u/Star-Gazer85

Conway Mystics, Free Thinkers & Open Minded curious Folk join us for a Casual Full Day Park Meetup

Saturday August 29 - 12 A.M - 12:30p.m

Greets everyone!

Do you practice tarot, interested in magic, mediumship, meditation? Do you like to study the paranormal, the afterlife, aliens or are interested in experiencing different beliefs systems and points of view? Do you desire joining a eclectic fellowship of varying humans without judgment and learning new things?

Come and meet your neighbors!

Come join us for a casual, free gathering at a local public park. We do not need a permit because we are just a small group hanging out in a public space.

Please bring food if able, as well as chairs or blankets to sit on. If able please bring trash bags so we can take care of our city's park and mother Gaia. Unfortunately no fires, unless contained in a grill, will be allowed due to the on going drought. Please plan accordingly if a ritual or demonstration were to utilise this.

What We Will Do

Practice readings & Alternative Practices : Bring your tarot, oracle decks, runes , crystal balls ect, to share. If you are fluent in Reiki, Hypnosis or meditation please feel free to performed demonstrations. Bring games too!

Musicians welcome but please be respectful and adhere to the theme of the event.

Talk craft: Discuss magic, mediumship, esoteric principles, meditation techniques, herb knowledge, folk lore and of course your history, knowledge and stories of your paranormal experiences if comfortable.

Make friends: Connect with other local practitioners in a safe, open space. We live in divisive and isolated times. Especially for those of us with non conformist ideals and beliefs. If humanity is to embrace unity, creating community, friendship and embodying love over hate is the path we have to take.

When and Where

Date: Saturday August, 29th

Time: 12A.M - 12:30P.M ( Early Birds Welcome)

5th Avenue Park

What to Bring

A blanket, towel, lawn chair to sit on, light clothes due to heat and trash bags.

Your favorite decks, journals, tools, mock ritual items, literature for demonstrations and small tables if desired.

Water and a snacks for yourself and if able others. If you happen to be experienced in alternative and earth friendly cooking please feel free to bring, share and discuss your recipe so it can be passed down to future practitioners.

All respectful practitioners and open minds are welcome. This is a drug-free and peaceful gathering. Come join , your community , fellowship and friendship are things people need to survive, stay healthy and foster unity which had all been proven by research and science. Conway is unique in Arkansas for having a vocal and somewhat visible alternative community. If you do not find yourself connecting with those in groups dedicated to materialism, dogma, power, wealth, greed, ego or those with unshakable harmful beliefs , please come and join us.

Please DM me with questions, concerns or ideas!

"Individually, we are a single spark; together, we are an unquenchable fire."

So my lucid adult encounters began after I was tricked into taking a huge amount of K without knowing the consequences and falling into a K-hole.

My life has never been the same since and that was almost 7 years ago. Ive only touched the stuff once and will never again.

It almost felt like it caused a homing beacon to be activated or it caused me to permanently slip beyond the veil.

Since then Ive had lucid sober experiences almost daily, have clairvoyant abilities, can feel energy, etc.

I hear stories about DMT and other substances but not Ketamine. Im curious as to if im the only one.

So my lucid adult encounters began after I was tricked into taking a huge amount of K without knowing the consequences and falling into a K-hole.

My life has never been the same since and that was almost 7 years ago. Ive only touched the stuff once and will never again.

It almost felt like it caused a homing beacon to be activated or it caused me to permanently slip beyond the veil.

Since then Ive had lucid sober experiences almost daily, have clairvoyant abilities, can feel energy, etc.

I hear stories about DMT and other substances but not Ketamine. Im curious as to if im the only one.

Greetings. I will be offering free reads on the condition that they will be focused on your spiritual journey. Ive made the mistake of offering readings for as many that would comment and have realized doing that many takes up too much of my time so only 5 people will be able to take up this offer. I apologize in advance.

Please message with your initials & 1 question if you have one to ask.

I use Tarot and different oracle decks along with a description and picture of the spread.

Love and light to you all.

So while scrolling through job sites for remote tarot jobs I finally came across one through Buckwood Communications and put in an application. I now have an interview set up. What should I expect in the interview and what does anyone know about the company? I want to believe this is the abundance I've been trying to manifest but I've discovered a lot of the so called tarot websites are crap. For me at least. Love and light to you all, thank you.

Hello everyone,

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I'm offering optional donation based tarot with Oracle cards readings. I find combining the two allows for an in-depth and wide ranging analysis of your question. This is my first time asking for optional donations after offering free reads and getting overall good reviews, so please be kind. My readings include a long and in-depth read of tarot and the Oracle cards drawn from different decks and a picture of the spread. Both are for you to come back too and gain further insight using your own intuition.

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Please DM me your question, initials and I'll respond with further information and your read.

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Thank you,

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Love and light,

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StargazerOracle

Oh boy. The amount of things I've done that fill me with guilt and shame while zooted are long, embarrassing, sometimes dangerous and just weird. The substance has always hit me differently than most. Yes it gets me horny as fuck but it also sends me into a psychosis if theirs enough and I've been up for a few days. That's when da-loo-loo brain takes over and I do shit I would NEVER do sober. Cruising, ( sometimes very obviously to ordinary people), watching so much porn that goes down the niche avenues of fetishes and fantasy that would make your mother more than blush, thinking reality is a porn after watching so much and objectifying all men as sexual ornaments, living in filth and looking like a scary person to the average Joe, hooking up with so many people, most of whom Id never connect with if not high, ( and some that are really not good people to be interacting with), etc... etc... That doesn't even include my true major psychosis induced events that caused me to end up in a psych ward more than once and making me the target of ridicule from neighbors and strangers.

All of that said I'm blessed to have a family that is beyond forgiving. I know a familial connection does not exist with some here. I can say I truly would be dead without them.

The key message here, if I can get up and walk outside daily and face the demons Ive called in while riding high, you most definitely can friend. Guilt and shame are useless and baseless emotions. They will most definitely be there on a come down, they are for me at least ( thank God for beta blockers), but this too shall pass.

Others may think of you and talk but who gives a shit? I've learned I can't. Nor should you. You are a new person each time you wake up. A new opportunity. So many have learned to hold on to the negative, the anger, the hatred, the guilt and shame. In many ways were programmed too. It took a few ego deaths for me to really understand in the grand scheme of things my "little" incidents are a comic insignificance. Let me tell you, again, you can do this. Those feelings of regret and shame need to be alchemized because they will lead you straight back to substances that usually ( for me at least ) leads to more substances.

What's ( mostly ) worked for me.

Meditation daily, 15-30+ minutes. It resets your negative thought patterns and brings down your stress levels across the board.

Finding a hobby or niche area of study that you can excel at. In deep addiction I lost my purpose and it really left me rudderless. Having something to delve into and master really helped me. Mine is metaphysics ( yeah even without the shit im considering weird, yay), and tarot among other things.

Community & Spirituality. Most find this in NA, AA, sex addicts anonymous, etc. But yours could literally be anything, just a gathering of like minded people that don't wanna get zooted and fuck.

Anyone familiar with NA or AA knows the basis is to give yourself up to a higher power of your choosing because you are not in control of your addiction. I have issues with AA but that's just me. The point is, it's fairly well established that to help maintain sobriety spirituality is a prescribed drug. This could be anything you want it to be. Don't hold your imagination back. If this one is a struggle make a memory board. Seeing your goals and aspirations and values physically is greatly beneficial.

Therapy. Look for someone who's delt6 with or is well versed in addiction ( obvi), LGBTQ friendly and who is specialized in trauma and/or certain techniques that helps relieve trauma. I can guarantee you if your in addiction to this stuff long enough you will end up with some trauma. Even if they aren't specialized just having someone to open up and talk to is very beneficial.

Medication. I have had to live with talking meds all my life. I've always had major anxiety and depression even as a child so this is no big deal for me. If you don't wanna be put on a pill for the rest of your life, I get it. But if it even offers some relief if your suffering use that tool.

Don't drink. I occasionally use weed but every damn time I drink I relapse. Instantly download of the apps and it's off the races. Just do so in moderation if you have too. Try your best to stay away from hard liquor.

Work. I was a couch hopper for awhile. If your jobless please find some type of job. You need a routine. Routine is the key word here.

Phones and laptops. I have parental controls installed that my sober friend has access too. Prevents me from downloading Grindr. But sniffies is unfortunately easily accessible, so if something occurs that mildly has me concerned about relapsing I give my electronics to him. If you don't have a friend of family member to do this with maybe get yourself a safe to put your phone in.

Idk if any of this will resonate but today I just felt like spilling my guts on here. I still have issues with alcohol and the occasional relapse ( if you can don't drink ), so I'm by no means perfect. That's the other thing. You probably will relapse, and that's okay. Shit happens. Chemical and behavioral imbalances take a long time to heal. Just give yourself some grace. Moral of the story , friends if this washed up wanna be ex junky can face the day without collapsing into himself, you can too. It just takes a little bit of work. And when you think of all the "work" you did while high trying a few different things will be a piece of cake. Also I love this community. It's pulled me back a few times and has helped with the guilt and shame. It's soul affirming to ( unfortunately) see others going through the same, and hopeful for those here to see others doing so well. Let go of fear and shame. Please?

Good morrow. My last post was a great success and I've enjoyed taking time out of my day to connect with spirit and source to bring clarity to those who seek it. I will be offering free readings ( I'm probably going to start charging in the future) to those who desire it. Preferably no relationship readings. I tend to want to focus on your current situation and energies and divine a guide for you. My responses are long and involve a lot of different decks so bear with me if it takes a few days for me to respond. I will take donations if offered. Please DM me your Initials, I likely will not respond to comments unless you let me know you've DM'd me. Blessings of love and light to you all. ✨ ❤️

I deal with ADHD, PTSD and high levels of anxiety. I take controlled substances for those conditions and through my own health journey have discovered that over the recent few years fewer and fewer doctors are willing to prescribe such medication. Does anyone have any suggestions or advice on any doctors or facilities within the Conway city limits that might fill those prescriptions if I am forced to find a new doctor as it looks like I will be. I hope this post is acceptable I generally need some advice on the matter as I'm not sure what I would be able or how I would be able to function without my medication. For those willing to assist me in the comments I appreciate your compassion and willingness to help someone who potentially may be in a scary and vulnerable position keep getting the medical care that they need.

So I started out posting tarot readings and I'd get a few hundred views here or their. But I started posting stories about the missing and dead scientists and more and more about NHI, alien technology etc. Well on the night of the blood moon one video that simply was UFOs caught on camera by a morning news crew blew up. And it did so at 3a.m All the comments were people asking why they were all still up and watching it. Well after that post went viral every interaction I had from then on TikTok literally was a gaslighting attempt or was so abrasive cruel and disturbing it sent me into a full blown panic attack. For days after my phones been weird, music playing seems directly aimed at me and it's not pleasant. I could go on. It's maybe dying down now but I got a taste of psychological warfare and y'all it wasn't great. Side note my family have also randomly been experiencing phone issues too so theirs that .. And things are going missing. I don't post this to scare you but I post this to warn you. If you stick your head out be prepared. My intuition tells me it's only going to get worse the closer we get to those who control society are exposed and will decide either to blow the whole thing up, have a come to Jesus moment or are put in their place by the Federation. Love and light to you all be safe out there please.