u/SushmuMushmu

I have been manifesting SP since 5 months, and no i don't believe in deadlines. I know he's mine I know he's gonna come any day now. But it gets so frustrating some point.

I do get break downs, I do cry for some nights. But for 90% of the times, I am ok and don't even think about it, as i know communication with him.is bound to happen, marriage is bound to happen but it gets so exhausting when you see next to nothing.

I am blocked and I was the one who had asked him to block me.

I am persisting I really am. I can feel it in me that he is my husband. But when you know how they have behaved for years it's difficult to now truly accept that he will come back begging me to accept him back. That's all i want, an apology. A freaking apology.

I am not just saying it. I know very well he is thinking about me, he loves me, he wants me desperately. It was his fucking family that parted us and he accepted his family's decision. That's what enrages me. I want him on his knees begging me. And I will take him back, bcos it wasn't his fault but his family. And I can't wait now man. It takes a toll on you.

Pls dont come at me with.. detach. Trust me i have. It mught not seem like it, but i have. Also the way LOA works, you dont even have to detach, bcos if you have decided it has to come, it will. So enlighten me.

I wanna see his face. I wanna smell him. I wanna touch him. Is that so wrong?

I have manifested few stuff but this one here.. God.

So, what happened was, last night I was out of fun visualising telling my husband,

"You remember my bra size, they have become bigger now by 2 sizes"

"All my bras now feel tighter"

Today I took a shower in afternoon and wore my clothes I found that all my bras are tighter than before, turns out my breats are now bigger. I won't share the size but I will tell you that it was increase of 2 sizes.

I already have big ones, now they have become bigger😭

Like bro, I wasn't even consciously asking for it, but it was simply a stupid visualisation😭😭

Now my question is, a visualisation of just one night came true, but my other desires haven't since months?? What's the reason behind it, and pls dont say bcos of detachment I am detached I know. I don't check 3D, tbh 3D doesn't even bother me anymore.

So why half of my manifestations comes true, half of it doesn't?

As title suggest, should I watch Succession or Sopranos? People who have watched both kindly suggest...

I am thinking of starting any one tonight..

My maths is really weak. Like even my basics are weak. I score good in eng and reasoning, like 45+. And yk how gs/gk is.. marks go up and down.

Pls help me out. Tell me where should I study so that I can work on my maths from basics. Recommend good teacher pls help a girly out. If they are available in yt then great. Just let me know.

Also this will be my first attempt. I get around 90-100 marks in mocks. What should i do? How can I make myself better?

For pyqs, is parmar ssc yt videos enough?

Also please tell me what topics in maths should I target first?

This one is a silly manifestation. But I feel so happy it came true. Made my faith in manifestation stronger.

As I love cows, I used to visualise that one day I ll be sitting in some pasture, soaking the sun and out of nowhere a cow will come and nudge me with its face and sit with me. That exact scenario happened, only difference is it wasn't a pasture but in front of temple grounds. We were 8-10 ppl but that cow only came to me from behind and nudged and sat with me lovingly.

It was a fun visualisation which I had been doing for like 3-4 months as it brought me peace. And didn't think about it everyday, it was very random but I use to feel it wholeheartedly.

I mean it's a minor manifestation but I was kinda shocked but also knew it would happen lol

I have a complicated question. I have manifested a lot since I discovered LOA, but in SP manifestation, I m facing few issues.

Certain stuff happened between us bcos of his parents and now we are in no contact since May. I even asked him to block me at that time. And I am OK rn, no panic or stress but in manifesting him, I feel this certain anger over him, I try to convince myself to let go of that anger bcos it was me in the first place who was responsible for bad circumstances due to my own doubts and negative thinking. But I end up mentally conversing with him, cursing him, being so utterly angry with him. I have a good self concept, I know I deserve the best of things ofc but here idk.. it gets so messy in my head (ik this is an affirmation as well). In my head, I am married to him and living the best life, been manifesting since May, but had many limiting beliefs at that time, which I have let it go now.

But rn my mind is so chaotic, at one point my mind is so sure of everything. And just after few hours, I ll start cursing him in my head, saying "Why did you do this to me" (no cheating or violence)

What I want from him, is to beg me to come back to him. There is this exact scenario I want to play out in the 3D, where he is crying in front of me to marry him. I ll take him back ofc but due to this pent up anger in me, I end up cursing him. It's been exhausting I swear. I am not able to give my all in.. I am so confused

In my situation, what should I do? Live in the end like I am married to him (honestly I haven't been able to completely visualise it) or should I work on forgiving him first in my mind?

I have a complicated question. I have manifested a lot since I discovered LOA, but in SP manifestation, I m facing few issues.

Certain stuff happened between us bcos of his parents and now we are in no contact since May. I even asked him to block me at that time. And I am OK rn, no panic or stress but in manifesting him, I feel this certain anger over him, I try to convince myself to let go of that anger bcos it was me in the first place who was responsible for bad circumstances due to my own doubts and negative thinking. But I end up mentally conversing with him, cursing him, being so utterly angry with him. I have a good self concept, I know I deserve the best of things ofc but here idk.. it gets so messy in my head (ik this is an affirmation as well). In my head, I am married to him and living the best life, been manifesting since May, but had many limiting beliefs at that time, which I have let it go now.

But rn my mind is so chaotic, at one point my mind is so sure of everything. And just after few hours, I ll start cursing him in my head, saying "Why did you do this to me" (no cheating or violence)

What I want from him, is to beg me to come back to him. There is this exact scenario I want to play out in the 3D, where he is crying in front of me to marry him. I ll take him back ofc but due to this pent up anger in me, I end up cursing him. It's been exhausting I swear. I am not able to give my all in.. I am so confused

In my situation, what should I do? Live in the end like I am married to him (honestly I haven't been able to completely visualise it) or should I work on forgiving him first in my mind?

So I manifested a job, and I did get the opportunity as an internship with PPO I was still grateful for it. They took an interview and afterwards told me I am selected and they want me to visit the office. And when I did the HR told me that I have to give another interview to the founder directly. Although shocking but I was ok with it. I gave it with full confidence and even felt that the founder liked me.

It was about a week ago. Now I just got the text they rejected me. I still believe I will get this job somehow, bcos it works perfectly for me. And the fact that I got this opportunity without even applying for it, shows my manifestation did work.

But what should I do now?

And what I might have done to got myself rejected?

So I am currently in my hometown and staying at my paternal uncle's house. One of my cousin brother (from mom's side) stays a bit far from the house where I am staying. Few years ago I had seen him on his bike and couldn't say Hi or anything, he didn't see me. I had thought just like I saw him that day, I wish he spots me again and come talks to us too this time(I was with parents) I thought this and visualised it just once 2 days ago.

And voila, today when me and my parents were visiting a temple, he came there too and spot us and came and talked to us just like I had thought about it.

The fact that I didn't think too much about it and just let it happen. No affirmations, only visualised it just once.

I cannot wait to see all my other manifestations coming true just like this. I know in my heart they have already.

I was talking to one of my friend whose literally doing PhD in quantum physics, literally called this whole manifestation theory as bullshit. I kept giving him examples that ppl are getting whatever they want how can you explain that, he said some ppl also don't get what they want, first explain that. I was literally speechless. He said manifestation might work if you put in work, otherwise how can it? Still I gave him so many examples, but he kept saying it might have happened anyway.

Still I believe in manifestation so much. Bcos I have done it too.

So if any quantum physicist/or someone studying quantum physics is here, a penny for your thoughts?

Is anyone up for manifesting for each other?

I will take only one person and we will talk in dm about what we 'have' in our future.

What do dreams mean while you are manifesting something? When you dream complete opposite of your desires and things you actually fear end up appearing in your dreams?

Context- It happened only once, but kept me wondering so...

Saw SP with 3P.

So I just had a dream where my SP who I wanted to marry.. is marrying the 3P. I woke up completely shaken up.

Context- Me and my SP( from different cultures) were in a relationship since 6 years, his parents wanted him to marry in same culture so got him forcefully engaged to some other unknown girl by emotionally blackmailing him. And also so that he doesn't marry me. Marriage isn't till 2 years.

I am manifesting him to marry only me, and get his parents approval.

But this terrible dream felt so bad. What should I do about it? What should be my next move? I still know deep in my heart, he will be marrying me but this 3D and the dream I just had.. made me wanna throw up

Guys tell me your impossible manifestation stories. I need to bring my faith back.

Tell me those manifestations that if you told someone they won't be able to believe you!

Seeing 1111 and 111 at many places since few days, I know I am closer to my manifestation. Hehehe

I have been pondering over it for so long. Isn't manifestation is also like maladaptive daydreaming? And the latter can be very very harmful too yk, a person might blur the thin line between whats real and whats in his mind if they keep on doing visualisation. Also if after so much maladaptive daydreaming the things doesnt happen too, the heartbreak would be so painful. Like a person might start thinking that "I should have just accepted whatever the reality was, rather than manifesting". How do you know its stupid delusional day dreaming and not manifestation? Or it's manifestation and not daydreaming?

For eg- Somebody manifests SP (sp loves someone else, or doesnt want him/her), does everything right, an amazing self concept, visualization, affirmations and truly deciding he/she is mine, has set no deadline for that person to come. But what if that person never comes for the one manifesting it? Isn't that just cruel and hurtful? Isn't that just prolonging heartbreak and even in some cases going mentally crazy?

Answer me pls.. this question is so interesting. I have seen so many ppl say they couldn't manifest, can this be a reason?

See me and my bf were together from 6 years, we both belong to different cultures so when his parents got to know about me he was forcefully and emotionally blackmailed into get engagement with someone else. He hates this whole arrangement and wants me back terribly but can't go against his parents now bcos they are emotionally blackmailing him by shit you guys can imagine. So we met for the last time once (I don't believe it is the last honestly) and decided to part ways. Like in my mind I knew very well, we ll come back together somehow. I asked him to block me, he kept saying no but I made him do it.

So the situation in my SP manifestation is that I have his love and everything but bcos of circumstances it got fucked up. I know he is the love of my life no doubt and I am his. I asked few instagram manifestation coaches and they all said anything is possible. And even I believe it.

So I have been manifesting, assuming he is mine. In my head we are even married and have 2 beautiful children. I no longer assume him as my bf but as my husband. Bcos i know he is mine and I am his. No circumstances stands a chance.

So my believing in bridge of incidents that things will shuffle up somehow and I ll get him isn't delusional right? Like I know it in my heart even. Doesn't even feel forced and the shocking part is I don't even feel panicked or nervous. I am calm enjoying my life, knowing that I want is unfolding. So what do you guys think?

Pls anybody say something, or share something impossible that you got

What tf was this? Met a guy whose giving his 5th attempt claiming paper was easy. Met a girl who is giving her 1st attempt saying paper was easy... bro!!!