u/Wierd_Ghost

I think I’m done opening up to people.Every single time I try to be honest about how I feel, it turns into getting judged,getting bullied for it later,becoming gossip material or hearing the same empty toxic positivity lines like “just stay positive” or “everything happens for a reason.” People always say “you can talk to me,” but most of them only want the comfortable version of my feelings. The moment I show anger, hurt, confusion, or anything messy, they either distance themselves or use it against me. 

I tried therapy but didn't work and also It was expensive

So now I am going to just keep things to myself. I'm gonna act cold and distant and bottle up everything. I used to think not everyone would be the same but every single individual is the same.

I think I’m done opening up to people.Every single time I try to be honest about how I feel, it turns into getting judged,getting bullied for it later,becoming gossip material or hearing the same empty toxic positivity lines like “just stay positive” or “everything happens for a reason.” People always say “you can talk to me,” but most of them only want the comfortable version of my feelings. The moment I show anger, hurt, confusion, or anything messy, they either distance themselves or use it against me. 

I tried therapy but didn't work and also It was expensive

So now I am going to just keep things to myself. I'm gonna act cold and distant and bottle up everything. I used to think not everyone would be the same but every single individual is the same.

As the title says. I can't tell much because I am tired of explaining my situation over and over again

Edit: I already do activities like playing guitar and drawing (I'm a full time artist) but I'm losing interest in them

I have been feeling extremely depressed for almost a decade. I'm 28 and the pain keeps getting worse. I don't have anyone to talk or share about my feelings and thoughts. No one is there to listen or help me out. I tried therapy but it didn't work. Hobbies don't distract and nothing is working. I'm just afraid everytime. I haven't achieved anything in my life. I'm a loser and I hate myself

I'm from India. An artist who is interested in comics, manga, anime games, movies, cartoons. I don't even know why I keep posting in this sub because males don't get friends here the way females do. LoL.

It's been more than a decade that I'm dealing with depression and other mental health issues. I tried everything. Therapy, psychiatrist, everything but nothing works. I tried to reach out to people but never got any help. All they did was yap toxic positivity. I don't have anyone to talk about this to anyone. Neither my family understands it nor my small group of friends. I'm just living with this monster that is staying inside my mind. Currently I'm just surviving as an artist. However I'm not sure how long I'm gonna live.

My interests are reading comics, manga, anime, and playing video games. Watching movies, and series. I'm super into a lot of nerdy stuff. And also listening to music. Mainly nu mental songs like Linkin Park . I'm also an artist too.

Whenever I post something about my mental health issues anywhere. People just don't listen.And whenever I do get some people it always ends up with me listening to them and I have helped them to get slightly better. While I have no issues with listening or to help them. But sometimes I just wish someone would help me out. Someone could at least listen to me for a while and make me feel better. But I guess it's selfish of me to even think about it. It's selfish to ask for help. Mainly because I am a guy . I have to bottle up my emotions and issues and solve others problems. I shouldn't be vulnerable.

Hey. I'm looking for someone to talk with who is into video games, reading comics, manga, anime, movies, and series. I'm also an artist who is into digital art and a little animation.

I'm just tired. Of everything. And I don't know how long I'm gonna survive. No matter what I do or try it is never enough. I'm always gonna be stuck inside my own mind. My own mind is a hellhole. And I'm surrounded by demons that I always have to fight them to survive.I try to get out of the hell but those demons keep pulling me back. I'm tired of fighting them. I want to rest for a while. But I can't.