I've heard many dating coaches and books. But now I wanna consult the scientific field of study I know of which can deal with this question. I want answer, as detailed as u can give, can give links to external resources if u want to. I'm tired of being jealous and thinking from the perspective of every woman I meet what she thinks and feels about me
I'm 19m. Have many things to work on, improve upon, start, do, finish, continue and learn. And frankly, it really is a mess. But simultaneously I'm fascinated by damn so much. Sociology, books, psychology, novels, dostoevsky, life, osho, lao Tzu, buddha, surrender, death, unconscious, sex, intimacy, women, disgust towards myself coz I really don't know where the emotional signals in my body come from in every situation, or why I can't seem to apply the thoughts I get when I'm alone to situations when I'm not alone. I fear life, and I lust for life too. So many things I feel can give me more control over different aspects of my life, and so many things which leave me questioning myself to death. So many things which make me wonder, and so many things I can't let my eyes really see. That's my life. And I want to rant about it to someone who understands, who is on my wavelength. If u r on my wavelength and get what I wrote here, dm
So I was visiting the internet archive's site and I was exploring it last night. I saw the collection named internet arcade and internet arcade turbo. I went there and saw that these games are playable within the browser and they use MAME emulator to do it. But when I click on any game, a transparent power icon comes and I click on it and it just starts playing a demo of the game on its own after downloading the game files and it keeps on giving the "INSERT COIN" wording. I cannot figure out the controls on my android tablet. I don't know if it can be played on an Android tablet. Please help
Im a 19 year old boy and I have never been in a relationship. I once had a one sided crush on a girl and when I found out that that girl was already involved with someone else, it just made me so so, angry and jealous. Whenever I see women talking about their endeavours or experimentations in sexual or romantic matters, I get so angry and envious. I really don't know what's the reason for this. I have always felt a kind of anxiety around intimate conversations, it is so much that I even feel a kind of shyness from the oldest of my friends now. I don't have a good physique and I don't know how to dress well. When I see either women talking openly about their own relationships and all, or when I am in a friend group where everyone has a good physique and I don't, I feel so unworthy, I feel so disabled to do anything. It starts to feel as if I don't have agency. I can't even imagine starting a conversation which is either flirtatious or a little escalating. I don't wanna die feeling like this. Please help. Why do I feel this anger towards people who I think are far ahead of me in these matters, why? It is quite hard to open up about this because it is just too shameful to admit.
Oh, how i long for a love
Which matches the intensity of mine
How i long for a love
Which engulfs and consumes me whole
Is it so hard to find such a love?
Maybe. But yet I long and long and long.....