u/Terrible_Kitchen6778

Have you ever felt a love so profound it takes your breath away? You go to bed all safe and sound, and you don't have the words to say? You take it for granted, that God has planned it, and you're so sure they'll stay? Then one day they leave, and all you feel is grief, and you wonder why they had to go away.

Its a love story in reverse. When all you feel is the hurt. You remember having her heart. Then she took it and tore it apart.

It's a tragic love story for sure. You thought it was love so pure. You thought that she had your heart. Now you're remembering it from the start.

Have you ever remembered a love so pure? That it'd be forever, on that you were sure? A love so good that you took it for granted? But now that it's over you can't understand it? You wonder how come it ended this way? You see yourself crying everyday. Sometimes love ends but nobody knows. How the ending of love can go.

Its a love story in reverse. When all you feel is the hurt. You remember having her heart. Then she took it and tore it apart.

It's a tragic love story for sure. You thought it was love so pure. You thought that she had your heart. Now you're remembering it from the start.

(Yes, this poem was inspired by SP)

No matter where you are,

I want to save you when you drown.

Even if you're near or far, you know that I'll come around, when you're down.

All of my promises, you can believe.

You know that when I promise you,

I won't deceive.

No matter where you are,

I want to be a part of your dreams.

Even if you've broke apart,

Coming apart at the seams.

Sometimes life can get so dark.

So dark that all you can so is scream.

All of your dreams seem to be coming down.

I'll help rebuild them, when I come around.

You can trust me with your heart.

You can trust me with your dreams.

Even when you come apart.

Life can be much easier than it seems.

I lost a friend today.

I didn't think I would.

I didn't think it'd end today.

I didn't think it should.

I lost a friend today.

Didn't think I could.

Didn't think my mind could stand it.

But here I am still standing.

Here I am, still standing on my two feet.

Here I stand, she seemed so soft and sweet.

Didn't think I'd survive another arrow in my heart.

But I'm still standing, even though I've come apart.

People come and people go, life's a constant revolving door.

I must be a glutton for heartbreak.

Here I am still wanting more.

I didn't think that I did anything wrong.

But I'm still here standing. Would you please help me be strong? Everytime I open my heart, people take a chunk away. I'm not sure if I'll survive another long and lonely day.

I lost a friend today. I'm not sure what I did.

It came to an end today. Now I'm sitting in loneliness. Just when I think I have someone figured out. They leave me feeling lonely. Now I'm sitting here with heartbreak and doubt.

It was cold and lonely.

And the rain was coming down.

I made a wish if only.

If only you'd come around.

If only you'd come see me again.

Maybe I'd get back my smile.

I miss you every now and then.

And don't you think it's been awhile?

Dark clouds were forming overhead.

I saw the lightning strike.

I was remembering the last thing you said.

Then the thunder clapped twice.

If only I wasn't so sentimental.

Maybe it'd be easier on my heart.

If only love were soft and gentle.

Maybe these tears wouldn't start.

Raindrops were coming down all around me.

And I forgot my umbrella.

Teardrops came down, yes they found me.

I told my heart, easy there, fella.

So I'm hurting, so what?

I've had the blues before.

So I'm lonely, now what?

These emotions, I've learned to ignore.

So I'm blue, well so are you.

Don't tell me you're devoid of feelings.

If I can deal then you can too.

First comes the hurt, then comes the healing.

It was cold and lonely.

And the rain was coming down.

I made a wish if only.

If only you'd come around.

If only you'd come see me again.

Maybe I'd get back my smile.

I miss you every now and then.

And don't you think it's been awhile?

Dark clouds were forming overhead.

I saw the lightning strike.

I was remembering the last thing you said.

Then the thunder clapped twice.

If only I wasn't so sentimental.

Maybe it'd be easier on my heart.

If only love were soft and gentle.

Maybe these tears wouldn't start.

Raindrops were coming down all around me.

And I forgot my umbrella.

Teardrops came down, yes they found me.

I told my heart, easy there, fella.

So I'm hurting, so what?

I've had the blues before.

So I'm lonely, now what?

These emotions, I've learned to ignore.

So I'm blue, well so are you.

Don't tell me you're devoid of feelings.

If I can deal then you can too.

First comes the hurt, then comes the healing.

I know you said that we're just friends.

I'll play along with you.

It'd go to your head and make you turn red, if you knew what I could do.

You sit far away but just one gaze

From me turns your legs to jelly.

You see stars, feel dazed, you long to graze my body, you feel it in your belly.

I lick my lips, you move your hips, you run your fingers through your hair.

Your lips find your teeth, and imagine if underneath me you were laid exposed bare.

Touching, kissing. Breaths are hitching.

One look and you're under my spell.

Teeth grazing skin, the air feels thin.

Your restraint begins to fail.

We're still just looking, but your thumbs are hooking into the hem of your shirt.

You feel hot, and feel it's time you got out of that cloying skirt.

Your eyes leave mine for the briefest of times and gaze up to your room.

Your face turns red, as these thoughts enter your head, and you look at me so brand new.

You walk closer to me and find yourself shaking.

You can't believe the path you're undertaking.

Your arms wrap around me, your lips find my ear.

You whisper, please come upstairs my dear.

We go upstairs, and the heat between us rises.

There's no more cares, just sweet surprises.

Clothes come off, inhibitions are gone.

It's just you and me, all night long.

But then it happens, without warning.

Somehow we continue into early morning.

Our bodies are saying what words never could.

Who cares if we shouldn't, who cares if we should.

Soon it's only raw connection. It's beautifully imperfect, in itself, that's perfection. Sweat, moaning, weak smiles and tears.

You have to admit, it's been building for years.

I no longer even care who hears.

It's healing my heart, and healing my fears.

I was looking into the mirror.

I didn't like what I saw.

It was frightening yet so familiar.

It was so real, it was so raw.

I can't escape from what I am.

I don't like what I've become.

I can't help just who I am.

I feel the pain.

I feel so numb.

I am joy.

I am sadness.

I am hope.

I am gladness.

I am the light.

I am the dark.

I am the beating of your heart.

I'm what you hate.

I'm what you need.

I can't escape it.

I'm just me.

People judge me all the time.

Sometimes they look at me so strange.

I see your heart, I'll show you mine.

It's just me, but rearranged.

Do I make you smile?

Or do I scare you?

Could we walk a while?

Come on, I dare you.

I am love.

I am hate.

Am I enough?

What is our fate?

Could you gaze into

The mirror with me?

Please tell me now

What do you see?

Is this real?

Our reality?

You are just you.

And I'm just me.

I know you said that we're just friends.

I'll play along with you.

It'd go to your head and make you turn red, if you knew what I could do.

You sit far away but just one gaze

From me turns your legs to jelly.

You see stars, feel dazed, you long to graze my body, you feel it in your belly.

I lick my lips, you move your hips, you run your fingers through your hair.

Your lips find your teeth, and imagine if underneath me you were laid exposed bare.

Touching, kissing. Breaths are hitching.

One look and you're under my spell.

Teeth grazing skin, the air feels thin.

Your restraint begins to fail.

We're still just looking, but your thumbs are hooking into the hem of your shirt.

You feel hot, and feel it's time you got out of that cloying skirt.

Your eyes leave mine for the briefest of times and gaze up to your room.

Your face turns red, as these thoughts enter your head, and you look at me so brand new.

You walk closer to me and find yourself shaking.

You can't believe the path you're undertaking.

Your arms wrap around me, your lips find my ear.

You whisper, please come upstairs my dear.

We go upstairs, and the heat between us rises.

There's no more cares, just sweet surprises.

Clothes come off, inhibitions are gone.

It's just you and me, all night long.

But then it happens, without warning.

Somehow we continue into early morning.

Our bodies are saying what words never could.

Who cares if we shouldn't, who cares if we should.

Soon it's only raw connection. It's beautifully imperfect, in itself, that's perfection. Sweat, moaning, weak smiles and tears.

You have to admit, it's been building for years.

I no longer even care who hears.

It's healing my heart, and healing my fears.

You better tread carefully on this broken heart of mine.

I hope you read that carefully because my heart is on the line.

You better listen carefully, your life might be in danger.

My heart has cracks that might break your back, so come on in and make your stay here.

I'm not going to play the part of a sentimental fool.

I like to pretend I'm someone that can deal.

I like to pretend I'm calm, collected, and can play it cool.

I like to pretend my heart has healed.

You better walk carefully on this fragile soul of mine.

Everything is much more tender than I let on.

You better hold tight to this shaky hand of mine.

Everything has much more splendor if you keep hanging on.

I'm not going to act all broken hearted.

I'll let you go ahead and read between the lines

I dare you to try and finish what you started.

Here's my hand. Please don't leave me behind.

You better tread carefully on this dark heart of mine.

You never know what darkness might be hiding.

You better head carefully to any light that you can find.

Who knows? The journey may be exciting.

I'm not going to act like the martyr.

I'll just put on my mask and smile.

Let's walk together, see what we got here.

I'd like to walk with you a while.

Whispered prayers of longing in the dark.

Manifesting my angel, but it's past midnight.

You wake up for an unknown reason and check your phone, but don't know why.

You feel like something I'd behind you as you read this post.

Those goosebumps creeping on your skin?

That's me. I'm there beside you. You know it and I know it.

Better turn on your lights, I'm there beside you now.

You turn on the lights. I'm not there.

But I am.

It's called Astral projection.

Goodnight.

You came to me suddenly, on a cold and rainy day.

I didn't think that you'd come for me, in such an unexpected way.

You found the darkness inside my broken heart.

Didn't think you'd accept it, you almost made me come apart.

You're a strange little orbit, around my broken heart.

You're a strange little orbit, you helped my smile start.

You're a strange little orbit, circling around my head.

You're a strange little orbit, you helped my heart to mend.

You greeted me with kindness, just when I needed it most.

I give you a glass of wine, how about a little toast?

You gave my words meaning, you helped show me the way.

Our friendship is just beginning, do you think that you could stay?

You're a strange little orbit, around my broken heart.

You're a strange little orbit, you helped my smile start.

You're a strange little orbit, circling around my head.

You're a strange little orbit, you helped my heart to mend.

Mine's a different kind of feeling.

Mine's a different kind of way.

I could offer hope and healing.

Make all the hurting go away.

Mine's a different kind of loving.

Mine's a different kind of hands.

What could I do to help you trust me?

How can I help you understand?

I know that you've been hurting.

All you have to do is come to me.

I don't believe in just deserting.

Oh darling, can't you see?

My heart is full of understanding.

I'll show you a different kind of love.

My heart is coming in for landing.

Here I come, just look up above.

Mines a different kind of understanding.

Mines a different kind of hope.

I'll be patient, not demanding.

I can help your heart to cope.

Our's could be a different kind of ending.

One where all our dreams come true.

Just read my messages I've been sending.

Darling, they've always been for you.

You said you've felt love before.

Baby you have no clue.

Just wait to see what I have in store.

See the things that I could do to you.

You said you once had a love.

It made you feel so safe and sound.

But baby, you haven't had enough.

A love like mine's so powerful and profound.

You just got got your feet wet before.

But I'm going to give you the ocean.

We've just never met yet before.

I'll cover you with powerful feelings and emotions.

I promise you, I'm getting here on my knees.

I will be true to you. I lay my broken heart at your feet.

I'm practically begging you. Could you give my hungry heart a chance?

Now, if I'm not bugging you, can I please have this dance?

Taking this dance with you.

Just a little chance with you.

A chance just to feel your heat.

I'm giving to you my love so sweet.

Don't you know baby, I'm not here to cause a riot.

A riot in your heart. I just thought that we could try it.

Just a gentle start. You feel it, don't deny it.

If you start to come apart, you know that I wouldn't mind it.

You told me I can't match the love, the one you had before.

I've heard it once, I've heard enough.

I could sweep you off the floor.

You have no idea of the things I could do to you.

I could blow your mind with sweet ecstacy, honey if you only knew.

I never said I liked you.

But I didn't say I don't.

I never said I wouldn't try to.

I never said that I won't.

I wouldn't call it love yet.

But I wouldn't call it hate.

I never said I had enough yet.

I never said this wasn't fate.

Maybe we could let it happen.

Just to try out our connection.

Parts of my heart, I'll admit you've trapped them.

It doesn't have to be perfection.

Our hearts don't fit perfectly together.

They're still rough around the edges.

It doesn't have to be perfect or forever.

Let's just take the time and see just what this is.

I never said that I understand it.

I don't quite yet understand what we got.

But I'm here to walk with you, I come in open handed.

I'm not asking for a lot.

Here I am, I'm knocking on your door.

Will you take this chance with me?

Here I stand with you, to see just what's in store.

We could be happy, open, and just be free.

Be free with me.

You and me together.

I'm not sure whether.

This is love.

But let's just see.

I didn't say forever.

But I never said never.

What we have is something special.

I never said I had enough.

Nobody knows just how I feel.

So I'm just hiding.

What I feel is just too real.

It's better than fighting.

Fighting for a place in your heart.

You'll just turn me away.

It's better to keep our hearts apart.

I already know that you won't stay.

Nobody knows just what your eyes do to me.

I gaze into them and I'm surprised to find that they're full of sincerity.

But I'm not young, and am not dumb enough, to believe in serendipity.

So I'll stay safe and sound, from a possible let down.

You just don't know what you do to me.

So now I'm here underground.

Inside of my walls so safe and sound.

I know my way around, I've been here before.

But now what is that sound?

Someone is knocking on my door.

I open up, and to my surprise I find you.

I take a look in your eyes, and you say,

Baby, I thought that you knew.

I told you once, but I'll tell you again.

Baby, you don't have to hide.

I'm here for you now. But I need to find out.

Please tell me what do you feel inside?

I take a shaky breath, and lay it all out on the table.

I say it all until until there's nothing left.

It's all truth, and there's no fable.

I start to go back inside, convinced you'll turn away.

But then you say with tears in your eyes,

that you want to stay.

You said you've felt love before.

Baby you have no clue.

Just wait to see what I have in store.

See the things that I could do to you.

You said you once had a love.

It made you feel so safe and sound.

But baby, you haven't had enough.

A love like mine's so powerful and profound.

You just got your feet wet before.

But I'm going to give you the ocean.

We've just never met yet before.

I'll cover you with powerful feelings and emotions.

I promise you, I'm getting here on my knees.

I will be true to you. I lay my broken heart at your feet.

I'm practically begging you. Could you give my hungry heart a chance?

Now, if I'm not bugging you, can I please have this dance?

Taking this dance with you.

Just a little chance with you.

A chance just to feel your heat.

I'm giving to you my love so sweet.

Don't you know baby, I'm not here to cause a riot.

A riot in your heart. I just thought that we could try it.

Just a gentle start. You feel it, don't deny it.

If you start to come apart, you know that I wouldn't mind it.

You told me I can't match the love, the one you had before.

I've heard it once, I've heard enough.

I could sweep you off the floor.

You have no idea of the things I could do to you.

I could blow your mind with sweet ecstacy, honey if you only knew.

We have an invisible thread.

It's keeping me close to your heart.

It keeps me there inside your head.

We're never very far apart.

There's an invisible line.

It keeps us connected through space and time.

We haven't met each other yet.

Everything has to be aligned.

An invisible string is pulling us towards each other.

That is the thing that makes me wonder.

I'm wondering what you're hiding under.

Wondering when we will be lovers.

It seems like such a fragile thing, but will never break.

Now I'm wondering what will it take.

But we have to hold on, we've got to be patient.

When we meet, I'll sweep you off your feet.

But we aren't there yet.

Everything must be first aligned.

Throughout the world, through space and time.

I know that you'll soon be here with me.

But we must hold on.

Could you be strong with me?

I know that you're the one.

I know your heart is hurting, baby mine is too.

But I'm working on my heart.

I'm making room for you.

When we meet, I know just what we will do.

Baby, I just can't wait to be with you.

Now I'm trying to pull the string.

I'm trying my best to pull your heart to me.

But I can't pull too tight, I don't want that string to break.

I'll just leave it up to God, leave it up to fate.

And I'm praying when I meet you it won't be too late.

I'm manifesting love to me,

Directly from my one SP.

I don't know why you're hiding from me.

But I also know what will be will be.

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I'm manifesting love so tender.

I hope that you'll be with me forever.

I just can't believe in never.

I wish that I could just pull a lever.

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I'm manifesting love to me.

And a life full of intimacy.

I don't know where you are right now.

But I know that you'll find me somehow.

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I feel your love from somewhere close.

I know you'll come when I need you most.

I hope that you will read my post.

I hope that I'm the one you chose.