u/TheWhoDude

I'm at work as this all hits so I apologize for formatting. I'm not sure how to process this and I'm trying to not breakdown.

The same Mom who has never made an effort to visit me, no matter where I've lived, but has never had an issue visiting her biological kids.

The same Mom who used to hit me with a closed fist when I was a child because "she loves me."

The same Mom who always reminded me I was an obligation by telling me, "I promised your Dad I'd take care of you."

The same Mom who said she should have given me back to my biological family when she found out I was self-harming.

The same Mom who, when I asked if she was proud of me, responded by saying, "You've never given me anything to be proud of" when I was in high school.

The same Mom who told me I didn't have cancer after I spoke to three surgeons and an oncologist.

The same Mom who didn't show up for my surgery to remove my cancer, who I later told I was cancer-free, and who had the nerve to ask, "Did you really have cancer?"

The same Mom who reaches out four months later to ask how I'm doing, but when I answer, says, "Hang in there! You know I love you."

She loves me, right?

Im 31M. Im working a job that I am not very fond of. Im constantly alone because all of my friends live 3+ hours away, and I have no family close by. I want to go to school, but I cant figure out what I want to do at this point. I was going to start college on the 26th for Cybersecurity, but I had a realization that I may not even want to do that type of work. Time is ticking, and I feel like Ive just frozen. I don't have any dreams, goals, aspirations, or anything. The last 2 years have just been me surviving.

I want my control back. I want my life back.

What helped you decide on a career when you felt stuck or trapped? I know what I dont want to do: food service, customer service/customer-facing jobs, or construction. Ive tried taking career tests and things like that, but nothing has given me that push. I know I need to want it. I need to change, but yeah. I have 55-ish credits from when I started school back up for Applied Science/Audio Engineering but thats about it.

I hope my rambling makes some kind of sense.

31M and trying again.

I'm just looking for people who can hold conversations. I will ask questions and enjoy it when others do the same.

I play guitar and make music as a hobby. I enjoy playing video games like Minecraft, Terraria, Destiny, Pokémon, Far Cry, Peak, and some others. I enjoy watching anime and those comic recaps on YouTube. I like space quite a bit, specifically black holes for some reason. I've been on a weight-loss journey since last year and am down 90 lbs.

I also love animals, so if you have any photos to send, please do! Send me music you enjoy and anime I should watch. I'm always down to voice chat, assuming I'm not at work.

Feel free to message me!

Same as the title! Assuming the weather tomorrow doesn't suck, I was hoping someone could give some recommendations for some cool parks/trails and such in town or nearby. Thanks!

Im 31m from the US Midwest. Meeting people is exhausting. One word replies. Ghosting. I was told getting older also means that making friends is going to get harder but this just sucks.

Im into video games, anime, pokemon, music, cooking, guitar, the gym and staring at my ceiling for hours on end.

Let's play some games or send me pictures of your animals. Im currently at work bored.

If that sounds exciting, shoot me a message!

Im 31m from the US Midwest. Meeting people is exhausting. One word replies. Ghosting. I was told getting older also means that making friends is going to get harder but this just sucks.

Im into video games, anime, pokemon, music, cooking, guitar, the gym and staring at my ceiling for hours on end.

Let's play some games or send me pictures of your animals. Im currently at work bored.

If that sounds exciting, shoot me a message!

Im 31m from the US Midwest. Meeting people is exhausting. One word replies. Ghosting. I was told getting older also means that making friends is going to get harder but this just sucks.

Im into video games, anime, pokemon, music, cooking, guitar, the gym and staring at my ceiling for hours on end.

Let's play some games or send me pictures of your animals. Im currently at work bored.

If that sounds exciting, shoot me a message!

31m Midwest USA looking to be social

Hello! I’m trying to meet some new people to talk to or game with.

I’m on Steam and Switch but I mainly play Pokémon. On Steam I’ve got Destiny 2, GTA V, ARC Raiders, Risk Of Rain 2, Phasmophobia and a bunch more.

I like to play guitar and make music as a hobby, so feel free to share some music

I also enjoy watching anime and collecting Pokémon Cards when I can find them.

I also love dogs so if you have a cute dog please show me, haha.

If you’re down to run some games or just talk, feel free to DM me.

Hello! I’m trying to meet some new people to talk to or game with.

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I’m on Steam and Switch but I mainly play Pokémon. On Steam I’ve got Destiny 2, GTA V, ARC Raiders, Risk Of Rain 2, Phasmophobia and a bunch more.

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I like to play guitar and make music as a hobby, so feel free to share some music.

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I also enjoy watching anime and collecting Pokémon Cards when I can find them.

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I also love dogs so if you have a cute dog please show me, haha.

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If you’re down to run some games or just talk, feel free to DM me.

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Hello! I’m trying to meet some new people to talk to or game with.

I’m on Steam and Switch but I mainly play Pokémon. On Steam I’ve got Destiny 2, GTA V, ARC Raiders, Risk Of Rain 2, Phasmophobia and a bunch more.

I like to play guitar and make music as a hobby, so feel free to share some music.

I also enjoy watching anime and collecting Pokémon Cards when I can find them.

I also love dogs so if you have a cute dog please show me, haha.

If you’re down to run some games or just talk, feel free to DM me.

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Hello! I’m trying to meet some new people to talk to or game with.

I’m on Steam and Switch but I mainly play Pokémon. On Steam I’ve got Destiny 2, GTA V, ARC Raiders, Risk Of Rain 2, Phasmophobia and a bunch more.

I like to play guitar and make music as a hobby, so feel free to share some music.

I also enjoy watching anime and collecting Pokémon Cards when I can find them.

I also love dogs so if you have a cute dog please show me, haha.

If you’re down to run some games or just talk, feel free to DM me.

Hello! I’m trying to meet some new people to talk to or game with.

I’m on Steam and Switch but I mainly play Pokémon. On Steam I’ve got Destiny 2, GTA V, ARC Raiders, Risk Of Rain 2, Phasmophobia and a bunch more.

I like to play guitar and make music as a hobby, so feel free to share some music.

I also enjoy watching anime and collecting Pokémon Cards when I can find them.

I also love dogs so if you have a cute dog please show me, haha.

If you’re down to run some games or just talk, feel free to DM me.

Ah, I turn 31 today. Not sure how to feel about it.