u/Thebelladonnagirl

I've been trying hard to find some old national geographic wild episodes. I've signed up to several streaming platforms in hopes of finding them and found some, but many from this list https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2787776/episodes/ seem to have been swallowed by the void. I don't know if they were ever put up for streaming or if the oldest ones only showed on TV before various services dropped them. So yeah. If you know of any streaming services that have the full collection or any archives with them, I'd love to know about them. The first episode, big cat odyssey is one I cannot seem to find anywhere.

I know about professional cuddlers, but I'm don't want to pay a stranger to come into my house and pretend to like being close to me while I constantly angst over making sure I'm not unintentionally acting threatening somehow and they count down the seconds until they get to leave. I want the even footing of being around other lonely people and the security of a venue with clear cut rules and the safety of a crowd but every post anywhere related to it seems to be from several years ago.
#edit I'm a guy.
#edit edit stop dming me

I find a system that seems to help me get things done, it works for a bit, i feel like I'm getting better, then something interrupts slightly and all of a sudden I'm doing things that make me miserable for no reason and then having contrived a justification laying in bed the rest of the day. I'm so sick of this.

Like I keep hearing about how bad berries are but I always lean hard on farms and I'm always behind in FC everything else being good.

Enemy gated my gates, then when I built more gates gated them, then when I ramed them down, built more gates and I was just sick of being stuck in a corner not having any idea the kind of army they were building while I spent my everything ramming down gates so how do you counter this stupid strat?

In the side bar of this reddit I mean