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i said add them up 😭😭

deck: a very unofficial adventure time deck by katherine hillier

i’m so in love with this deck, she’s beautiful and the art is so unique

this is NOT an ad just sharing how pretty the deck is, im not affiliated with this artist in anyway

king of coins - i won’t have to worry financially about traveling to see him, outside forces will be helping with my commute to see him
eight of swords (r) - i won’t feel anxiety or guilt about not being with him 24/7, im going to be too busy to focus on the negative and will be getting the most out of our quality time together. he’s going to be safe and cared for by staying put/ i can’t provide that just yet
eight of coins - it’s going to be work getting used to going back and forth so i need to lock in on getting comfortable on planes/trains/ commuting in general
seven of coins - i’ll be making so much personal progress that i need to be patient and steady. focus on the long term goal of becoming financially stable/responsible so i can have him more often and not just weekends and holidays
ace of cups (bottom) my time away from him will be very filled with new opportunities and i shouldn’t lose sight on what’s important. creating a life that he can still be apart of without abandoning my dreams for motherhood

for context: im divorcing my sons father, we’ve agreed that he will stay in the state we live in currently. i’ll be moving to either my home state or a new state completely that’s across the country. im going to be focusing on building a life where i can provide for him without the help of my ex, as well as going back to school.

any help would be great, this reads as really positive but im struggling with the guilt of leaving my baby in order to make something better for us. ive been a stay at home mom to him for the past four years of his life and it would be a major adjustment for the both of us. my son has an amazing support system outside of me, his fathers very attentive and his grandparents are very hands on.

deck: a very unofficial adventure time deck by katherine hillier

started by justifying my abusive childhood?? i brushed it off, like maybe he’s just never experienced something like that. but then the second thing?? yea, bye.

also we were only talking about my childhood cus he kept asking i was in no way trauma dumping on this man.

edit: i meant neurodivergent, to clear up the confusion

got my first bit of djo merch today, shipped only yesterday and was on my front door this morning

okay. maybe i’m gonna get some steak is so juicy comments for this but, i cannot stop attracting men who want to dominate and control me?? first of all im an aries and come from a long line of men-beating women. it’s not even that i don’t like to be dommed and little but it always comes out right in the beginning of talking to someone?? like same day of meeting their like “obey your master” “be a good girl” blah, like??? uhhhh i’d rather bite every finger off than be like ok daddy tehe. FUCK.NO. i will ruin your life. what is it about needing to control me??

genuinely i don’t even reject this energy, WHEN IVE KNOWN THEM LONG ENOUGH THAT I TRUST THEM. i get the ick so fast once it comes out on day one. i don’t want that energy anywhere near me, it’s performative and frankly majorly lazy. if you can’t flirt just say that, “obey your master” fuck outta here, blocked.

rant over :) chicken caesar salad

did this cause its been circulating, i think i hate being such an aries.

link for anyone who wants it: https://pantonecolors.net/pantone-birth-chart/

asked how my son sees me as his mom and got the sweetest spread, balance, fate, harmony and then the literal mommy card at the bottom of the deck. i love when tarot is so literal and it’s nice validation considering little dude threw a tantrum not even 10 minutes ago.

deck: totally unofficial AT deck- katherine hillier

Feeling called to talk to some people and do some readings for someone besides myself and my one friend, lol. keep in mind i’m not experienced with reading for others besides like a few family members and friends, but it’s free so what the hell.
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using an AT deck so if you feel called to that

just shuffled randomly and out these bad boys popped, i love tarot. results has me giggling and kicking my feet

i plan to sleep with these under my pillow along with my rose quartz to soften the energy

page of swords: it’ll take more planning and patience than what i currently posses
ten of cups (r): it may just bring family conflict or separation from myself?
page of cups (r): i’m still a beginner so this card feels like it’s saying i have an immature mindset and i need to focus on learning proper technique
5 of swords: this one’s the stinker, is it saying im gonna hit a wall and give up before i truly try?
knight of wands: taking action and actually producing a song from top to bottom (i only have lyrics and like musings at the moment) will lead to passion and adventure
queen of wands: the journey should lead to me being more bold and courageous,
(hanged man bottom) let go of ?? this is where i’m stuck, clearly i have to sacrifice soemthing but what, i don’t know. confused in general, the answer feels clear and maybe im too harsh on myself to see what it is.

the adventure time deck by katherine hillier

deck is: adventure time by katherine hillier

page of swords: it’ll take more planning and patience than what i currently posses
ten of cups (r): it may just bring family conflict or separation from myself?
page of cups (r): i’m still a beginner so this card feels like it’s saying i have an immature mindset and i need to focus on learning proper technique
5 of swords: this one’s the stinker, is it saying im gonna hit a wall and give up before i truly try?
knight of wands: taking action and actually producing a song from top to bottom (i only have lyrics and like musings at the moment) will lead to passion and adventure
queen of wands: the journey should lead to me being more bold and courageous,
(hanged man bottom) let go of ?? this is where i’m stuck, clearly i have to sacrifice soemthing but what, i don’t know. confused in general, the answer feels clear and maybe im too harsh on myself to see what it is.

hammy is me asking the universe for a crumb of wisdom