused 😵‍💫🫪 I thought he liked me because I catch him looking at me! That same day I heard him in class telling his friends😣. I was disappointed and moved on the next day. Then 8th grade comes around and I like him again… 😔

For the whole 8th grade year for some reason fate was trying to get us together. We sat by each other (seating charts) been in a group project together. Everytime we sat somewhere I was in his view and he was in my view. There been times the teacher would assign him to sit in front of me or beside me. I knew this year he liked me 🤔 for sure 👍

There was a time we were in line and he kept looking at me or across the classroom. To troll him I look at him back. He turns his head so quick 😂 But guys listen 👂 I got my friend to hook me up with him this summer. 🥹 Blake agreed to get with me 😫

My friend gave me his number. I texted first and said something silly and funny and.. awkward. Blake told my friend I’m weird and that he don’t want me 🫩 I WAS JUST JOKING 🥹 But I fumbled and learned my lesson don’t get with boys who don’t accept you. I like being silly and funny and he didn’t want me. I don’t care … I guess.

For context I love writing and poetry. I wrote this poem for a school competition. This is about the person who hurt my feelings. (I hurt myself and he hurt me not physically I’m okay just boyfriends 🙃)

This is original.

I rise from the depths of the water

Opening my eyes, I stir

The dark ocean ensnares me whole

Not daring to let go

Bodies and bodies of water push me down

Slowly, letting me drown

 

I plummet as I sink

Such as a rock still and extinct

I have deep warmth for the ocean

Perhaps now thou need to accept

Shall for my part must depart from you

Your grasp is what I shove from                                

 

Bombshell at liberty; I submerged afar!

As a rose, I was exposed!

Clear out of the endless brine

Lost in a faint hit of gale

Glimmer of fall in awe

Brown, yellow, and orange leaves

Hailing down on the surface of the brine

 

I truly ponder what you reflect

Yet, all you tell me is lies

Happily, I reply, blinded

The ocean tells a hidden truth

As a mirror it reflects you

In honor, you are the problem, me.

We all know cousins can be funny and all and mines are like that. Sometimes it depends on which side of the family. My mom’s side of the family I know “Most” is chill. But just now 2022 I met my dad and his side of the family. Then there’s the cousins.

So me I don’t stay up all night I like my sleep so I went to sleep at 8 or 9. While my cousins 2 boys and a girl were all up talking screaming and laughing. Mind you they are younger than me by 2 or 1 year. I remember when I was sleeping (I’m a light sleeper I can sense if someone is in the rom) I hear giggles and laughs and I was in the guest room it didn’t have a door. Then I felt a huge splash of water fall on me. I dont know why but I went back to sleep I was half a sleep and kinda awake.

That night I was cold and wet. When I woke up I thought I wasted on myself and was embarrassed and confused and I tried to remember what happened that night. The floor was wet and my clothes too. I was sad, confused and embarrassed. I didn’t know what to say.

So I washed up and got dressed cause it was a cook out reunion thing going on. I then forgot about it cause I didn’t remember much.

Then one of my cousins explained what she did and apologized saying that they wanted to do a prank on me so they got a bowl of water and poured it on me. I was like ohh that’s what happened. I just … forgave her but I did feel weird about it still. They left me like that.

My grandma did not play about me or that prank they did on me either. When she heard what they did she was so mad. she thought that they were being mean and that it wasn’t funny. She was mad for me.

Looking back I feel that what they did was mean and wrong. Kind of like bullying? I don’t know. I was cold and wet that night and I did not feel comfortable. Now when I go to my dads side I be scared that they’ll prank me again if I ever go asleep. 😕

We all know cousins can be funny and all and mines are like that. Sometimes it depends on which side of the family. My mom’s side of the family I know “Most” is chill. But just now 2022 I met my dad and his side of the family. Then there’s the cousins.

So me I don’t stay up all night I like my sleep so I went to sleep at 8 or 9. While my cousins 2 boys and a girl were all up talking screaming and laughing. Mind you they are younger than me by 2 or 1 year. I remember when I was sleeping (I’m a light sleeper I can sense if someone is in the rom) I hear giggles and laughs and I was in the guest room it didn’t have a door. Then I felt a huge splash of water fall on me. I dont know why but I went back to sleep I was half a sleep and kinda awake.

That night I was cold and wet. When I woke up I thought I wasted on myself and was embarrassed and confused and I tried to remember what happened that night. The floor was wet and my clothes too. I was sad, confused and embarrassed. I didn’t know what to say.

So I washed up and got dressed cause it was a cook out reunion thing going on. I then forgot about it cause I didn’t remember much.

Then one of my cousins explained what she did and apologized saying that they wanted to do a prank on me so they got a bowl of water and poured it on me. I was like ohh that’s what happened. I just … forgave her but I did feel weird about it still. They left me like that.

My grandma did not play about me or that prank they did on me either. When she heard what they did she was so mad. she thought that they were being mean and that it wasn’t funny. She was mad for me.

Looking back I feel that what they did was mean and wrong. Kind of like bullying? I don’t know. I was cold and wet that night and I did not feel comfortable. Now when I go to my dads side I be scared that they’ll prank me again if I ever go asleep. 😕

15F

So me and my classmates had to do a vote on our computers to put people to certain titles for the year book. For example, “Who is most likely to be queen or king of the school?“

I already finished mines and did my assignments in the mean time while my friend tried to finish hers. But she didn’t know how to spell our peers names so I helped her. For the upcoming question it asked the same example I said before.

I asked, “Who you vote for queen and king?” She thought about it then said, “ You and Felix“ (fake name) She knew that I liked him and said that to embarrass me 😖 and the fact he was sitting right behind me. 🥹

When I turned around to look at him he was so surprised and shocked. He didn’t say anything he just looked at me 😂. Then I repeated, “Me as queen and Felix as King..?” She said so confidently, “Yes!” 😮‍💨

15F

So me and my classmates had to do a vote on our computers to put people to certain titles for the year book. For example, “Who is most likely to be queen or king of the school?“

I already finished mines and did my assignments in the mean time while my friend tried to finish hers. But she didn’t know how to spell our peers names so I helped her. For the upcoming question it asked the same example I said before.

I asked, “Who you vote for queen and king?” She thought about it then said, “ You and Felix“ (fake name) She knew that I liked him and said that to embarrass me 😖 and the fact he was sitting right behind me. 🥹

When I turned around to look at him he was so surprised and shocked. He didn’t say anything he just looked at me 😂. Then I repeated, “Me as queen and Felix as King..?” She said so confidently, “Yes!” 😮‍💨