Maybe it's just me, but I do sometimes feel like if you're exposed to enough of a person you sort of start to like them... of course if they have what you appreciate or like adore I think? It is a little hard to explain, I wish it was harder to like someone sometimes.
Kal hi toh breakup hua hai, sala aaj uska sapna aa Gaya💔🥀 bc kya xhutiya dimaag hai kasam se.
I saw myself talking w her, like we used to. It was so simple yet precious. Tab thodi pata tha avoidant niklegi.
physics mai except rotational motion mechanics kr rkha hai, maths mai basic, sequence & series, trigo and p&c kar rakhi hai, aur chem practically gone case hai (physical mai 2 ch. ho rakhe hein), how do I fix this? kis cheez ke liye long lecs follow karu aur kya oneshot se karu? Istg I wanna get into some decent college, JEE's fucked my life enough I can't fall into this loophole again
physics mai except rotational motion mechanics kr rkhi hai, maths mai basic, sequence & series, trigo and p&c kar rakhi hai, aur chem practically gone case hai (physical mai 2 ch. ho rakhe hein), how do I fix this? kis cheez ke liye long lecs follow karu aur kya oneshot se karu? Istg I wanna get into some decent college, JEE's fucked my life enough I can't fall into this loophole again
So very recently, after a lot of tussle that didn't really involve a fight... I diagnosed that my girlfriend is a recluse- someone who, when things get hard, retracts back to herself and distances everyone. In 2 days, we'll talk. This quality of hers is ruining our relationship. She hears me but I don't hear her. She's a lot of trauma that includes toxic exes and a lost mom.
I'm trying my best to prevent a breakup, and she sees me for who I am and yet can't bring herself to change. In 2 days, we'll either have the talk that saves it or ruins it. As many of my fellow countrymen are recluse here, from your own perspective, how do you deal as a recluse with having your partner? I personally can't handle her, suffering, alone. I wanna be with her. Yet...
What would you do in my shoes?
Somestances, I wake and find
Myself in a castle larger than sky.
I roam through it, witless, frayed,
And sometimes find vials of black.
Swirling, they drag me down
And imprison my heart as I sip,
And I drown, slowly, smiling
Until I wake,
back in the castle.
Somestances, the castle itself ravens,
I run from it to vials in silence.
Velvet, they do not seduce,
And I drink them to crawl in refuge.
Sometimes I see, in this castle of mine,
Through an opening it forgets,
A shade of the sky.
For that dwindles me more,
With the years that grow,
Whether there's an escape
Or Just a refuge that lives forever?
I cried to sleep yesterday, and I think I wanna cry some more. Nothing bad's ever happened to me, and so much's been spent on me. I don't deserve a single penny out of it. I deserve nothing. God f***ing dammnit.
What hurts more is that if someone else had made this post, I'd have tried to console them. I suppose I've grown too boring to console myself. I lie to everyone for my studies. No, I don't deserve the cheers. I don't deserve the IEMs in my ears. Not this device. Not anything.
I'm thinking of harming, but I know I'm a coward and that I won't do it in the end. Though it does look lucrative.
As you can see, I've tried my best on all three of these doors, but I can't seem to stomp or get through to any of them, what do I do here?
I've been pretty down for a couple of days, so instead of letting it get to me today like all days, I had the wild idea of climbing up to my roof in the middle of the night. It doesn't even have stairs so I went up and used a ladder. And my god, the view was quite good! I could see so many buildings in a big radius. And I know this doesn't sound like a big deal to many but its been months since I myself came out of my house. I guess this was one way, and it felt so relieving! I might do this more, but , FUCK YEAH LET'S FUCKING GO
(I could barely see the night sky so I just sort of pasted it here, if anyone else can see it xd)
I literally can't figure out how to get past that block puzzle just ahead, how do I do it?
Started COM W sir, kaheen sunta hu reso modules karo, kaheen sunta hu competishun ki sheet lagao, where can I find these? Recent years ke available bhi hain?
That's all, folks. Thanks.
Tell me, little flower,
If you can;
if I were to attach two red petals
to seven of your white,
would you be prettier?
Your florets blue, one day
and then you saw a mirror,
did you change,
little flower?
Tell me, sunflower,
if you face the sun
and bear its heat
to look prettier to bees,
Were you ever pretty?
So I got to know this through her GPT history (which I usually do not pry into but I accidentally opened it and then read through it), but my sister has been talking to one of the Chairs from an MUN she attended about 3 months ago. This guy has supposedly explicitly expressed his desire to kiss and date her through indirect means, and she is aware of the age gap. They were initially friends but he slowly started flirting with her to the point that he asked her address recently and wanted to take her out. I couldn't read it entirely because she deleted it I suppose but I saw that she said that she "still likes him and he is sweet". What should I do?
This movie was... real. I think that is the first thing that comes to mind. It is so unfathomably real. Writing messages just to delete them afterwards. Checking the mailboxes for letters that flew away or never written. Stifling words in throats because they never even looked at you, and crying yourself to sleep afterwards. I am reminded of waves from the ocean, always trying to, but never quite arriving at the shore, kissing its lip just to vanish away. But that probably isn't a good comparison, because here the waves eventually stop roaring.
The cinematography was very good. The animation was good. The pacing is very ordinary- it will be an entirely different experience for someone who wants to be fed the story (nothing wrong with that, but this one demands a lot of attention). The spectacle here is the story: It is told in three parts across the MC, Takaki's life. The ways in which ordinary things that no one would bat an eye to slowly grew them away is just such good writing. Especially when Akari gained the courage to reach out in the end with the mail; it had already been too late. Akari cutting the call before letting Tataki pick it up (Oh my god that is so damn real), it's like she's afraid of what he would say, if he would embrace her back or reject her. And Tataki's smile at the end? Who knows, who knows what it meant.
Lastly, the great deception of the ending song named 'One more time, one more chance.' Goddamnit, I thought it meant they would eventually get together.
But Life has plans.
So far loving Blind Forest btw, just so so beautiful and picturesque and the movement and parkour mechanics and even story sounds nice. But I was wondering if I was somehow rushing through the game, I unlocked dash at the 2 hour mark, am I unconsciously speed running it?
And the man, he could not
He had no eyes to see himself
As he painted,
In the cold, snowing night,
The lady's right arm,
So was his, painted red.
Shivering, he continued,
With the canvas slowly drying
And the man, not knowing
Dried the paint over himself.
With eyes and heart and elbows,
He captured her in beauty
And himself entirely in colours,
that he sat down, and realised
would spend the year rubbing away.
Jee prep had been fucking me nonstop so I decided to reward myself last night by watching this movie. And oh boy... safe to say I got a damn reward. Such a beautiful movie, both in story and animation. My first 10 minutes became 20 when I was reversing and appreciating each wallpaper-worthy frame. The foreshadowing was eloquent, the characters felt so real. Goddamn, I was so overcome with emotions at that scene I almost cried (and tears don't come to me often so that's a thing).
All in all an easy 10/10 watch, would recommend to anyone, and while it is a short movie to watch I'd recommend you take your sweet time with it, at least the hour that it deserves ;)
Oh, and add it to the most fine fact... it was raining while I watched it all ;D
