How do you deal with anxiety disorder when with people

I'm 17 and im looking for a way to deal with my anxiety disorder and I really don't know what to do to recover well from this anxiety, it's been draining the life essence out of me in my teen years. I can mask well sometimes but lately it's been worse and worse and my other two diagnoses (adjustment and schizoid pd) aren't helping either. It feels like an endless loop but I know theres alot of other people who felt like this and still managed to deal with it. I've cried so many times at night because I ask myself why I had to be this way and I know how much worse of a value I have with socially than others. And i'm pretty aware others notice as well and thats what makes me more and more anxious. my girlfriend already helps me alot by listening and reassuring me but i'm just that awful that its not enough really.

I'm new to this so I really have no idea what others do to cope so any help would be appreciated

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 10 days ago

Anyone wanna duo singed + yuumi (im singed main)

You may or may not have heard of this botlane duo and I personally never tried it but I saw videos of them both absolutely dominating the late game so I wanted to ask if anyone was up for some duo games with a singed apc (Norms is also fine)

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 14 days ago

Whats the optimal build and gameplan

Like as a singed main she reminds me of singed because she also grounds, poisons and is fast so I just played a round with Seraphs, liandries and rylais which is similar to his build but i'm sure theres other ways to go about it

And I assume you play the backline carry in late game tf's right? or just R flash and pray

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

Fleetfoot work keystone

Yoo guys I know theres some singed players that use this with success and imo its a very fun keystone for our boy but when exactly do you run it? currently dft seems pretty good for most occassion but im sure ffw can be better in some siuations i dont know about

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

Is viego a hypercarry?

I'm new to viego and only have some games on him so i dont know shit but does he scale like yi and usually carry the game or how does he work and what do you do in late game with this character

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

Twitch late game buff idea

To implement a more safe playstyle for his bad late game I think Twitch should receive extra range on ult so it scales with ult levels e.g 300/450/600 range through the levels. I think this way he's way less likely to just be assassinated since he can be in the back

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

The most slept on first item for Singed

Usually you go rylais, liandries or something else situational thats good for the game state but people never seem to consider this item when it has all the stats singed loves and is especially good when you wanna kite in some melee matchups. Its also incredibly good against long range because of it's move speed. Yes its 3k gold but it feels really good once you have it and the game play is much smoother. It also synergizes with his passive because his passive gives % ms and ult flat ms which cosmic drive also has and therefore empowers both more

u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

Tips for new viego player

Hi fellow ruined kings I played this character in mayhem when I got him and found him incredibly fun and wanted to play him more in the rift as well so I need help with his gameplan, builds, teamfights etc. I got the impression hes omega op in teamfights when i played him in mayhem

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

Laning vs akali

Whenever i lane against an akali, she gets fed and dominates the map after that and I dont know wtf to do against her. I know I can ban her but i wanna learn the matchup atleast and I mostly ban snydra since she dominates lane and scales insanely well

I feel like akali lane vs singed isnt that hard but for me personally i'm just naturally bad into that braindead champ for some reason and I would like some tips as to how you guys manage to survive that lane (I play midlane)

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

Demacia background match music lyrics

I'm sure everyone still remembers the demacia summoners rift background music a few months ago had lyrics and I'm specifically talking about the part where late game hits and the heroic justice music kicks in with some lyrics and I wanted to ask if someone knows the lyrics or even the language because I can only understand the word demacia

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

What champs have hidden passives

The title; i think if you play enough singed games you automatically undergo an uncurable lobotomy that will forever impact the singed players gameplay

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

ADCs not switching pick order

I respect adc players and i understand sometimes if you want to pick a niche adc but if you already know your matchup and not give your top last pick its legit griefing like i cant see any other reason some adcs to do this other than to grief their top. happened to me like twice today. obviously i cant know the exact reasons bc i dont play adc but why not just give them a chance to counter pick (for red side) like i cant fathom it

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 1 month ago

Why did everyone forget about AP xin zhao?

Even myself included everyone forgot about him, since his mana cost increase and ap ratio nerf, I only see him in the jungle build ad but never ap. I watched a couple videos of him going ap these days and tried him in top and mid and its still really crazy. I know the glory days of ap xin were only a few months ago but I still felt nostalgic playing it again and I think its definitely viable. The interaction from his passive with stattik shiv is so obnoxious to play against and hes insane in lane due to his sustain. You just soft dive them under turret and heal back to full with next wave to dive them again and kill. And don't get me started on his strength of destroying ranged toplaners, i honestly think he's very slept on rn

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 2 months ago

Why does Singed only have "bad" matchups?

A scaling champion like Kayle can still be pretty fine into Garen and some other melee bruiser but Singed just doesn't really. Matchups like gwen and sett are still fairly safe for Singed but theres still alot of room for mistakes even in those matchups so I don't get why they wont just buff his early game a little

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 2 months ago

Singed mid playstyle and build

Yoo guys I hit plat a few days ago in the toplane with singed and hes pretty much the only champ I play but I switched to mid because im starting to see the toplane as a filthy disgrace of a role and I think singed mid is more fun. however ive been stuck on plat 2 and I feel like theres alot for me to learn. What do you guys build in certain matchups and when do you usually roam? Any tips would be fine

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 2 months ago

Whats your guys winrate on this bastard?

Mine is 68% in ranked in 196 games which is by far my highest one which means im brainrotted to only play this champ and theres still so much to learn on him I feel like the potential is insane

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 2 months ago

This disorder has ruined most of my teens

Hey folks, just like many others on this subreddit, I do not have a diagnosis for this abonimation of a condition and I do not see the need for it but I am certain my life would be so much more lively and entertaining if I didn't have it. I know who I am and I hate knowing that i'm so abnormal. Tbh I'm just here for some advice because I'm soon an adult there has been this girl my age who I saw this year often at my bus stop. She would take the same bus as me every morning to school and she was so beautiful but I never got to talk to her. I could tell she was interested since she stared at me sometimes too. And yeah, like the fucking pos i am, I didn't try talking to her once and now its summer break. Like how tf do i bring myself to talk to girls im interested in. I'm not sure if i wouldve wanted a relationship instantly but i just wanted to talk briefly and have her contacts and thats it. But I didn't because i never have done it before even when I could have had it behind me so easily by now. This is the 2nd time it happened when I wanted to talk to a girl. I just dont know what I can tell myself to finally do it. I just feel like such a failure and being on the very introverted end, I rarely go out of my way to talk to ppl or friends i havent seen in a long time so meeting new people is just not something that happens in my life often. That's why I feel so empty rn because i feel like this was a rare chance to finally do it and I wish i could do smth about it. I hate it sm. I normally dont care if I havent seen people in a long time but she was beautiful and showed interest as well so its gotten me fucked up because it wasnt really that deep after all. How do the other guys see this? Is there anything you did to get yourself a girl finally?

That is, if i still see her after the summer break

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 2 months ago

How to learn champions properly

Hi guys, i'm currently learning akshan in norms game but the problem is almost every match seems unserious because its a stomp from either team, trolls in games or random ff 15s. Do you guys think it would be a grief to try him in ranked because I feel like theres still alot to learn on him for me and ranked is way more competitive

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 3 months ago

Winter Rift comeback?

Hi guys, I started league in December 24 last year and the winter map is the first one I was introduced to so I naturally fell in love with it and the music so I wanted to ask if it's coming back this year. It would be sad if it was just a one time thing. Are there news or speculations??

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 3 months ago

Is it worth it to play other champs?

Hi guys, I enjoy singed as my best and main champion and I love playing him. However, I also like playing Akshan and some enchant support (Ik very random champ pool). Will playing singed the most make me worse at those champs? (especially akshan whos a high skill cap champion) Like can I improve at my favourite champs even when singed is very unique with little to no transferrable skills

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u/Unusual-Ad8253 — 3 months ago