u/Yearning4truth

What he said^^

It seems like to have thriving relationships i obviously cant be my authentic self, if i ever get comfortable or actually try be myself, i feel like people are immediately repulsed and pull back, and i swear I’m not like rude or anything. Im starting to think the only way i can be accepted by society is by putting on this fake persona and I’m still not 100% sure if i do or don’t want to do that.

I don’t remember much because i was a kid but my dad would watch al Jazeera all the time and naturally i would watch with him and i swear, the stuff i used to see genuinely had me so scared😭😭😭 was it that bad or was i just a kid??what was it like for the people that were actually old enough to understand what was going on in that era??

Im new to being exmuslim so there are some things i still question (not saying i plan on going back) but my question is, how did momo know so much of the Jewish/christian lore and the prophets before him,and their names, did he have a bible and torah teacher or something???

My top 3

1. bitlife

2. Subway surfer

3. paper.io 2

Lmk yours 🙏

Am i gonna be intp forever? I really hope not because some of the career choices i want in life would have me standing in front of thousands of people and being charismatic and i simply dont see much intp representation in those things😪

I know a lot of you guys aren’t 18+ as of right now but at the very least you guys aren’t too far off, So I’m curious about how people around my age view their maturity level, i know it depends a lot on your environment, the amount of responsibilities you take on from a young age and perhaps if you’re an older sibling you might see yourself as being more mature and maybe the opposite if you’re the youngest, but yeah if you could give me an answer i would be really interested to hear it🤗

But i mad bug mistake if arguing with english speaker born and raised i believe he naturally has the upper hand due to natural ease of speech with your language of birth but he cussed me out and everyone at school laughes at me and i still dont understand ge said something liek “if you dont… i will turn you into an urban legend” what does this mean i am very confused and it was embarrassing when i was saying what does that mean and everyone laugh more 😪
Edit/ sorry for my bad england

So islam is a man made religion but im a man and before that a human and trust me i loove some good sex, but my question is why would muhhamad make sex out to be a bad thing, call it zina and make it a horrible sin with punishments on earth and in the hereafter, like why did he genuinely pull the most generational cock block in history?? And its not only that he generally limited enjoyable things, like music and alot of different forms of self expression and entertainment. So if you have an answer to my question feel free to answer.

2008/jan/13
My childhood though not perfect were the best years of my life the first ten were perfect but it seems like every year since life has been getting worse and worse im 18 now, im so unlucky and i genuinely hate my life, i dont know much about numerology but what does this mean to you guys?

Im just tryna see if the amount of episodes im watching on the daily is an unhealthy amount😭

My grandfather on my mother’s side died around two or three months ago. He lived in another country, so when he first got sick my mom went to visit him and stayed there, leaving me at home with the rest of the family. At the beginning, I didn’t really care much because I thought he would get better soon. I also didn’t have a strong connection with him, so that probably affected how much I felt about the situation.

As days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months, I eventually got to a point where I just wanted him to pass away. It didn’t seem like he was getting better, and I mostly just wanted my mom to come back home. In the end, that’s exactly what happened. He died, and my mom came back. At the time, I didn’t really feel anything about it.

He died at 97. He looked young and healthy for his age. In his younger days he had many different careers, but later in life he developed a strong passion for gardening and spent a lot of time doing it.

I only met him once. But during that one time, he showed me more love than anyone in my immediate family ever has. It wasn’t the kind of huggy, kissy, performative love. It was more like the kind of love that says, “I understand how the world works, and I want you to succeed in life.”

While he was talking to me and giving me advice, I remember hearing what he was saying, but at the time I didn’t really take it in. I even remember thinking to myself, “What is this guy talking about?” But now, only today, this exact day, I feel like I finally understand what he meant, who he was, and what kind of person he truly was.

In my whole life, I probably spent only about three hours in his presence, but even that short time showed me what kind of man he was. I was 14 then. Now I’m 18, and only now do I see how great of a man he was and the missed opportunity of the time I could have spent with him.

Sometimes, like tonight, I wish I could have just one conversation with him. Even ten minutes to talk to him would mean a lot. Unfortunately, that option is gone now.

I’ve been feeling like I want my grandfather to live on in some way, because now I understand what he stood for, and I realize he truly was a diamond in the rough. I even find myself imagining or hoping that there might be a way to speak to our ancestors or the people who came before us, just to ask them questions or hear their thoughts. I don’t know if something like that is possible, but the feeling comes from realizing how much I missed out on and wishing I had understood him sooner.

I know, deep

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