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Anxious frustrated depressed fucked up with mental meds all over lonely alone . ATP what am I supposed to be .

The effect is like reduced ? I am having anxiety crippling back when talking to people and doing stuff , why ? Did this happen with anyone here

Like even if you find a partner even if you’re surrounded by thousands of family members. No one really knows Whats going on . It makes me feel isolated and just like crying cause why everyone’s mind is acting normal and mine is doing all of this . I mean I am better . But no one experienced what I am experiencing so it’s lonely and it will always be .

Guys I can’t chat online or in real life . Idk how to explain it but it’s a state of not knowing from where to start or what to do or what I want or why am I speaking to this person for . I am on other med quitapine i took it for 2 years tho it caused some slow in cognitive abilities but not that bad it fit perfect with my anxiety . It’s been 2months and half that I am on 1mg of risperidone and idk if it is a me thing or what is it ? I was prescribed this med for looped music in my mind and yes my mind is calm but I can’t talk or know a bit of who I am . Idk if it is quitapine or risperidone too cause I didn’t notice an immediate shift after taking risperidone it’s only now that i am like genuinely wtf is wrong with me why am I so much confused or out of this planet . Guys what do y’all think this is ? Any people who experienced same state of not knowing anything in a sense being on this med

I have been on it for 2years now 300mg and I can confidently say that I lack vocabulary and just think of nothing most of the Time. The tricky part is I had mind blanking due to high anxiety so I was put on this med and now I don’t have high anxiety but I have this void emptiness all of the time . I feel 60yo when am only 21 . Does it affect your cognitive abilities too ?

When I was first on immediate I was so calm i liked the personality that it gave me back that I lost from anxiety and psychosis, then I was switched to XR due to shortage in stock ,and ofc that effected me in a way that I turned to be more anxious and just this all over the place person (talked to my psy and he just said it’s the same which is what is making me more insane , you could just say it’s out of stock but he chose to say it’s the freaking same ) and now I am back to immediate release but I never got back that calming effect tho my dose is high . My question: is it possible that that switch made me lose the effect and I will never have it again?

He even said it himself that I gained weight then I was like yeah is theres à med that stops/ decreases appetite that you can give me , he was like no in a way of like are you crazy type of reaction and when I told him about à suggested med he was like hell no . Then I was like ok now what . He said cut sugar you should cut sugar . And the next appointment same thing (cut sugar ) instead of putting the effort to even say or do anything. Mind you when I told him the meds open your appetite he didn’t even wanna tackle that . Now I have an open appetite 24/7 and I can’t seem to stop eating and all I was advised is to cut sugar . Idk if the world is fucked up or maybe I think too much

It’s a game changer

If I go to my psy and tell him about all the weight that I am gaining and I just can’t stop the cravings would he put me on specific meds that help ? I take 300mg and from 2024 to 2026 i have gained 20kg . Idk what to do

Yeah . Cause I have questions

Genuinely i am so tired I took benzos i did therapy … I just have this constant loop of anxiety that feeds itself by it own symptom… my spine is hot i sweat I never get cold i never feel not tired I just don’t understand what to do

I was doing my research and found out that this med might help sweating but theres less studies compared to oxybutini and glycopyrrolate . The thing about this med is that it claims that it has less side effects than oxybutynin on the brain and the cognitive side . My question who’s taking this med and who had an experience with it ?

I don’t know what I am and why and to who . I just blank most of the time i slow process I don’t continue a sentence without stuttering…. I don’t feel anything towards anyone . When am talking I just try to not sound the way I am but i can’t help it
Long story short the antipsychotic med that am on has effected my cognitive abilities yes it stopped my anxiety or helped it yes it calmed my mind yes it helped my mood and yes I am alive because of it but . I didn’t know it would take a chunk of my brain abilities with that and genuinely why ? Is it the slowing effect or what

I am taking it for anxiety dissociation with psychotic features and mood basically everything . Recently i see that I have no much to say no much to get myself in ,and my conversation r cut in saying one word or two . My problem is more than just anxiety too , would a lower dose than this give me my sharp mind again or it’s irreversible
Also my level of anxiety makes me blank so it’s like choosing a spot between both of these if I am too much on this drug I’d blank if I am not drugged my stress would make it even worst ( at least I feel ok when I blank on this drug cause my mood is controlled)… i wish mental health was scalable instead of a doctor guessing dosages based of couple of patients that they had . It’s so not accurate.

Literally … the cortisol sweating the heart beat the hot flushing the chest weight the mind blanking. You will never find peace until you fix the root cause of it

Go back in time and a soul would tell me to never go outside or I’d get sick and stay home that day . Going outside that day cost me my life … on medication fighting with everyone around me pushing work pushing any opportunities. Hating my body the most I can’t live if I stay in my body wishing to die . And the more I get older the worst Ih gets . If I had one wish it would be to go back in time sleep that day and continue life … you guys sometimes I think maybe maybe a version of me is living that life and am the bad version… man I got fucked up in a young age and had to deal with it adulting … what is your dream

Tbh I can’t brag about it , I know it sound crazy but I used to be so anxious that this zombifying effect is heaven for me . But I don’t like how I keep forgetting how to express or even talk sometimes I stutter à lot sometimes I can’t continue a sentence other times I should pretend to laugh when I feel nothing I can’t keep up with my studies cause I couldn’t care less . But most importantly is forgetting i see it as a helpful thing now cause most of what am going is better to forget ,but at the present when i stutter when I try to socialise it’s almost impossible to do cause I am so empty like literally empty and when people talk about their future it always surprises me how ambitious they are and when I tell them I didn’t study cause I don’t care sometimes I say I just didn’t cause I forget even the reason why I did stop , they look to me like I am some crazy (half true ) however yeah no personality no ambition no memory no friends and socialising and let’s go . (I am on seroquel 300mg )

Chat I gained over 22kg just taking this med is there’s a complete good solution to stop the weight gain by reducing appetite or meds or anything that any of you has tried

So everyone struggling with this monster of a problem and the cure is out there . But because they don’t belong to a certain place they can’t get it . What type of bs is this why are pharmacies sleeping on this med ?

Imagine somone that dont know how to talk that is facing life and work and socialising is a must anywhere, even with family i have troubles to continue saying something without stuttering Hhe hell out of me and get anxious and stutter more . Genuinely fuck this problems that help with nothing but make it worst