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so i've always loved upbeat, fresh k-pop or pop songs, never once going into older songs because I heard they're slow and boring. came across lady in red by accident today, what a fckin masterpiece?! geez us gen z were missing out..

any recs?

edit: these are all amazing, i'm curating a playlist. i feel so jealous of 'millenials' who got to experience a childhood summer with scratchy album cd's and waterguns instead of the phones that we have now.

plus, it appears people are downvoting my comments because i said i like fast songs, yet like Lady in Red. is there a problem with that? i'm trying to get myself to listen to slower songs and found one i like. i don't see anything wrong with that.

I have a terrible tendency to procrastinate everything I do, and I'm aware that although nothing bad happened, it will if I continue. What should I do to get myself to get things done, and maybe focus too? (mainly for studying)

i genuinely ask this because i couldn't figure it out. zhenya suddenly got thrown into a fit of rage, a rage so rage-ey that the color in his eyes 'turned yellow' instead of the usual red. and after choking taekjoo unconcious, why did he panic so much?

<Nothing special rlly, but if it's a 10/10, i will draw WHATEVA you want! (im pretty good at it!)

0/10- I'm sorry, but i genuinely hate this...

1/10- I really, really don't like it. (SORRY!)

2/10- Honestly, just.. nah.

3/10- oh, i mean.. i dont rlly like it.

4/10- i'll pass, thanks anyways

5/10- eh... i dont love or hate it

6/10- idk man, i guess so?

7/10- oooh that's decent!

8/10- i like it! :)

9/10- What a masterpiece!

10/10- this music is lifechanging, i am in love and it has changed by standards in music and kpop..

<THE ART:>

it's for funsies, mkay? i dont rlly care what it is :)

edit: i get that my opinions may differ from yours, but why r u downvoting?

btw since no one is giving me any.. im one of the few young fans that like bts! so please do :)

idk man. i hope this won't be taken down for stating my age, but imma 13 year old. kinda sad that i wanted life to be over since i was like 7. heck, i didnt even know what suicide was, yet i woke up everyday in my flower patterned bed everymorning, wondering why i was so sad everyday. i'd think about why no one in school seemed to really like me, even though i'd sit with people at lunch who would laugh and talk to me. when i was eight, i stopped with the unicorn headbands because someone at school told me i looked ugly with it. by the time i was nine, rainbow cereal wasn't the same. the reason? an incident with my parents the year before where they yelled at me when i spilled milk while trying to prove i could pour it myself now. that day was the day i stopped singing and dancing all together. when i was like ten, i was really sad and angry about something involving my parents. i was hugging my favorite stuffed animal, and had a random thought to try poking myself with my glittery pencil. it made me feel better, so i kept doing it. (i didnt even know what self harm was then//) i was terrified when my friends asked me why i had a pencil mark on my arm, and said i tried drawing on it and stabbed myself on accident. fast foward to when i was 12, i became a completely different person from the 5 year old who loved music and unicorns. now im 13, and everytime i say ANYTHING of my own opinion, someone goes "Are you trying to act up like the teenager you are?" it sucks. i hate it. i hate how people pretend to care.

it would make me real happy for the first time in a while if one of you, any of you would give me a little tip or insight maybe? since you all know more about life than i do. is it better to end it earlier?

thanks for reading some of this, if you did. : )

i'm insecure, and ruined, i know that for sure. i haven't always been though. i remember loving to wear fluffy floral dresses and skirts when i was little, maybe before i was 7. i dont remember what it was that changed. the sight of anything even the slightest revealing or 'girly' makes me sick to the stomach, and (DONT JUDGE) i always cry when someone tries to force me to wear one. if i hear people say my name in a conversation, i automatically get paranoid they're talkign shit about me. if i send a text and they don't reply within five minutes, i'll be paranoid. what hurts even more is when they don't reply, and i KNOW that they saw the message. haha, overthinking :) my parents are even more confusing. do i hate them? do i like them? do i just tolerate them? one day, they'll be the nicest parents ever. buying ice cream, actually laughing. genuinely. the next, yelling for hours on end at my siblings while i desperately try to do anything to distract myself. violin, drawing, headphones, cutting, music. small things too. i rememberfew things from my early childhood, but i remember a little 7 year old me holding my hands up against the wall for punishment. i just wanted to play with my new legos. another time, i was about 9. i remember how confused and terrified i was as my dad screeched at me for taking the fried chicken drumstick before asking my mom if she wanted it. the next time, i was sure to remember. i asked if i could have it, and i dont even know.. why doesn't my mom ever do anything? she just stands at the side, watching and nodding at the statements by dad says. and bam. the next day, back to smiles. im so confused. what did i do? what did my siblings do ? why do you yell at a literal 5 year old for accidentally spilling a cup of milk? do my 'friends' even like me? one day they're laughing and hanging with me, the next, ghosting me. im nice to everyone, but why does it seem like they all hate me? why, even if i try my best, do they hate me? haha/// life's kinda worthless rn, school sucks, wtf is this? i never asked to be born, and since i was, you could at least show a little scrap of kindness. ahahahaha, i bet it's AFTER im dead that they'll start crying and acting like they were actually important figures in my life. im only 13, how'd i even make it this far. i never asked for this, i never asked to come to america, why i didnt even get to choose. i wanted to stay in korea with my grandparents and relatives, who were there for me. i didnt ask to be torn away from the place i feel most safe. in fact, the memories of the streets of korea are one of the few moments that bring me a sense of peace. what the hell.

i've liked someone for 4 years, we've been real close friends for 4. I want to maintain that relationship, but i Dont. AAaghhh.. they're so confusing, some moments, they act like they like me and sometimes just friends. i've been trying to let go of this for 3 years, and no matter how much i try, it's not going away. they're dating now. but even now, they text me when they need to rant and not their date? and they're next to me all the time. like go to your ACTUAL girlfriend// ive been trying to distance myself but they won't stop following me. aAaAaGh. it's okkk im young and have time to find someone else :)

So i wuz scrolling through instagram and these 'kim dan's voice' 'taeju's voice' segment videos keep popping up. is there a full audiobook for these? asking for research purposes of course :)

i've done my research, got my materials, (no fur yet) and am all set to begin! are there any things i should know before i start, or any tips and tricks that helped you out? <making head, tail,paws, maybe feetpaws?> plus, is howlfur good? ahaha.. sorry about the question overload;; i genuinely wanna make a decent suit. how to fur it? idk.. tutorials didnt rlly help me. what typa sewing? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa thx for anything : )

Obviously, I thought it was because his eyesight is bad. But it's shown and told multiple times that his eyesight is good, or close to perfect. And it isn't explained either... why does Andy wear glasses?

edit: okay i understand now.. and POOR ANDY GOODNESS GRACIOUS

Polka dot is a 3 yo gecko, perfectly ordinary. Except the fact that she listens to music. I play violin, and whenever i do, she comes out of her little coconut cave. I tested this out and seriously, she comes out whenever i start playing an actual tune. When i play kpop, she comes out. Just regular podcasts or whatever, nope. Do geckos actually have something in their lil bean brains that has them 'enjoy' music?

edit: yea// forgot to mention, she doesn't react to anything else. no tune, no reaction. literally just music

edit 2.0: just tested it out, yup. turned on a song, she rushed out of her coconut and intently stared at the glass from a cm away.