I had a dream that a former friend had a post on twitter/x that they don’t regret anything with a link of a video that has to do with me.

I went on google to see if it is true that it exists in real life and sure enough it is. I found it on a site not twitter/x seeing as I don’t have a twitter/x account.

But I wish it could be taken down. I wish my former friend twitter/x account could be taken down mostly in general because who knows whatever else he does online because I don’t and I wouldn‘t want others to befriend a person like him when he’s not good. (Bad as in just plain ol bad friend like anyone gets. Nothing crazy even though he did vote for you know who.)

Anything I can do to help the world be better how I can.

Sigh.

Whatever.

Update. I am fine. I just thought it would be nice if it got taken down. The post was in general saying how he doesn’t regret anything (Talking behind my back.) with the video being of something anime to visually show his not regretting.

“Oh no… Something happened. We must raise the prices because of it. No longer is it the low price was at before that something happened.”

Ok and?…

Why not instead just go do something to compensate for what happened like going to dinner or something with the people and just fix whatever happened and leave the prices as it was?

I mean, if there can be things that are low prices regardless of what’s going on… Why can’t everything stay low price? More people will buy things and more profit. Right?

You have high prices and every pair of glasses to choose from are the big ones. Well, if you would have some of the smaller ones to choose from also as well as what is trending at the time and leave the prices alone… Then you’ll get more for your place of business.

Fill a bags and containers up like you used to and then maybe more people won’t buy as much because the more bought instead of only one or two is inside the one.

I know Economics but I also just; it doesn’t make sense to me. Wouldn’t what I said, make the most sense logically speaking? When something happens instead of raising the prices do something else to compensate like I said. Consequences for actions for sure. But not everything is a wrongdoing, problem and issue.

Update: Whoever is in my messages despite my settings that I can no longer see… (How?). You don’t have like my post. But telling me prices must go up because affording is stupid… You’re really making what I’m saying more true than it already is. CONGRATS I guess!

You are allowed it if really does help you and if you just like the music is all. That is fine.

HOWEVER!…

If the how you find anything out ever is from proof, evidence and considering more than one possibility with a good ol getting over it if the actual doesn’t match what you think the actual is…

Then with the exception of the Ten Commandments, the obvious wrongdoings you shouldn’t and love thy neighbor… How is it the bible and only one way to be?

MAKE IT MAKE SENSE!

Oh wait you can’t. Only one way right? Get out of here with your logic. All anybody wants is to be comfortable in their bodies and of the like. We don’t choose our bodies. But we do choose how to go about them and some can as is and some can’t as is due to the body given that we don’t choose. That’s it.

I’ve got the kind of feet where they must be covered at all times or crack in the heels they go and nothing fixes it until back to covering them at all times.

I have two pairs of shoes.

I have a pair of shoes of my size that only are worn when I’m dressed.

The second pair of shoes I have are one size bigger than my size and only worn around the house and maybe neighborhood on days not leaving the house getting dressed.

Both shoes are without socks.

How I wore socks once before (I’m 33) is beyond me.

No sock is comfortable; but I own some toe socks on the off chance I have to go through the house on days not leaving the house and getting dressed without my shoes.

I rarely visit others homes. I’m not one who really ever needs to.

But I’m just wondering. Do you?

I know how fine. But doing it however…

Like Forrest Gump; I just can’t figure out that doing. It gives me melt downs. I don’t understand and don’t know what I’m doing.

I know how. Yay. Ok. Sit in the driver seat. Wait what why can’t I see the road? Why is the hood in the way? I don’t know what to do and none of it makes sense. MELTDOWN!

Same with working. I don’t understand a damn lick of anything people are saying aside everyday stuff we all know. I don’t know what I’m doing.

I am mildly autistic. This isn’t something I choose and I’ll be damned if I’m seen as such.

I like going out. But more on my own. Being out side in the heat longer than to get to where I’m going however…

HA! No.

Not unless it is a closed in concrete picnic table situation like old parks have. My skin is super sensitive so if it wasn’t then I’d be directly in nature more as well as when I’m out doing something have to. 

But even if I did more; it would still be as it is as I type this because I am one of those where no matter how gone about it just is as it is. Like Forrest Gump I know things fine. But the doing part; ha; no. I’m told I choose not to all the time. I don’t choose any of this. Maybe the doing part I had some ability before my twenties hit. But then my twenties happened and I just can’t figure it out really. Here I am at thirty-three and I just got my first “I’m jealous of you.“ comment from another the other day. So proof and evidence isn’t enough to prove I’m not choosing this? Ok then.

Introversion and any other difference on the introversion side of things is not wrong.

Vehicles.

Thank good hell for that.

I am like fine if I had to be out for a lot of things all day because of that.

But the actual being in the weather longer than the duration of getting to where I am going?

Ha! No. My skin is highly sensitive. Just sitting on a porch and my face is already red.

Hey, yeah… I’m told I make rules for myself and that I am choosing not to just do things.

No. That is wrong.

You don’t have to like and understand it.

But if from proof and evidence it is that taking cold showers and wearing my trucker hat while I am out of the house in any way keeps my skin clear of acne and only gives me the pink shade of redness; but not fully red…

Then like hello there; you’ve got yourself an example of there being more than one way to be and how it isn’t religion as to how to be man and woman. TA DA! DUH!

I mean seriously. So many people with Ai, scrolling and of the like. I am sick of it.

How do you get the truth and fact of a someone, somebody and something? Well, proof and evidence; considering more than one possibility.

Which means that reality is as it actually is from proof and evidence; from more than one possibility considered; not some book.

But why should I and any other who accepts this care if the rest of us all who won’t accept this; won’t accept this?

[ Disclaimer: It will sound as it does. However, it is just for explanation purposes to know what I’m saying. The only time I say and tell what shouldn’t is just to explain to know what I’m saying and telling. I am mildly autistic. I am like Forrest Gump in some ways. I am grunge tomboy pixie haired lesbian. I am a total Chuckie Finster. This is kinda long. However, I want to get this out. It would be very appreciated if any one of you took the time to read it. ]

There are people who have nothing. No food; nothing.

I see all that I have and while I am grateful for it; I hate that I have things and some people don’t. It makes me want to cry. I was eating a bowl of egg noodles with some red beans in them and after I was done I cried.

But even if I were to get rid of everything (Not doing that.) I would still look like perfect and better than and of the like because there are some people where no matter how gone about it just ends up looking perfect and better than and of the like.

I have all these stickers on my fridge and some don’t even have food in theirs.

I swear… (Not how it sounds just how else to say it.) Trump needs to get out of here and now. Go away Trumpty Dumpty. You're a bad man and while not great; a hell of a lot better when not you. We were finally getting somewhere and any wrongdoings from us others we just haven’t been able to get to yet. We were finally getting somewhere until Trump decided to try president and bring back republicans into power which hasn’t been since like the 1990’s for good reason.

As I said in my disclaimer to who I am…

The reason I don’t do some things isn’t because I’m a lazy choosing not to moocher because I am not...

The reason I don’t do some things for what of that; that isn’t preferences type stuff is because I can’t seem to figure out the doing part and because it honestly isn’t worth it how my body reacts to some things.

But I’m still contributing regardless.

No matter what I say and do; no matter how gone about I will always be seen as perfect and better than and of the like.

Before you assume and accuse consider more than one possibility.

Are they really a lazy choosing not to moocher or is it that they just cant figure out the doing part and that their body how it reacts it just isn’t worth it for some things?

Do they really have a lot of stuff or is it that they just make things last and just will always look like they have a lot of stuff no matter how gone about?

Are they really perfect and better than and of the like or is it that they are just one of those where it looks perfect and better than and of the like no matter how gone about?

There is an artist in 2010 I got into and. I loved them to bits. But damnit all the hell people still think I’m into the artist.

There is nothing wrong with the artist. I just don’t want to hear them anymore.

They joined queen in 2015 and ever since I just simply couldn’t do it anymore. Not because of anything. I just couldn’t.

Since I mentioned the band; please do not comment the artists name I no longer am into. I don’t even want to see the name.

However we exist if we exist… I think I was only suppose to be into the artist to get me through seventeen, eighteen and to get my twenties going.

I give the world a free pass to lie and say this never happened; that I was never into it to begin with. Please. Thank you.

We ALL ALWAYS existed.

NO ONE and NOBODY is a new and; or never before.

SOME just could only do as such as time goes on rather than from the start and beginning due to hatred, judgement, bigotry, phobias, against and availability.

I mean, what do you think ”Ruined your fun.” and “Ruined the fun for everyone and everybody.“ means; huh?

The only way it can’t be hatred, judgement, bigotry, phobias and against to, towards and about you is if for you yourself there’s no good to go on.

Which is why it isn’t the entirety of groups; it is just the ones within the groups of the wrongdoings.

Does anyone else have what of their pjs they only wear throughout the house during the day on days not getting dressed and leaving the house and then what of their pjs they only wear to sleep every night?

I just feel like the only one ya know?…

Some of my pjs are only for during those days not getting dressed and leaving the house.

The rest of my pjs are only at night to sleep which is every night.

The reason being is because some of my pj tops love getting holes in their armpits that I have since sown when I sleep from getting comfortable. So the ones that get holes are for during those days not getting dressed and leaving the house. The rest of my pjs are only for sleep.

No way of steak is chewable for me. I’m still on the first bite while others are done with every bite of theirs.

Oh the streak itself is yummy. I just can’t chew it.

For those of us of mild autism who don’t drive and; or work with a not choosing not to... We know how to do things just fine. But for SOME of it; that doing we can’t figure out. Everyone else can chew the steak fine as well as knowing it. But I can’t figure it out. 

Disclaimer: Not to stereotype. Not to judge. No hate. Just to explain so you know what I’m saying.

1: I like seasoning. But what I don’t like is a lot of seasoning. My favorite seasonings are McCormick Grill Mates Roasted Garlic & Herb, McCormick Grill Mates Montreal Chicken, McCormick Grill Mates Montreal Steak, seasoned salt, Onion powder, chili powder and paprika. Also the three main ones salt, pepper and butter.

When I see a yard video cooking a seafood boil and that is an example to use. You don’t need all those seasonings. You want that orange color? Then get you some chili powder, butter and turmeric.

2: Who cares if food is perfect. As long as the how was made is technically fine, more healthy than not and can chew it; then who cares.

Oh no I broke the pasta in half. Ok and?…

Why do you think every pasta is small except lasagna and noodles? I don’t want to choke ok. Also, I just find it easier to eat. I don’t know why.

Get over it perhaps? Go lick Emeril’s and Gordon’s shoes I guess.

Also, what part of “No way of steak is chewable for me.” don‘t any of you get? That means you can’t suggest anything to me about it. No matter what way of steak it is; I’m still on the first bite and others are already done with their entire portion of the steak; I just can’t chew it. I’m starting to wonder if no way of steak is chewable and people are just swallowing the bites whole pretending it is chewable.

Like no matter what I say; I’m downvoted to hell and seen something not good.

If you know; then you know. If you don’t; then you don’t.

I had recently made a post about which I'm into for kind. (It was since deleted but I digress.) In that post I also said something regarding the phrase “Butch Mama.” But when I mentioned that phrase I meant it more like how the 1970’s went about it; hence “Pretty Mama“.

Have you ever seen Forrest Gump? Now, she never told him what to do; he was an adult fair and square. But at the same time he took that “Just run” as if she was. So this isn’t age play. I do not want that and regression.

I am just a classic Cis Grunge Tomboy Lesbian Woman with Asexuality and short hair into the Butch we all know which would be the Butch opposite of me. I just really like the phrase “Butch Mama“ and especially when this is BUTCH we are talking about. To make them feel good about being Butch as they Dyke it up all over the damn place.

That isn’t to say others can’t be. I just am not into the others.

I just don’t understand how I am seen as othering and stereotyping because of it. There is that and then there is the whole “just happen to like those things deemed stereotyping.“ I am of the ones where I just happen to like those things except for the long curly hair, sex and axes. Not because I want to stereotype because I don’t. I just like those things as you would with anything in life.

I just thought would understand when I posted it.

I often get flack a lot for being of the one way of gay we all know for both myself and into. I also often get told that I’m too outdated and need to stop. (Yet it is ok for people to be of the aesthetics for the decade?). Make it make sense.

I don’t get into my community most of the time because of the flack I get every time I try to.

I thought would understand. If I don’t make sense; then so be it. But what else do I say? Maybe someone out there knows what I mean.

But also, it doesn’t matter what I say and how I say it; there is always a problem in some way. Are a lot of you just never going to be happy no matter what a person does? That’s how it feels.

Lets say you did something and your reason was nothing more than a “I just wanted to see if it would help get others to finally see how a certain person actually is because as you can see otherwise to do so hasn’t done anything to help that.“.

That way of a wrongdoing is like the equivalent of all of Forrest Gump‘s defending Jenny. Don’t get it? His apologies at the black panther scene.

The what is wrong. The why isn’t wrong.

Use MAGA as an example. For their go abouts of wrongdoing it is both the what and the why. For us others it is only the what of our wrongdoings that is wrong because our why for our wrongdoings is to see if will stop them as need and must be. For MAGA’s there isn’t any good to go on. So IF ever do say something and IF ever do; do something; then there isn’t anything good to go on and in that case it isn’t hatred because again; nothing good for us others to go on.

But also… Just because a wrongdoing happens does NOT mean will happen again.

Consider more than one possibility and get over it on what the actual is if doesn’t match what you think the actual is.

There are people who have nothing. No food; nothing.

I see all that I have and while I am grateful for it; I hate that I have things and some people don’t. It makes me want to cry. I was eating a bowl of egg noodles with some red beans in them and after I was done I cried.

But even if I were to get rid of everything (Not doing that.) I would still look like perfect and better than and of the like because there are some people where no matter how gone about it just ends up looking perfect and better than and of the like.

I have all these stickers on my fridge and some don’t even have food in theirs.

I swear… (Not how it sounds just how else to say it.) Trump needs to get out of here and now. Go away Trumpty Dumpty. You're a bad man and while not great; a hell of a lot better when not you.