Stats 3Y03 - M1

I’m so glad it’s over 😭

Genuinely why did they even post the practice midterm if the actual one was just going to be so much harder in difficulty??

I’m still sick unfortunately but wore a mask and gave it so maybe my brain was just not fully working. But it felt so difficult. I could solve the back page but the front just had me lost and bewildered.

Worst midterm I’ve written in this degree so far.

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u/YourKittywaifu — 7 days ago

How do you guys find the motivation to continue?

I’m currently in my second year of comp eng so not a huge amount of time has been invested.

I do live with my parents for financial and other reasons and they’re pretty strict with me completing the degree in exactly 4 years.

I don’t really hate it but I don’t really enjoy it either. I don’t feel like I’m as smart as my classmates. I also commute so I miss out on pretty much everything that isn’t labs/lectures. My health mentally/physically is pretty horrible which is also why I live with them.

I just don’t feel like I’m smart enough to get through it. First year was mostly review so I found it enjoyable but now that the content is way harder I keep wondering why I’m still in this degree.

I can’t go fully into the details but a lot of stuff happened first year which led to a lot more mental health problems and a really irrational fear of failure and of the future.

It’s gotten to the point I’m having near panic attacks before labs because I keep thinking this will be the last one I go to as I might fail. I usually try my best to study and get through everything as my health permits it but I feel so incredibly miserable.

It’s like I see my friends who’re also in university and enjoying life while in the same major or another and I genuinely wonder if I’m doing something wrong.

I feel like all of first year I kept finding random things to motivate me to continue with but this year it’s like I don’t even want to do anything at the risk of losing a year, or something ~~plus strict Asian parents lmao~~

I want to graduate and want to see this through especially since there’s so much money invested into this so far and I hate giving up but it’s so hard to find any way to motivate myself to continue with this degree and honestly life itself sometimes

I’ll still try to persevere for as long as I can hopefully but how do you guys stay motivated through all this?

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u/YourKittywaifu — 1 month ago

It seems players in Russia like him too!

There was a post on the main sub about a genshin cafe opening in Russia. OP also included a picture of a note board. I didn’t check too carefully but with just a brief glance I already found a couple dottore related notes.

I’m so happy that to see him have a better rep outside of the EN community.

I wish we had similar posts from other countries too to see how they view him.

Overall it’s a wholesome post! While I don’t like going over to the main sub as much I’d recommend checking it out as the doodles are cute :D

u/YourKittywaifu — 1 month ago

How this sub (thankfully) has been feeling like recently/pos

I saw this box of kiwis in the grocery store called copefrut which we were after 6.6/6.7 but ever since the leak dropped we’ve been so much more hopeful!

I don’t want to jinx it (knocking on wood and throwing a pinch of salt over my shoulder as we speak) but this is the most positive and excited I think I’ve ever seen this sub!

Yes there are some reaches theorywise atm but compared to how we were doing like a month back we’re so much better!!

Almost every other post I see is gorgelicious fanart of him or a more hopeful post regarding his future

Guys don’t worry if it’s meant to be (it is) it will happen - I genuinely think he’ll come back at some point. One or two things lining up can be chalked up to mere coincidence but all the this stuff we found happening at the same time is definitely not.

Have faith in the Doctor :D he won’t leave his patients waiting for long

u/YourKittywaifu — 2 months ago
▲ 294 r/MityaMains+1 crossposts

Genshins Sylveon!! (By me)

Mitya reminds me of a shiny sylveon with his arm scarf thingys

I don’t normally draw in this style ^^’ I did end up guessing the bottom half as it wasn’t very clear in the trailer but ended up covering it up using sylveons ribbons

I intended for this to be a break from my usual style and work but this was fun :D

u/YourKittywaifu — 2 months ago
▲ 218 r/ArtBuddy

What do you guys think of my WIP of Lyney so far? :D

I’ve been working on drawing Lyney from Genshin Impact (specifically from his story quest he was looking especially majestic in this scene ehe)

I feel like his face isn’t that good/accurate to how he’d look irl I wanted to ask if you guys have any advice I know his eyes are black but I typically just add very slight implications of the characters eye colour fading updwards at the end once I’m 100% confident with the face

I have a small admission.. I really really want to ask my favourite artist online for potential advice since my goal for years has been to try to draw like them

I won’t name them in case they see this but I genuinely haven’t been able to figure out how to stylize (specifically the proportions) like them and I feel like asking them for advice would be too forward or I’d just be a nuisance or something ;w;

Either way would really appreciate some advice for this one!

It was meant to be a quick render of him but I like Lyney too much to leave him half done hehe

u/YourKittywaifu — 3 months ago
▲ 59 r/Columbina_Mains+1 crossposts

I drew Columbina and Princess Luna!

Hello!! I haven’t done a looser sketch in a looong time and recently had the idea that Columbina and Princess Luna would have tea parties together :>

I don’t normally draw in this style \^/\^ if you’ve seen my previous work you know I usually draw in a semi realistic one I hope I did Columbina justice!

I might draw Mavuika and Princess Celestia having a mug of wine maybe later!

Also if you’d like to support my Twitter I’d really really appreciate it https://x.com/l2006integral\\\_?s=21

u/YourKittywaifu — 3 months ago

I’m freaking out for second year (eng)

Hello! I’ve posted a few times here before but am really hoping some upper years could talk about their experiences and maybe some advice.

I’m extremely stressed for second year! I got into the stream I wanted (computer engineering) but I also have certain health issues in real life that prevent me from getting the same experience as everyone else.

I relied a lot on lecture recordings in first year which was extremely helpful but I heard second year is a different thing. As in: next to no lecture recordings and the content is harder by a lot.

I know I shouldn’t but I was doomscrolling and came across many people in second year upwards saying they failed out or had to repeat an upper year or something and I’m just super stressed.

I don’t live near the campus (commuter) due to the health problems mentioned and financial reasons so I’m just (very much) freaking out hehe 🫠

I have talked to SAS but I’m still worried as I’ve also heard many upper year professors don’t accept accommodations for lecture recordings or other more complex stuff.

I can’t lie I sacrificed a loooot of my health during first year and finished the year with my health getting like halved physically and mentally ;~;

Like I’m just panicking cause I’m hearing first year was the easiest year content wise in all the four years and like I found it a bit difficult (mostly because I was aiming for a high gpa)

There’s this Instagram content creator named Juiceditup and like the way he described second and third year made it sound like the second circle of hell??? I’m praying that’s not the reality omll

I heard the difficulty spike is varied but most people said it’s a huge jump content wise since nothings high school review anymore. I just feel like I’ll mess it up somewhere I was hoping to use the summer to build my health up again but I cannot lie I’ve been staying up super late doomscrolling and reading how difficult upper years are and how people got cooked post first year.

I’m taking every course next year in the requirements except calc 2 btw I feel like I’m doomed ngl it might be actually over gng but I really could use some advice! I’m going insane dreading next year 😭 like my schedule looks terrible with those 9 pm labs in the winter term and the labs also look way harder and more frequent which is probably to be expected but I’m still freaking out omg

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u/YourKittywaifu — 3 months ago
▲ 38 r/venti

Recent trailer - small vent

I don’t really like venting but is anyone else super stressed over the gnosis visual?

I can’t lie a lot of characters I’ve really liked recently in this game have met a pretty unfortunate end so I was worried venti might get it too. I really wish I didn’t see that in the trailer today I quite literally feel super nauseous.

It might be an overreaction to have considering he’s a game character but he’s been a huge comfort character since I started playing this game. I’m extremely worried. I know for sure that the trailers usually aren’t 1:1 with the story and sometimes they just throw stuff in there for hype or suspense.

But it really feels intentional and strange.

On one hand: it likely won’t be world changing whatever it is. Not much usually changes lore wise after quests everything kinda just resets back to what it was at the start of the quest just with the problem fixed and mostly no harm done. Which is the likely outcome of this one too but I still can’t help but worry.

What’s even more concerning is that the only other gnosis knocked over was the hydro one. That’s a pretty harrowing image unfortunately.

I literally don’t think anything bad will happen to him after all, this is Genshin and the gnosis was already knocked over. But it just looks intentional.

I might just take a small break from any marketing/promotional stuff/leaks etc. And just play the game and try to chill so it doesn’t impact my health but ;w;

Stay safe venti 💚

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u/YourKittywaifu — 4 months ago
▲ 871 r/Lohen_Mains+3 crossposts

I drew Lohen!

Would appreciate if you checked it out on tw! https://x.com/l2006integral\_/status/2067973207336833246?s=46

It took exactly a month somehow I’m not sure how that happened so it became exactly a month but this is one my favourites I’ve drawn so far!

I really tried my best with this one

After venti (and Lyney) no other playable character has made me this interested in the game compared to vice captain Lohen~ He was definitely my favourite in the nod krai patches.

He’s so unique! Not many genshin characters have his type of personality or animations which makes him so incredibly appealing

He came home early too :D thank you Lohen

I have a feeling this drawing won’t do well in this sub or on my social media but I had a lot of fun drawing it and wanted to share it regardless!!

Absolute peak can’t wait to see what they cook up in snez

u/YourKittywaifu — 4 months ago

Math 2Z03 I’m so stressed for the exam

I haven’t properly slept since April because so much bs has been going on in my life.

Work related stresses, side eng unrelated project stress, family stresses, and stresses for next year.

My mental and physical health is literally in the gutter oml

I started studying for 2Z03 at the start of this week and I’m getting towards the end but I truly don’t feel like I understand anything after the test. Like the Laplace stuff is doable but after that like the mass/board deflection, rod, PDE stuff is just going over my head.

I heard this exam is nasty af and like I’m just sitting here like “oh 😭 if this is considered one of the easier second year courses like is it over??”

I gotta commute from here and it’s a fairly lengthy one too so I’m actually so fucked next year. Like I tried every schedule and it looks like utter misery since apparently very few profs actually record courses. Like I’m gonna be lucky to get to year 3 ngl

And on top of allll that I studied till 8 am last night but then couldn’t sleep (I think I’m turning into a anxiety induced insomniac) until now

And the plan was to start at 9 pm (I work significantly better at night) and keep going till 3pm the next day. That is very unlikely to happen now.

I’m so stressed. Like I know after first year it’s just remaining above a 4 but I’m dreading second year CE when basically nothing is recorded. I have a valid health reason for it other than this too.

I’m so stressed.

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u/YourKittywaifu — 4 months ago

Trying to make their Ice Coffee at home!

There’s a tims down the road where I live and I’ve been going there waaay too frequently for their ice coffee like nearly daily. I know it’s definitely not the best but my neighbourhood basically only contains a Tim Hortons there’s no McDonald’s or Starbucks for miles.

I usually drink their ice coffee while studying for my exams and it’s been racking up a massive bill per month unfortunately. So I wanted to try to make it myself at home c:

I haven’t tried it yet but I saw my local shoppers selling Tim Hortons branded Colombian instant coffee (I’m saving up for a coffee maker so only instant for now) they had a decaf version but I need that caffeine

So my plan was:

- Make the instant coffee and keep it in the fridge for a few hours

- I’m not sure what cream they use I’m thinking of using 10% regular cream found at any grocery store

- Either use sugar syrup (again not sure what they use) or boil sugar and water -> let it cool and then use that if I can’t find an ok one at the store

I’ve never really used their instant coffee before and I know I’ll probably not get a 1:1 copy but would this be close? I’ve seen lots of comments mentioning how they make it from employees in this sub but a lot of them used a coffee maker.

ALSO! if you’ve made a copy version at home and would be ok with sharing the recipe I’d really appreciate it !!

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u/YourKittywaifu — 4 months ago

Some Eng streams are out check Mosaic

I think some streams are out it’s showing mine!!

Refresh as much as you can!

The long nights were worth it :D

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u/YourKittywaifu — 4 months ago
▲ 118 r/McMaster

IM ACTUALLY GOING INSANE 🥀

Level 2 decisions drop on June 4th

I don’t have free choice and am in eng (😀) so the nanosecond after exams finished I’ve been PANICKING

Like this literally determines whether a year of all the bs I went thru actually mattered all the blood sweat and tears (lots and lots of tears)

Like just put me out of my misery 🥀

I’ve been checking and checking and checking in hopes there’s some backdoor way to know. Requesting a million transcripts, checking the requirements and planning tab, advisement report, grades, basically anything on mosaic

But for some reason the same site that has a 50/50 chance of loading semi properly on mobile has absolutely no way of finding this decision

They’ve thought of EVERYTHING every little way one could think of finding it early

Like just tell me 😭 lay it on me how bad is it

It also does not help that half the people around me are telling me my gpa (9.4 or 9.5 after annihilating my health like just throw me off of pgcl atp-) is enough for comp and the other half are telling me it’s over and to switch majors like wtf now I’m even more stressed

Oh and ITS COMING IN MY DREAMS like im actually taking my phone out and checking mosaic in my dreams??

Hello??

Im working on something? Check mosaic.

I’m drawing? Check mosaic.

Studying for calc 3? Check mosaic bro, it probably dropped early.

And if im not doing that im refreshing this subreddit to see any semblance of a “they dropped stream selections guysss” post and the comments yes im checking those too

Having absolutely nobody who understands why im crashing and tweaking tf out I turned to my friends

We’ve been speculating making excels and shit to predict this

I’ve literally started turning to TAROT CARDS to predict ts I’m not even a spiritual person dawg 😭

Idk if it’s just me but my hair has lowkey been tumbling off my skull in strands since April. Like the exams were stressful but at least I could still try my best ts is literally left up to rng fate

Stop EDGING us OUT WITH IT

It’s 5:51 am June 3rd.

32 hours 9 minutes 0 seconds 0 milliseconds in other words 32:09:00:000

Please save me from my turmoil

u/YourKittywaifu — 4 months ago

How could I make her look more accurate to her model in game?

I’ve been working on this WIP of zeitlind and I’ve been mostly using the pics on the side as a reference

I’m not really too happy with this one and I honestly can’t figure out why

I think it might be the face in some way

She doesn’t really look too too much like her in game model especially the hair and face but I can’t figure out why

I think I’m also just used to drawing venti so much I can’t seem to draw anyone else haha

^ ^ ‘

advice would be appreciated!!

u/YourKittywaifu — 5 months ago

Maid venti by me :D

Maid venti!

I don’t normally post any work here unless it’s 100% finished and I’m 100% sure of it since my venti work gets downvoted so much in this sub oddly enough? But I hope you all like this!

I rushed a fair bit with his dress and the background but it’s was fun nonetheless :D

If you’d like to support my Twitter:

https://x.com/l2006integral\_?s=21

https://www.instagram.com/l2006integral\_?igsh=dWdwenl6cm9oYzhk&utm\_source=qr

u/YourKittywaifu — 5 months ago
▲ 534 r/venti

Maid day venti :D

I haven’t posted here in a while since I don’t really post wips and most of my current stuff of him is stuck in WIP limbo ^ ^

Since maid day was coming up I thought I’d quickly get something done for it!

Not my favourite since I rushed a fair bit especially with his outfit but it was fun to work on regardless

I’m a wee bit disappointed since I worked quite hard on this and it might get nuked by the Twitter algorithm given I might apparently be shadow banned? Not too sure a recent drawing I did of dahlia did unfortunately show signs of it but I’m hoping not ;w;

He’s the prettiest maid(en) of them all

Fun fact I went custom brush trigger happy when working on this and made like 4 custom pattern brushes 🥀

Looking back through the speed paint it’s a tad funny how his legs keep changing as I was struggling to find a pose for them he kinda looks like he’s tap dancing in it haha :D

u/YourKittywaifu — 5 months ago

I’m still working on this one from a while ago!!

One major critique I got previously was that the scene didn’t feel very natural or like there was a story (like why venti was holding an orange and aether off to the corner reading a letter to him etc.)

so I tried to change it a bit however I was wondering why the first one feels more natural/appealing than the second one I’m not too sure why or if I should continue with the first one either but advice would be appreciated!!

(The third one is just the second one with the figure brighter!)

u/YourKittywaifu — 6 months ago

I’m still working on this one from a while ago!!

One major critique I got previously was that the scene didn’t feel very natural or like there was a story (like why venti was holding an orange and aether off to the corner reading a letter to him etc.)

so I tried to change it a bit however I was wondering why the first one feels more natural/appealing than the second one I’m not too sure why or if I should continue with the first one either but advice would be appreciated!!

(The third one is just the second one with the figure brighter!)

u/YourKittywaifu — 6 months ago