u/WrongAd1998

me: hi me trans man

the: awww what a cute little boy!! Little baby boy thing!! Tiny!! Not big scary real man but small!! you are so much more manipulatable I mean tolerant to my negging I meant Approachable!!! You’re not like those men like my racist boyfriend! Yes I am woke!

me: hi me trans man (but pass slightly better)

the: NONONONONONO THIS ISNT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN YOURE SUPPOSED TO BE A GIRLBOY!! YOU ARENT SUPPOSED TO BE REAL BOY!!!

you: hey I’m trans

the creature: you know what thar means… double the fun!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

you: oh ok I guess

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the creature: hey GIRL how are you??

you: fine

the creature: wow your arms are soooo tiny you should punch me

*punch*

the creatur: wow that was SO weak is that all your strength??

you: …

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you (again): hey I’m trans I don’t want you calling me girl

the creature: ok, I love and accept you

the creature: uhhh what are these?? *pretends to grope you*

you: oh ok

/uj this isnt really a jerk I’m just venting sorry🫩 dating this cunt was hell, he told his little buddies I was trans and introduced me to everyone as his girlfriend without asking me first, and after we broke up he went for my best friend. In front of me. I couldn’t understand his thought process. school is starting up again soon I’m gonna have to deal with his stupid ass. I hate all the negging He does

I come home and the house is always dirty. There are flies everywhere and everything is spoiled. theres always dishes in the sink and clothes strung acrosd the floor. im too lazy to do anything. I scroll on my phone until its time to cook or shower or go to bed. my mom scolds and scolds me but I don’t do anything. she tells me she must be failing as a parent, albeit jokingly. my sister wont clean either. she’s too sore or shes tired or she wont finish and leaves it to me. she doesn't cook much either.

i resent them. I’m always so angry. when they call for me i grit my teeth and clench up. I feel like yelling and hitting all the time. i hate it when my sister touches and tries to hug me. I feel like a bad person. I wish I had a place all to myself.

me: I love being a dude and a man. Im gonna talk about being a dude

normal guy: i use he/him but not a man i dont have any dysphoria Im not really intrested in taking hormones

me: I don’t personally relate but thats cool dude. hopefully this space has people I can rel

weird guy: IF YOU DONT HATE YOURSELF YOUR NOT A MAN IF YOU WEAR COLOURS YOURE NOT A MAN IF YOURE NOT ENTIRELY SURE OF EVERYTHING YOURE NOT A MAN EVERYONE LIKE normal guy ISNT A REAL MAN

uj/ don’t get sucked into the transmed bullshit if youre also a binary trans guy 🫩

My dreams changed, before I’d have dreams/boderline nightmares about being naked or topless in a school environment with everyone shaming me, id Find clothes eventually but that’d be after getting bullied, which is silly but they would really upset me. Now that I’m on testosterone I have much nicer dreams, like being around a bunch of dudes, or having a larger package. It’s weird cause they aren’t dreams of the *moist* variety, im just Naked lol. The other day I had a naked dream but it was a friend hyping me up. That was pretty cool. And then There was a naked police chase with drug dealers. shit was weird

I want to be a bear I want to bear I want to be a bear I want a full beard and a big gut and huge thighs and arms and hands. I would go into the forest and cut trees because I’m MANLY and then I would jump into the river and catch 10 salmon with my bear bare hands like a real bear. the animal. I’d come out, my skin glistening and glowing and wet and I’m so hot. And then on all fours I would run out of the forest into my cabin like a bear the animal where my 3 bear husbands Live. One of them is an anthropomorphic bear for shits and giggles. And they all kiss me and tell me how MANLY I am. And then we bake cookies and cook all the fish and we fall asleep while cuddling. 🙏🏾

(jfc ive never seen my hair from the side before I look crazy 😓) my mom says maybe I should get the sides shaved when I go back to school, but Im nervous cause my hair is low density and I don’t want to look more bald. I got like 40 smth locs in total 💔 I feel chopped and clocky, well I’m always chopped and clocky but now especially 😭 any advice?

to be clear, my dad isn’t dead. Just a deadBeat. Honestly he‘s never been much of a father in general. the motherfucker has 9 kids excluding me Lol. Never at my recitals, always late to pick me up, but nevertheless I still loved him, he’s my dad, I love him now. but after I came out, it’s been different. My parents are Caribbean, and they don’t fuck with gays over there. I come out as a trans man and he says it’s something I’ll grow out of, it’s not ok, its weird. Commenting something along the lines of “(my name) has a great body, and she’s ruining it” it happened a while back, but It still fucks with me.

i want to do stereotypically “manly“ thinga with my dad. Like going to the barbers, lifting weights and shadowboxing, playing basketball or video games, fishing and going on drives. he’d give me fatherly advice then pat me on his back, smile and tell me how proud he is of me. i want the action figure, I want to be the cowboy and and the superhero and the firefighter. I don’t want to be stuck in frills and crowns. I want be a son.

but don’t feel too bad for me. I just finished a workout and my arms look huge asf. atleast compared to what I looked like before. And my voice sounds like a dudes now

I was at a pride parade the other day (all the parades are in August, but we also celebrate in June? I dunno) and I don’t know, when I saw all the smiles and joy and laughter and community it made me happy but sad also.

I have a confession. I’m a fucking pussy. in sec 1 I got bullied for being trans. it was the cat ears too but mostly being trans. and it just really fucked me up. like. I couldn’t go into a classroom if there were too many people. I thought people could read my mind and i tried not to think. shit was genuinely psychological torture. I didnt think I’d make it out.

im doing alot better now, im at a new school with people who at least tolerate me, with a good support system of cool also gay teachers and cool also gay friends. But I’m not out to people who aren’t that support system, and I want to be brave and finally tell everyone who I am. I was pretty cringe back then, but I had the guts to wear cat ears, thigh garters and pride pins, and I want to take inspiration from my younger self and come out to the rest of my class. I don’t want to live as woman. I want to live as me. I’m a man and that’s something I’m proud of. it’s my last year, I think I’ll be ok.

This happened several months ago but im still kinda angry about it. OS=older sister YS=younger sister. OS and dad don’t live with me, I’m not in any danger. Sorry for the abysmal length 😭

i was talking with OS on the phone and I let it slip that I was taking T. We joked and she did the classic “eww you’re turning into a man“. OS was being slightly homophobic by constantly mentioning how disgusting she thinks butt stuff is, but I didn’t think she’d be slightly transphobic because the next morning my dad called my mom with some fucking “OH WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME (my name) WAS TAKING HORMONES”

Luckily my mom is super goated and just hung up. she asked me afterwards if maybe dad came over/broke in (he does that a lot, once he stole my grandma) and saw my gel packets, and I lied and said yea probably because I didn’t want more beef between my mom and OS. YS texted her “Did you tell dad?” she said “No I didn’t. (???) But you need to understand (my name) is young and this is a big change” 🫩

I’ve been researching since 2019 but ight. To be clear, I AM underage, but if my doctors or the gov thought i shouldn’t go on it, I wouldn’t be on it. She think I'm getting this shit off the transgender dark web? I have a drag queen drug dealer who shoots it up for me?

im just so angry she thinks im stupid. She lied saying she didn’t do that when literally how else could He have found out. She thinks I don’t know the effects of the hormones THAT IM TAKING. Once she sat me down and said “Just because you Identify as male doesn’t mean the would sees you as male” and I didn’t say shit because I didn’t want t argue but like. That’s a realization every trans person and their mom has as soon as they come out. I’m not boo boo the fool. When we talk she doesn’t mention it because I think she thinks I don’t know but I do.

men tend to keep their legs wider than women. their feet are planted in a V facing away from the other foot while women are more ^ with the feet facing each other. kinda makes it look like they’re waddling just a little. writing this made me feel like im narrating a nature documentary

I am already on testosterone and I want to have more bottom growth, but I am underaged and I’m not sure if that would be too inappropriate for me? 😭 thank you in advance

my last relationship was shit. The guy would constantly push my boundaries and feminize me. Always “hey girl” and calling me weak and short. I want to be strong and manly. I want to fight and roughhouse and get dirty. Im into bigger dudes, but I’m small. I don’t want to be in a relationship where I am seen as smaller, lesser, more feminine and sensitiv. I want to be in a relationship where we are both big and equally masculin. This is corny but I want a beard and a big gut and huge arms and bass in my voice and we wrestle and play and fall asleep on top of each other. But I’m not feeling too bad. I worked out for the first time in a while, and im getting more arm hair. I’ll grow a full beard someday