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Hi. Basically I totally hate it

Fuck psychiatry. These psychs around the world, who speak against psychiatry on youtube (good!!!), but don't do anything FACTUALLY against psychiatry (like a reform, through politics)... I don't get them.

However, as the title says, my issue with the right eye started during 20 MG of abilify. I feel this impulse, it's not an involuntary tic though, to blink it hard repeatedly various times during the day, as it makes a noise too.

I have this since i quit abilify. Now feel a bit pain on it after blinking it so many times

Never had this before. Left eye has not this. Rarely i still felt a very slight vibration of left or right eye, not visible at mirror anyway, like the vibration I had during abilify at the right eye

Can anyone help please in understanding this thing?

I know it'll be permanent as any other effect of the withdrawal, in my case insomnia.

BTW I never had before this and now psychosis: they deliberately gave me this poison bc of my physical syndrome

EDIT: but insomnia from its withdrawal won't be permanent? Does anyone know? I did 6 months on it

Thank you

Basically i have various movies i did torrent through the years. Scanning them through Kaskpersky (i have the premium version) is the right thing to do to know if they have a malware?

Or can we say that torrenting movies, even if the antivirus says they have no malware, is not 100% safe?

Btw, do you suggest Kaspersky as an antivirus? I dont have a VPN at the moment though

Thanks

This time with a new antipsychotic.

I cannot stand this.

No free lawyer availbale. And i dont wanna contact CCHR since they are Scientology, and wouldnt help anyway even if I apprciate what they do.

I just wanted like you all solve this UARS issue. I cannot stand the fact that i became psychs' dog. Really, believe me: I had and have no psychosis.

Everything started in january bc with 15h of sleep (wasn't doing positional therapy which saved my sleep from March till now) I was staying closed at home bc of sleepiness and a neurological movement disorder I had at the end of December (also this bc of untreated UARS)

And was rryigg Bpap with 4 different masks, until I found out I'm not a candidate.

I cannot stand that they put me back ILLEGALLY on that antipsychotic, whose withdrawal causes INSOMNIA.

I cannot stand that I cannot afford a lawyer

That my parents want me under fucking psycho meds. Bc i just stayed at home.

Unbelievable i was born with such idiot shitty parents.

I cannot stand that I have dysfunctinal breathing during the day, why? Bc that fucking idiot called Huberman told that yoga nidra helps sleep.

In February 2025, before finding out i had and have a SDB, i was doing 2h yoga nidra before sleep. And was exhaling too much, to enter the "nidra" phase. Thinking this coould make me sleep better. One day in February i woke up with a pain on chest and a weight feeling, like i cohldnt properly inhale.

after being in the ER 2 times for this in august 2025, till now, I still have this. AI says its dysfunctional breathing.

Badically, im such a stupid moron that i develoed a breathing pattern during the day, like the SDB wasnt enough to me.

Such a looser.

I cannot stand being on dangerous poisons like these.

I cannot stand that I have the audios of the last meetings in which the psychs stated senteces that violated LAWS about health treatment.

Thanks and bye. Keep going with your uars journey, now i have other stuff to deal with

Hi all, uars newers. Nice one, huh?

Anyway I said pray for me even if I don't believe in any God, in anything, but OK. Just wanted to tell you here that, as I was **illegally** forced to take an antipsychotic in january and did 6 months on it, I quit it in July.

Then, apparently one insomnia (the still undiagnosed SDB I have, no apneas btw) was not enough to them, indeed now I have 2 insomnias: the SDB and INSOMNIA FROM WITHDRAWAL OF THE antipsychotic

Now, these months were hell. I kept doing my sleep breathing protocols (positional therapy, didgeridoo, myo therapy, buteyko i think doesnt do anything but i do it anyway), but this new insomnia was terribly tough.

Of course i could take sleep supplements but hey i did this shit in 2024, 8 months and of course with this SDB things would go worse as they went in 2024.

This fucking poison... destroyed my body. There are people who eat too much, i already was skinny... this made me eat less. My weight is OK, but this is such a hotrific thing... i barely est 2 times a day.

Wont mention the 10-ish syndromes I had in 9 months last year, im used to them now.

But i invite you in reading stories of how people are forced to take """"meds""""" from the mental health center. At least in my country there are plenty of stories like mine. The fucking favt is that they act ILLEGALLY violating constitutional articles/laws.

Indeed... these days were tough for me with this NEW insomnia... i was sleeping during the day and woke up at night (8-9h) bc the brain fog is unbearsble and my cirvadian rhythm got fucked.

And... they forced me again todsy with another antipsychotic.

Now I'll try to defend myself... But its such a shame... these poisons caused to me any side effect ever. Bc i have hypermobility (hypermovile people suffer psycho meds more than the average people)

For instance, due to my small palate i cannot use normal upper-teeth mouth guards (made by the dentist) bc I sleep worse, ie I choke more/have more RERAs.

And this fucking poison for 6 months till july wrecked my teeth and jaw during sleep. And you know whay?

I did solve it WHEN IT WAS CAUSED BY THE SDB ITSELF--> through myo therapy, balloons blowing/didgeridoo! Then added positional therapy

Did you get the point? While before the teeth clenching was due to the SDB and i pretty limited it though sleep breathing protocols, this time it was due to brain chemical condition bc of that antipsychotic poison.

I have no words. I cannot stand the fact I barealy eat 2 meals per day bc of this poison (and the effect kept going due to the withdrawal of the 1st poison)

DYSFUNCTIONAL BREATHING... im pretty much the only fucking one, neveer read anyone in these subs eith it.

Last year from august till december i fucking used to constantly sniff through my nose... HEY PEOPLE! Its not asthma, dont say anxiety. Dont fucking say it.

I pretty handled it though mahnesoum and diaphrsgm breathing pbysiotherapy. But once insomnia from the withdrawal of the 1st poison statted, my body gave me again this breathing pattern.

Nobody helps me here. Am in eu. An important counrry of eu. In a pretty much big city. I FUCKING CANT BREATH DURING DAY AND NIGHT, like can gou understand..?

Indeed mental sluggishness got worse even bc I fucking cant properly breath during the day and honestly dont have the force anymore to do physitherapy for it.

Will do "whatever it takes" as someone would say, to avoid this fucking poison again. ANYTHING. I can't suffer terrth clenching, terrible insomnia while taking it, facial tics, tremors, somehow akathisia.

I DONT WANNA SUFFER ANYMORE. FREE MY FUCKING SOUL!!!

WHAT DID I DO?? I DONT WANNA TAKE PSYCHO MEDS. I JUST WANT TO BE FREE

Before anyone asks. I did try bpap but for various reasons I won't list here I'm NOT a candidate for it (4 masks tried). And byw with a permanently altered sleep architecture foe to the 1rsy antipsychotic... what would ne the sense of titrating bpap? One week these settings, the next one other settings.. c mon

Thats it. Call It a rant. I call this testimony. Hoping that noone else in the world would suffer as i did and do, by reading this.

Can anyone please tell me how to solve the bresyhing pattern? I look like someone who sniffs cocaine, now really... its also painful somehow. Everything foesnt have a sense anymore. They say I have obsession.

The theory of thsse psychs is that I can't lice, breath, sleep bc of obsession. FUCK YOU

Yeah you know, I just fucking tried to solve a SDB which wrecked my life, body, I lost friends, life ,years dignity, the girl I was in love with, anything. I'm fucking crying like a motherfucker. Am a fucking looser.

I'm proud to have been obsessed in trying to solve this SDB beast, bc believe me if I did listen to them from the beginning... now either I would have been a zombie with 5-6 psycho meds, or I'd be dead.

Anyway, i love you M. Like i wanted to say her name, but these young generations todsy would say "cringe".

Ohh man. Yo cringe af. Yo. Allright

Ad maiora

Hi. Basically I totally hate it

Fuck psychiatry. These psychs around the world, who speak against psychiatry on youtube (good!!!), but don't do anything FACTUALLY against psychiatry (like a reform, through politics)... I don't get them.

However, as the title says, my issue with the right eye started during 20 MG of abilify. I feel this impulse, it's not an involuntary tic though, to blink it hard repeatedly various times during the day, as it makes a noise too.

I have this since i quit abilify. Now feel a bit pain on it after blinking it so many times

Never had this before. Left eye has not this. Rarely i still felt a very slight vibration of left or right eye, not visible at mirror anyway, like the vibration I had during abilify at the right eye

Can anyone help please in understanding this thing?

I know it'll be permanent as any other effect of the withdrawal, in my case insomnia.

BTW I never had before this and now psychosis: they deliberately gave me this poison bc of my physical syndrome

Thank you

Hi, won't talk about the fact that the mental health center called by my GP, wants to come hwre again and forcing again the med, which gave me A NEW PERMANENT insomnia from its withdrawal

I genuinely need help: currently doing

1. Didgeridoo

2. Myo therapy

3. Posiotional therapy

Does anyone know other protocols I can add to sleep well?

Thank you

Hi, obv not everyone, I mean in the sleep apnea sub

But I really feel alone right now. For those who don't know my case, psychiatry added a new insomnia to the undiahnosed sdb I already had.

It's driving me nuts. They continuously say I'm "obsessed". While I just made another post oj the apnea sub with the factual proofs of the sdb I have.

Please don't be rude. What did I do to you people? Everything now is so dark, useless. The mental health center will come here again, my GP today tried to gaslight me again. I'm forces to escape, like is it real what I'm living? No its not a nightmare.

"yeah, you do breathing protocol to sleep, positional therapy, you have audios. But you have Obsession. I have patients with apneas and tbey live their life"

I was like "but they are cured"

"Doesn't matter. You re obsessed. I have patients with cancer"

"But they are cured"

"You have to overcome your physical issue, get out with friends. It's obsession"

Won't list the fucking physical syndromes I have since the SDB started

Cheers

EDIT: this is the comment someone made to me by basically saying i stated that bad sleep test leads to uars (neevr said that), but acrually said that i do need a test with electrodes on head that detects RERAs

That abilify's withdrawal leads to likely permanet insomnia. Which is badically true

I really dont know how to feel. Heres the comment, i wont accept and which takes advantage of the psychiatric galighitng I suffered:

People think you’re a hypochondriac because literally everything becomes evidence for the diagnosis you’ve already decided you have.

Something improves? Proof of UARS.

Something gets worse? Also proof of UARS.

Sleep test is negative? Bad test.

Future sleep test is negative? Also bad because Abilify supposedly messed up your sleep architecture.

Doctors disagree with you? They’re gaslighting you.

Random Redditors agree with you? Finally, someone understands.

Do you see the problem? Probably not.

You might genuinely have some health issues. Nobody is saying every symptom is fake. But you keep taking vague symptoms and jumping straight to the worst possible conclusion, then rejecting anything that contradicts it.

The Abilify thing is a perfect example. “Withdrawal can cause insomnia” somehow became “my brain is permanently chemically damaged and I’ll have insomnia forever.” You have absolutely no basis for saying that.

Same with UARS. A narrow palate, teeth grinding, sniffing, feeling better after breathing exercises, etc. might justify getting properly tested. They do not “prove” you have it.

At this point your theory can’t even be disproven, because you’ve already created an explanation for why every piece of evidence against it doesn’t count.

That’s why people are saying health anxiety. Not because you have no real symptoms, but because your interpretation of them is completely out of proportion.

If you actually try to think scientifically, like taking all the information given to you and actually using it, rather than rejecting what you don't like and only accepting what supports your position, then I would think maybe you're on to something. But based on everything you're saying and everything you're doing, you're a hypochondriac with mental health issues and anxiety.

Hi, i'm gonma write to my GP as be wrote me he wants to meet me, all the truth about the coercitive psychiatry i suffered for 6 months from a poison called abilify for fucks sake. A tough email. Idgaf anymore about anything. I dont let myself get pushed around anymore.

This psychiatry shitty psychiatry caused a 2nd fucking insomnia: from withdrawal.

My physical syndromes I had from the sleep disordered breathing got worse: ibs, worsened constipation, dysfunctional breathing, sensation of involuntary muscle contractions, proststis cheonic, allergies everyhtijt i already had got worse

The email im gonna write to the GP will be the truth avout everything without any limitstion. Im ready for the intervention of everybody at home

Needless to say, im exhausted by this fucking health system i have here (am in eu) so i wanma ruin everything. Which means: i wanna react to rhe fith i sueffereed these years, especially coercitive psychiatry

Yeah, think im schizophrenic, bipolar, obsessed they gave me at home my parents every label. Dont believe me, but im just terribly pissed off, i dont have any fucking psychosis.

But as said, am tired of being their toy. Enough.

Am ready for their intervention. Will escape and likely kms

Thank you

EDIT: oh yeah little repressed looser, downvote this, yeah I mean, downvote this fuck (at least that's how we say it in in my country ;))

EDIT: sorry for my english, i meant my parents will call back the mental health center

Hi

I had them because of untreated sleep disordered breathing (likely uars). I was tilted, belly neck. Arms raised up

Still feel the sensation my arms can raise up. KTS FUCKING UNACCEPTABLE

I do have other syndromes due to this fucking SDB

Am 23. I did electromiogram which confirmed I don't have serious issues like dystonia.

I Know I should go to a neruplgoidt for movement disorders. But would like some opinions on my issue

The doctor at hospital (I had slight hypokaliemka) when I had them said the upon him it was due to insomnia.

Thanks

Hi, I wrote a long post days ago about my unique situation in the fucking world... ie the physical syndromes I have but especially the tough withdrawal from abilify, causing devastating insomnia. I CANNOT DO ANYTHING ALL THE DAY. I cannot get out of home and it's been weeks. Now i read many people, that took antipscyhotics, that tried to get sleep supplements.

But guess what? I have a fucking SDB! Haha lol right? Likely UARS as I don't have apneas. Since it's years I have this fucking SDB can someone confirm these 2 proofs I have?:

1. If sleep protocols suggested to treat a SDB, likely UARS in my case, hence didgeridoo, myo therapy and \*\*especially\*\* POSITIONAL THERAPY (I use pillows to block my back from going supine, if not I'd die) HELP, can we confirm I do fucking have for years a fucking SDB? I'm not asking you to confirm Uars obv, I still have to do the proper sleep test for that, but just asking if it IS a sleep disordered breathing

They're using my terrible physical and (CONSEQUENTALLY to the physical state) mental state to constantly try to gaslight me. They did it in January when the psych forced me to take abilify by scaring me, me who was unaware of the laws that could protect me from that trap.

2. If I took:

   A. for 8 months sleep supplements in 2024 that made me most days literally like a zombie, by crying and sleeping on the floor (yeah I mean I'm not that playing-the-victim type of guy but even by writing it now im still shocked by what i lived, oh and still live)

B. And some days ago apigenin and noticed I slept even worse and that my TMD was worse, suggesting I choked more during sleep

\*\*Given these 2 proofs CAN SOMEONE CONFIRM TO ME I DO HAVE A FUCKING SLEEP DISPRDEREB BREATHING?\*\*

I know the answer is "go do the test", but I did last year 2 USELESS sleep tests without electrodes on head that just confirmed I have no apneas but didn't obv measure RERAs.

I'm sure 100% the answer to my question must be YES. It's the only explanation... you guys cannot imagine how fucked I am and consider UARS caused so many FUCKING PHYSCIAL SYNDROMES as well. psychiatry and the medical system here want to make me believe I'm fucking crazy

Mentally I Know I'm right, regarding the question I asked above, but again, their gaslighting system is powerful.

Nobody, from what I read on reddit and Facebook, is in my specifc situation: with 2 insomnias: from the insane WITHDRAWAL OF ABILIFY and from UARS itself. And this terribly scares me, not being able to treat neither one nor the other insomnia. I'm like condemned to sleep like a shitty person forever especially, again, due to the insomnia from the withdrawal of the antipsychotic. I had involuntary muscle contractions in December bc of UARS (something like dystonia), I'm terribly scared as this abilify-insomnia can last forever ill have EVEN MORE PHYSICAL synfromses

I'm terribly scared ill have diabetes too by not getting outside, if this is useful I'm a skinny guy with normal Body fat but anyway I'm scared.

I read about people who took abilify and their insomnia still lasts after 6 years from the last dosage... AND I CANNOT TAKE A FUCKING SLEEP SUPPLEMENT AS THEY DO BC I HAVE HYPERMOBILE THROAT TISSUES THAT COLLAPSE, really likely as I said abov

Physchiatry is 99% serial killers, it's even more shocking than ignorance about UARS: these fucking nazi psychiatrists prescribing legalised poison that even for short times can permanently wreck brains and cause PERMANENT insomnia.

And as I have undiagnosed autism or ADHD (and ADHD is fucking real and people who deny it should go fuck themselves so badly, it's not a trend, it's as real as UARS.) you cannot imagine how bad my neurodivergence is these years with UARS. I constantly need stimming like music in my head (I reproduce it like a DJ to motivate me do every single thing) or reproduce it though saliva-rhythm in my mouth... but I'll talk about this another time lol.

Why didn't I diagnose UARS earlier? Yeah what rhe fucks should I have done? I was convinced (live in eu) in my country was impossible to diagnose it o was ready to go to France or polony. Then this MOTHERUFUCKRR PSYCH came at my home (called by my parents), violated the law of my country and forced me to take that poison. THEN i found out it can be done in my country, but too late

\*\*Please, if someone can answer abour the 2 proofs provided above about SDB, this would help me not to get gaslighted again\*\*

Thank you

Hi, basically I fear this.

I have a SLEEP DISORDERED BREATHING for 4 years. in January I stayed all the month at home bc I had in December, bc of this terrible insomnia, involuntary muscle contractions, so basically in January I felt the PSYSICAL sensation I would have had them again.

my parents, assholes fucking assholes, called the Mental Health Center. So their psych came at home, woke me up from sleeping, I had terrible flu at the time but he wanted to use my psychological-physical conditions against me and forced me to take this poison: abilify.

I was forced for 6 FUCKING MONTHS. THIS MOTHERFUCKER FORCED ME LIKE A FUCKING DOG, okay, now I'll calm down, to take this poison at theri horrific house outside the city so everyday I had to loose 2h to get this poison.

Why? Simple. These meds tame you. Believe me, an not rhat type of guy that obeys so easily but this med made me more fragile, consider the sleep breathing disorder changed my personality As well, but really, this legalised poison tamed me. I feared him. Never happened with any doctor. I hung out with improbable people I would have never met, trust me, without the med.

My personality changed, i have hypermovilify and these meds give more side effects to people liek me, jndeed i had many side effects. I suffered for 6 months.

I FUCKING HAVE FUCKING PHYSICAL SYNDORMES FROM THE SLEEP DISORDEED BREATHING. and guess what?

New pain with this hell-journey i did during these 6 months!

But now I do have FUCKING TERRIBLE INSOMNIA FROM WITHDRAWAL OF ABILIFY.

Cannot take sleep supplements bc of the sleep disordered breathing.

Can anyone tell me. Can this shitty motherfucker psych do a COMPULSPRY HEALTH TREATMENT if he knows now I stay all the day at home bc of this new insomnia?

I live in EU. Any European people can help?

BTW... I'm at my dead end. F8nished. 4 years of struggling.

Psychiatry wrecked my brain. My life. My projects. I can't cry anymore. My last cry was in February when I was taking this poison

From 15h of sleeping (badly) I slept 4, 5h even worse. This med since the beginning changed my sleep architecture.

Then I applied a sleep breathing protocol, positional therapy, in march which saved me a bit.

But the brain damage is definitely done. This insomnia will be permanent since I read people saying after 6 years of quitting the antipsychotic thir sleep is still ruined

Assisted suicide in Swisserland is near. I'll wait for 10 months. I have to make money for it. Then if this insomnia won't go away, I'll start the practice for everything

Thanks

Ciao, chiedo questo visto che è la situazione di un mio amico.

Ha insonnia grave causata da astinenza da un antipsicotico e da, inoltre, un distrubo respiratorio notturno accertato

Ora passa le giornate in casa visto che dorme davvero peggio di prima. Volevo chiedervi, il TSO è fattibile?

Lo chiedo sebbene sappia già la risposta, ma lo chiedo per sicurezza. Il TSO c'è solo in caso di alterazione psichica grave.

Ciononostante sarei curioso di sapere l'opinione di chi ne sa, ci tengo a rassicurarlo...

Grazie

Hi all, I have UARS with many physical syndromes caused by it just one year, I'm 23.

Didgeridoo and myo therapy help, but I ended up sleeping 15 H per day and had INVOLUNTARY FUCKING MUSCLR CONTRACTIONS in decemeber, something LIKE DYSTONIA but a test confirmed I don't have dystonia

What saved me from these 15h is positional therapy with pillows behind my back and against the wall, obv side sleeping. I'd need positional rucksack but is expensive

HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT THIS ALMOST SAVED THE FUCKING UARS THAY WRECKED MY LIFE? This made me sleep even 6h per night

please, my issue is that I dint read about this powerful sleeping tool often on these subs. What does positional therapy in my case suggest? That my issue conssits in a likely tongue collapse i have while on supine position? Ill do the DISE soon btw

Indeed before positional therapy i changed a lot position during sleep, surely ending up supine varoous times through the night., hence klling myself basically

Can someone tell me if POSITIONAL THERAPY through my system or positional rucksack helped?

Thank you

Hi, I wrote a long post days ago about my unique situation in the fucking world... ie the physical syndromes I have but especially the tough withdrawal from abilify, causing devastating insomnia. I CANNOT DO ANYTHING ALL THE DAY. I cannot get out of home and it's been weeks. Now i read many people, that took antipscyhotics, that tried to get sleep supplements.

But guess what? I have a fucking SDB! Haha lol right? Likely UARS as I don't have apneas. Since it's years I have this fucking SDB can someone confirm these 2 proofs I have?:

1. If sleep protocols suggested to treat a SDB, likely UARS in my case, hence didgeridoo, myo therapy and **especially** POSITIONAL THERAPY (I use pillows to block my back from going supine, if not I'd die) HELP, can we confirm I do fucking have for years a fucking SDB? I'm not asking you to confirm Uars obv, I still have to do the proper sleep test for that, but just asking if it IS a sleep disordered breathing

They're using my terrible physical and (CONSEQUENTALLY to the physical state) mental state to constantly try to gaslight me. They did it in January when the psych forced me to take abilify by scaring me, me who was unaware of the laws that could protect me from that trap.

2. If I took:

   A. for 8 months sleep supplements in 2024 that made me most days literally like a zombie, by crying and sleeping on the floor (yeah I mean I'm not that playing-the-victim type of guy but even by writing it now im still shocked by what i lived, oh and still live)

B. And some days ago apigenin and noticed I slept even worse and that my TMD was worse, suggesting I choked more during sleep

**Given these 2 proofs CAN SOMEONE CONFIRM TO ME I DO HAVE A FUCKING SLEEP DISPRDEREB BREATHING?**

I know the answer is "go do the test", but I did last year 2 USELESS sleep tests without electrodes on head that just confirmed I have no apneas but didn't obv measure RERAs.

I'm sure 100% the answer to my question must be YES. It's the only explanation... you guys cannot imagine how fucked I am... psychiatry and the medical system here want to make me believe I'm fucking crazy

Mentally I Know I'm right, regarding the question I asked above, but again, their gaslighting system is powerful.

Nobody, from what I read on reddit and Facebook, is in my specifc situation: with 2 insomnias: from the insane WITHDRAWAL OF ABILIFY and from UARS itself. And this terribly scares me, not being able to treat neither one nor the other insomnia. I'm like condemned to sleep like a shitty person forever especially, again, due to the insomnia from the withdrawal of the antipsychotic. I had involuntary muscle contractions in December bc of UARS (something like dystonia), I'm terribly scared as this abilify-insomnia can last forever ill have EVEN MORE PHYSICAL synfromses

I'm terribly scared ill have diabetes too by not getting outside, if this is useful I'm a skinny guy with normal Body fat but anyway I'm scared.

I read about people who took abilify and their insomnia still lasts after 6 years from the last dosage... AND I CANNOT TAKE A FUCKING SLEEP SUPPLEMENT AS THEY DO BC I HAVE HYPERMOBILE THROAT TISSUES THAT COLLAPSE, really likely as I said abov

Physchiatry is 99% serial killers, it's even more shocking than ignorance about UARS: these fucking nazi psychiatrists prescribing legalised poison that even for short times can permanently wreck brains and cause PERMANENT insomnia.

And as I have undiagnosed autism or ADHD (and ADHD is fucking real and people who deny it should go fuck themselves so badly, it's not a trend, it's as real as UARS.) you cannot imagine how bad my neurodivergence is these years with UARS. I constantly need stimming like music in my head (I reproduce it like a DJ to motivate me do every single thing) or reproduce it though saliva-rhythm in my mouth... but I'll talk about this another time lol.

**Please, if someone can answer abour the 2 proofs provided above about SDB, this would help me not to get gaslighted again**

Thank you

Can anyone help please? I stopped it at 3 MG bc I noticed after taking that dosage I was feeling way more this contraction (as a sensation only). AI explained this is facial dystonia (temporary). Now i feel it some days yes and some days not.

Also, while on 20 MG (the devil fucking basterd psychiatrist put me on it for 1 or 2 months, I dont rememebr) I had micro spasms on face and a micro twitching of the right eye.

Feel sometimes slight language slowness.

These fucking psychiatrists should suffer die all of them. And my anger is justified as I SHOULDNT HAVE TAKEN this dangerous poison called abilify, they gave it to me bc to him I was obsessed with the disease which ruined my life, ie a terrible undiagnosed sleep disordered breathing of which I have all the factual proofs I have it, and which caused many horrific physical syndromes

That's the way they use to gaslight you and he violated the law of my country of informed consent BTW.

Can anyone provide his/her experience about the sensation of facial issues like mine?

Thank tou

I literally have no FUCKING words. How is it on earth that psychiatry is legal?

How s it possible that these psycho-rapists operate with such non chalance in our countries?

How is it possible that these fucking nazis are still free?

And ok, there are mental illnesses out there, but how the fuck cannot these fucking criminals TRY to treat them through psychotherapy, ie WITHOUT meds first?

I wrote other posts but briefly I have for 5 years a horrific sleep disordered breathing which ruined my life. Completely.

And my shitty parents, mat they suffer a lot the rest of theri life for what they did to me, called the mental health center in January bc I couldn't get out of home for that month, you know bc of the sleep disordered breathing I had in decemebr involuntary muscle contractions, something like dystonia, and in January I couldn't get out of home bc of the muscular sensation these contractions could restart at any moment so I was terribly afraid that period.

So this psycho-rapist came at home with his demonic eyes, you know those eyes that see you as a freak? I have no fucking psychosis I have every fucking PHYSICAL synfroms on the earth bc of the sleep disordered breathing, of which I have all the FACTUAL proofs I have it.

And he said "You have to take abilify", but he violated the rule of my country! (Am in EU) He violated the fucking informed consent. But I should have consulted AI at the tim to know the laws that protect the citizen... I was not aware of the dangers of these meds and accepted it "to make a favour" to my parents and bc I was fucking scared.

That time i was sleeping 15h per day hc the sleep disordered breathing was worse, then in march positional therapy led me to sleep even 6h per night.

I fuckin cannot express how I feel now. They forced me to go FOR 6 MONTHS EVERY SINGLE DAY to take like a fucking dog that med. They said I was OBSESSES with the sleep issue. That'd what they say to gaslight you. I FUCKING KNEW IT. I ve been galisghted so many times and should have built my own armor to avoid galisghting again

You cannot imagine how much im disappointed by myself. I betrayed myself. Funny world we live in, heath Ledger's Joker would have said.

Outcome: i have the worst insomnia from the withdrawal of Abilfy. I stopped it at 3 MG bc I noticed the moment i took it the last dosage I felt a weird sensation of contractions at lips. AI told that this was a facial dystonia (temporary). After one month of stopping it it went away within days.

I'm lost. Assisted suicide in Swisserland (I don't live there) seems to be the only option for me. No, I'm not depressed or what: I fought so much you can't imagine, I'm not boasting trust me but I can't write what I expericed these 5 years, wanted to get out of the tunnel but now it's too late

I read about people not sleeping after 5, 6 years quiting the antipsychotic. What fucking life is this?

Why did they invent this terrible poison?

I'm 23. Why can the people I know live their fucking life without being poisoned and I have all this FUCKING SHIT?

Many questions, no answer. I wanted to relive my life like before, to do sport like before. The worst thing is i can't take any sleep supplement bc of the sleep disordered breathing, I'd have a tongue collapse

Thank you

EDIT: I took for 2 months 20.mg of it. That means my insomnia will be permanent if anyone can confirm, and please be pragmatic, I dont need false hope, now I k ow what the truth is

DAMN THIS FUCKING PSYCHIATRIST.

Guys, this is clearly a turbolent rant but i wanna say this: before my death thanks to this community for opening my eyes on the devils of this worlds, psychiatrists.

I share eveything said by Sczasz but lemme say this, while i know many people are under psychiatry for specific mental health reasons, i dont hear enough about cases deliverately and voluntarily misdiagnosed as psychosis, of factually mentally sane people, BUT with physical issues instead, like me.

And please, dont get me wrong, I'm not making a rank about the most difficult type of issue, but I'm saying that as there are misdiagnosed cases of psychosis there are also physical issues misdiagnosed as mental ones.

I have for almost 5 years a sleep disordered breathing (undiagnosed) which totally ruined my life, wrecked every plan, cancelled any part of who I was, and generated other physical syndromes. Oh, I'm 23, not 80. BTW I have all the factual fucking proofs I have it (why do I even have to say that anytime) but the sleep medical system here sucks and I did 2 useless sleep tests last year.

In January of this year I was sleeping until 15h a day, my sleep protocols were not working anymore so this devil psycho-rapist called by my shitty fucking parents (by violating the law in my state in EU by the fucking way) forced me to take poison : Abiilify. Oh, and for 6 months. Oh and by forcing me to go to their shitty shitty oh shitty mental health center EVERY FUCKING SINGLE DAY to take the med. Oh, and by prescribing it up to 20 MG for one one or 2 months i dont remember.

It's useless to say that it gave me all the possible side effects it can give (am pretty sure bc of the hypermobility i have)

Basically the point is that now after 1 month of quitting it I have horrific insomnia so much o cannot get out home, so tired I am. And I know I wake yo 4-5 times during the 9h of sleep I do. This NEVER HAPPENED TO ME in 23 ys of life, NEVER, even during school with the normal anxiety for exams, you know.

Basically I know it'll be permanent and frankly I'm tired of fighting against the medical system for the sleep disordered breathing I have and now for this fucking insonnia given by the poison

I'm tired of suffering from my syndromes. I'm tired of living. I always tried to see the light (and you can't even imagine how many beatings I received in the last 3 years). Oh and don't fucking act like my mum (ignorant woman) who likes to call me "shitty depressed" while I logically know(as I told you) I'm not depressed but have FUCKING PHYSICAL ISSUES

I'm going to very likely plan assisted suicide in swisserland between this year and the next one. And believe me, this only due to psychiatry, if I hadn't taken abilify I would have had more energies (I pretty solved in march the sleep disordered breathing with positional therapy) and would still have fought.

It's evil itself. These psychiatrists come, use your physical and (consequential in my case) mental pain and prescribe poison as it was a candy

Really hope the whole world after ill die will make a revolution about the sleep medicine and criminal psychiatry. I don't see differences between him and serial killers.

Thank you

Hi all, i read this a lot in this sub. People posting their protruding belly as they are skinny fat and people say "it's inflamed".

Now, I have IBS BTW but know my triggers and follow a clean diet, but even before IBS I always had the skinny fat belly.

Just would like to know if my belly was always inflamed in this case if this is possible. I'm not overweight, but have a pretty protruding belly though.

Thank you

Hi all, I'm 23. don't know the specific situation of my pelvic floor but I'll get evaluated by a pelvic floor therapist soon.

I have non bacterial prostatitis after I had 1 year ago a bacterial prostatitis that I cured through 1 cycle of antibiotics. I noticed ad said that after ejaculations I feel a slight burning sensation that bothers me for hours, I cannot walk in peace. I feel a slight pain at pelvic floor often, even if since I have IBS too I'm not sure if it's bc of IBS or pelvic floor but am pretty sure it's the pelvic floor.

It's not a unbearable pain but slightly annoying.

Can anyone help please? I never masturbated for months, I rebegan these days once a day every 2 days or so and felt this sensation.

BTW I developed these along with other syndromes due to a sleep disordered breathing which destroyed my life.

Thank you

Legally the answer is no, but I'd like to hear your opinions.

I have no intention to go on with a person who ruined my life with a useless med (abilify), since I have a sleep breathing disorder and he said (as all these psychs say are all the same I bet around the world) that this is an obsession... yeah... an obsession which caused to me syndromes, illnesses and basically as said wrecked my life

He said that it's "mandatory". But as said only with a compulsory health treatment he can do this, and to apply that I'm supposed to be "psychically altered", which I'm not. BTW he's from the mental health center of the state

Can anyone help please?

Thank you